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new url, new blog, new penname. please dm me or discord me for the URL.
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I'm doing a little reboot tomorrow SO stay tuned. add Johnny on wire though: kingkvrate.
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“ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 ” 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.
a wonderfully patient and creative nonnie asked for a list of prompts based on interactions between two good friends in the aftermath of a trauma that happens to one of them, and i’m nothing if not a sucker for angst and deeply emotional connections! so here we go! i’m hoping these will be up to the nonnie’s expectations! have a wonderful day, my lovelies, and DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST !!
“ i really hate seeing you like this… “
“ why don’t we hang out tonight? like we used to, you know? order in cheap take-out, watch crappy movies, go for a walk… whatever you want, right? “
“ please say something… anything. even if it’s telling me to shut up and leave you alone… just say something. “
“ i really miss you, you know. “
“ i’m here. you got that? i don’t care if you never say anything to me ever again. i don’t care. i’m not going away, and i’m not going to stop being here for you, no matter how long you glare at me or ignore me or pretend that you’re okay. because i know you’re not. i know. “
“ talk to me. i don’t care what we talk about. it doesn’t have to be anything big. we don’t need to talk about whatever happened to you, not unless you want to. i just… just talk to me, will you? “
“ you know, i talk to a lot of people every single day. i hear all their voices telling me all kinds of stuff; i hear it all. and the only voice i really wanna listen to is yours, you know? even when you’re driving me crazy. so come on. please… just drive me crazy again? “
“ …seriously? no come-back? no witty retort? no… sarcastic shot at me? come on, i… i know we never ask these things, but, honestly, i’m worried about you. what’s going on? “
“ penny for your thoughts? hell. a dollar? ten? fifty? my whole life-savings? damn, at this rate i’d give away everything i own just to hear your voice again. “
“ this is like, the ninth voicemail i’ve left, and i know you hate voicemails, so i’m thinking this might be the one that pisses you off enough to pick up the phone and talk to me. because despite the number of times i’ve told you to shut up, i’m actually begging you to say something, now. weird how things work out, isn’t it? anyway. pick up your freaking phone, moron. please. “
“ will you please talk to me? please? “
“ i have exhausted every single topic that i can think of to get you to open your mouth and say something to me. all of them. you leave me no choice… how are you? “
“ listen, we’re all really worried about you. okay? and we wanna help you, but we don’t know how. so how about you write us a note, or something? maybe just, open the door, huh? i just wanna know that you’re okay. “
“ you’re not alone, you know. you’ve got people who love you. who care about you. you’ve got me. and i’m not going anywhere. “
“ look, i don’t know what happened to you. and i don’t need you to tell me, okay? i don’t… i just want you to know that i’m here. i got you. no matter what. and if you need some space, then… then i can leave. just tell me what you need, okay? “
“ i don’t need you to say anything. you don’t even need to open the door. i’m just gonna slide this paper under the door, okay? you tell me what you want for dinner, and i’ll bring it up. “
“ i’m sending you on a list of therapists and group support meetings in the area, okay? you don’t have to go, but… promise me you’ll take a look at the list, right? “
“ listen, i know you gave me a copy of your key for emergencies, and this feels like an emergency, but… if the silent treatment is part of you trying to get some space, then i don’t wanna intrude. you know? so just text me if that’s what this is, and i’ll leave you alone. “
“ i know, i know. you asked me to leave you alone. but that was two weeks ago, okay? and i haven’t heard from you. you aren’t answering my texts, you aren’t even reading them. nobody’s seen or heard from you, and… and now i just want to know that you’re okay. so please, open your door, and let me make sure that you’re safe, will you? “
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↪ 𝑯𝑶𝑳𝒀 𝑾𝑨𝑹 . ( a collection of sentence starters from S4 of syfy’s wynonna earp . adjust phrasing as necessary . )
still not looking at your ass .
does it hurt ?
a first - aid kit , yeah … that’s something we should have , right ?
what kind of psychopath doesn’t use a pen ?
come voluntarily or you’ll be taken by force .
is that why you’ve been so moody and unpredictable ?
absorbent is as absorbent does .
well , that’s a felony .
you could’ve killed me !
it’s nice to see a familiar face .
i need to find [ name ] .
a little help , please .
when i find [ name ] , i am gonna torture her .
you’re alright now .
[ name ] , you came .
[ name ] , i need you to come with me .
i don’t even get where you’re going .
you PROMISED you’d be honest .
let me have a sip of thinking juice , here .
what aren’t you telling me ?
so you also lied to me about NOT lying ??
i need to atone for my recent history .
we’ve all done bad things to each other .
you’re being forgetful . or kind .
next time someone has to risk their lives , YOU’RE IT !
god , you are such a …
i would do literally anything to keep her safe .
sometimes life is a real backpack of balls .
i am so serious , shut your mouth .
if you die , i’ll kill you !
don’t you know how dangerous this is ?
i swore to protect you .
listen , we can help each other , alright ?
is everything a sex joke to you ?
who’s a girl gotta screw around here to get a gun ?
that sounds kinda lesbian .
[ name ] , how could you ?
i’ll show you how it’s done .
you’re stronger than i expected .
i told you , i’m leaving .
[ name ] , what the hell ?!
are you real ?
something here is pretty off .
we’ll think a little better with some fire in our bellies .
say your piece , [ name ] .
it’s just so good to be home .
who are you ?
i thought i’d be safe in here .
the only place scarier than in here , is out there .
i didn’t mean it like that . not at all .
please don’t say you’re sorry anymore . you don’t need to be .
vacation’s over , assholes !
please tell me everyone’s okay , [ name ] .
what really happened to [ name ] ?
i know i let everyone down .
i hope that means there’s no hard feelings .
as you all know , i excel at having opinions .
i wish i knew what we were up against .
don’t yell at me .
home - brewed mold juice will NOT defeat pure evil !
at first i thought it was irrelevant , but then i figured it out .
what does a [ last name ] know about keeping their word ?
there’s been enough crime today .
[ name ] , what’s going on ?
why do i taste skunk ?
that would get my slacks off in a second .
please don’t get off on the wrong foot .
i know every curve . every sigh . every taste .
yeah , i guess i forgot .
i can’t wait for the rest of our lives to unfold .
sorry , i’m just . i’m so distracted .
thanks for taking care of my friend .
i feel like i can handle it .
baby , i’m sorry nobody’s here .
you’re sorry we’re alone in the house ?
i could introduce you .
i’m merely here to conduct business .
everyone knows you’re [ name’s ] man .
stand down , big boy . all it is to me is interesting .
i’m sexy , i’m cute , i found it in a boot .
sometimes i feel like you’re keeping me a secret .
love wins , after all .
you stay away from us .
even if your family sucks , you don’t .
you … opposite of suck .
crush ? don’t say that , okay - not here .
there’s easier ways to say you feel different .
can we go ? now ? like , right now ?
rule number one , we do not work for the enemy !
you’re better than this .
what do you want me to do ?
you wanna see childish ? how about this ?
i know you … and you know me .
what the hell is this place ?
i don’t have my gun !
you have me .
it’s high time we leave this place .
i got you . i got you .
what did you do ?! idiot , what did you do ?!
all i have is my people .
i owe you nothing .
you may be dumbstruck but you’re not an idiot .
what are you doing sleeping with a pistol under your pillow ?
it’s my bedroom , i’ll ask the questions .
i’ve been keeping watch .
we don’t talk about that anymore .
oh my god , don’t ever do that to me again !
say hello to my little friend …
in the future , if you wanna hurt me - just say please .
give me one good reason why i shouldn’t pluck your eyes out like grapes … then steal these shades .
i’ve made my own fate .
i knew you could handle yourself .
demons can’t hold their liquor .
you are a welcome sight for these sore eyes .
it’s so good to be home … and in your arms .
extreme makeover , homo edition ? kill the drill .
what choice do we have ?
speaking of the team , has anyone seen [ name ] since this morning ?
all that matters is he’s safe .
we all did what we had to do to survive .
what’s happening to me ?
i can’t wait anymore . it’s been over a year .
can you help ?
the price is steep .
i will do anything to get her back .
[ name ] , it’s all coming back to me . i did something terrible .
sweetie , it’s okay – just … spit it out .
any man that would shoot another man in the back doesn’t deserve to be known or remembered .
you miss it , don’t you ?
the rules were simpler , then .
i don’t have the luxury of getting old and forgetting all the things i’ve done .
i’d like to know the plan before i celebrate it .
they don’t deserve death , they deserve to be destroyed .
you look like you need an ambulance .
so we’re dealing with what , some kind of hex ?
we need to focus on a cure .
wise words from a leader of tomorrow .
oh , great – you’ve heard of me .
you listen to me , goddammit .
everyone still needs me to keep them safe .
this thing between you and i isn’t over until i say it’s over .
how am i supposed to live a normal life ? why the fuck would i want to ?
just once i’d like for someone to come in with flowers .
i don’t pick sides . i’m in it for myself , does that sound familiar ?
it’s a compliment . it’s how we’ve both managed to survive .
noble men do not have the luxury of being neutral in times of war .
i like taking care of you . i’d be happy to do it for the rest of our lives .
you did something terrible . but you being you , how terrible could it be ?
i come bearing apology beer .
do you wanna hear my sob story ?
i did manage to get my hands on this stupid thing .
you are everything .
hide your kids , hide your wives , ‘cause we are storming the fucking castle .
can you not do that right now , during my rousing speech ?
don’t jump to plan c before we’ve even tried plan a .
wait , wait – are you sure about this ?
no , no – GAH , I’M GONNA KILL YOU !
i shouldn’t have given up , cause that’s what i did . i gave up .
i let everyone down , but today i’m gonna change that .
i need you to kill me .
hey , i know how this looks .. but i’m asking you to TRUST me .
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ways to say “ i care about you. ” || @vypcr
“nichols, that’s bullshit and you know it.“ and this is how they talk to each other. real talk. honest words that reflect the reality, sometimes, it’s like a bucket of cold water to the face, slapping them straight through their bodies. johnny knows that he needed a couple of those, and tory is not the exception. “you are a kid, and i know you like to pretend because life has been a shithole that you have to burden everything on your shoulders but you really don’t. so suck it up.“ because he is not going to watch a kid destroy themselves over something that was started thirty years ago over some bullshit tournament. it ain’t worth another kid getting hurt. no more. “you gonna go back to your house, go make out with my kid, do some bullshit knock knack app shit and let me handle this.”
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ways to say “ i care about you. ”
❝ i care about you. ❞
❝ you mean more to me every single day. ❞
❝ you haven’t been acting right. ❞
❝ i can see you’re hurting. ❞
❝ i just want you to be happy. ❞
❝ if you’re happy, i’m happy. ❞
❝ i’m not going anywhere. i promise. ❞
❝ something’s bothering you. ❞
❝ here. i brought you this. ❞
❝ do you want some? ❞
❝ you don’t have to be embarrassed to cry in front of me. ❞
❝ how can i help? ❞
❝ tomorrow is a new day. let’s go to bed. ❞
❝ don’t worry about it. i’ll take care of it. ❞
❝ i’m not sure. what do you think? ❞
❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞
❝ you know you can talk to me. ❞
❝ of course i remembered. ❞
❝ you really thought i wouldn’t notice? ❞
❝ is everything okay? ❞
❝ put on your seatbelt. ❞
❝ text me when you get home. ❞
❝ you mean so much to me. ❞
❝ when is the last time you ate something? ❞
❝ when is the last time you slept? ❞
❝ you’ve always been there for me. let me be there for you. ❞
❝ i want to be with you. forever. ❞
❝ we’ll get through this together. ❞
❝ come here. sit down. ❞
❝ you’re all that matters now. ❞
❝ put yourself first. ❞
❝ you deserve this. ❞
❝ you don’t deserve this. ❞
❝ wait. stay. ❞
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cobra kai
taken from the tv show.
it’s karate. old-school karate.
you got a death wish, kid?
here, hold this ice on your ribs.
karate isn’t only about self-defense. it’s about protecting others.
you may get hurt, but nobody wins by doing nothing.
i’ll get the hell out of here when i’m goddamn good and ready.
because sometimes the scars you can’t see are the ones that hurt the most.
see you, kid.
you’ve learned to channel your anger, but you’re afraid.
my shoulder’s killing me.
well, always remember our first lesson, you. this is for self-defense only.
if you’re not strong on the inside, you can’t be strong on the outside.
i’m gonna pretend you didn’t say that.
i can’t believe i’m saying this, but you’re grounded.
you know those little red stickers that say “further reduced”? that means “spoiled”.
real nice friend you’ve made.
i’ve been having a real rough night.
well, i just feel like i’m coming down with a fever.
you’re saying that in life, i can’t do everything by myself and i have to rely on other people?
you can’t let that bad blood change who you are.
the more help, the better. but first, you need a gi.
i’m asking you to become more than just a soldier, son. you understand that?
also, this is really gonna sting.
look, i know you’re pissed at me. you have a right to be.
hey, rambo. kids are getting hurt.
karate is not a phase. it’s a way of life. you can leave it for a while, but it never really leaves you.
the biggest battle is always the one within.
i broke a kid’s nose. who knew these things were lethal weapons?
you don’t have to worry about me. i can handle myself.
this next part is gonna be really, really hard, okay? but this is the best way forward.
and i kept it under wraps. i didn’t want you to lose focus. needed you at your best.
just don’t forget. being a badass doesn’t mean being an asshole.
hey, wanna get some food? i know a good burger joint.
trust me, sweetheart, you don’t know the half of it.
i was in a bad place. there’s no question about that.
look, i know you’re not 100%, but you got the heart of a champion.
they kicked the fucking shit out of me.
i don’t know how i’m gonna keep going. i don’t feel safe.
and it turned me into an angry and violent kid.
you can get through anything. you know why? ‘cause you got me.
everyone’s got a sob story. that doesn’t give you the right to be a bully.
i did what you taught me. i showed mercy. why did this happen to me?
some people have it good, but the rest of us, we have to fight for every inch of what’s ours.
don’t blame yourself. blame me.
i warned you, but you just had to push it and make it personal.
instead of burying your heads in the sand, and pretending that bullying doesn’t exist, or that you could just get rid of it, what you need to do is teach kids how to defend themselves.
i’m still kind of freaked out about it.
you see what i just did there? that’s called de-escalation.
when something bad happens, you have two choices. you let it tear you down or you let it build you up.
you get back up, and you try it again.
it’s been a little rough lately. it’s nice to have people look out for you.
maybe my right way is different from yours.
the world shows no mercy. so, why should we?
problem is, my “self” is too weak.
i don’t even know who you are anymore.
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karatetm:
𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗𝗦 𝗠𝗔𝗗𝗘 𝗜𝗧 𝗙𝗘𝗘𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗟𝗗 𝗕𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗞, she wasn’t a parent, she had no children of her own and she could only imagine how it must feel for him. all kimmy could do was give his hand a squeeze and just hope that he knew she would never judge him, she knew how much robby meant to him and she knew how much he wanted to fix his relationship with him. she didn’t know what she could to make him feel better, but she knew she had to make sure he wasn’t too badly hurt and be whatever support he needed right now. kimmy can’t help but smile as he asks her to stay with him, unsure if she had ever really seen him this vulnerable and she wasn’t going to let him be alone. standing up, she moved closer and pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead, “ i’m not going anywhere, baby, i’m right here, ” kimmy told him, hand resting on his cheek as she looked at him. it was her that ran in the 90s and it had nothing to do with moments like this, she had gotten scared of her own emotions, of her own love for him because she had felt like he deserved so much better. she couldn’t help but think what might have happened if she hadn’t left. standing back a little bit, she holds her hands out to him so she can help him up, she meant it when she said she wasn’t going to leave him alone, not even to go run the bath, “ c’mon, let’s get you in the bath and then you can get some sleep . . . just tell me what you want and i’ll do what i can, ”
THERE IS A SIGH OF RELIEF THERE. BECAUSE GOD, HE IS INSECURE. and it’s the alcohol and getting the lights beat out of him and the notion that she had left once and perhaps, he would be pushing her away this time too. because why else would she leave? johnny knows he is a lot, he isn’t sure why his friends stick with him through it all. he breathes out as her lips press on his forehead and johnny smiles, taking her hand on his own as he follows through the house toward the bathroom. even a bit drunk, he knows the layout of the house like the palm of his hand. “just stay with me. i like when you brush my hair.” because it’s soothing, reminds him of his mother, when he was anxious and she would try and calm him down. yet, she is not his mother, because of how he leans into her touch and wants to let his hand linger on the curve of her back. “kiss me better?”
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what if i wrote some starters later
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ah in laws @vypcr
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I would like to report @paintaught for PAIN
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crystalyz:
𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐀 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄, 𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 : ❛ true. ❜ and then she takes another swig. neither would likely admit it or even notice it, but they were almost in sync with their drinking —– at this rate they’d finish up their bottles at the same time, and there’s only one left. 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄 in her sharp, dark eyes as she peers over at him, lowering her bottle. ❛ maybe your next class should be on fake I. D.’s. still, you must be doing somethin’ right —– 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓'𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓, 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐈 ? ❜ the last word leaves her lips with a scoff and a dry, cynical laughter. another part of the challenge. no, chances are at this rate, they’d not have gotten on in high school —– 𝐍𝐎. 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐔𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆, if he answered back in class, if he drove too close to her, if he cut in front of her in the cafeteria. ( but okay, 𝐌𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐃 𝐁𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐎. )
TURNS OUT, HE IS GOOD WITH KIDS. he doesn’t dwell on it, because he is good but rough. and how he is not able to do the same treatment with his own son because the relationship had crashed into a tree because of his own shitty behavior. it makes him down his drink further, and harder, as if it would help with the pain. it always does, EVEN IF IT’S FOR A LITTLE. “i don’t know, maybe I can teach you a thing or two. I bet you have a mean tornado kick like a badass.“ lose tongue reveals part of fantasies. she doesn’t need him to be a badass, but damn if he doesn’t think she could give him a mean kick to the face. the kind of kick that leave consequences thirty years later. “but you don’t cut me like the type to allow some DISCIPLINE.“ he rises up to her own words, the challenge back, pushing the bottle away from him now empty.
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𝗦𝗛𝗘 𝗪𝗔𝗦 𝗚𝗟𝗔𝗗 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗛𝗘 𝗙𝗘𝗟𝗧 𝗦𝗔𝗙𝗘 𝗧𝗢 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗘 𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗘, she remembers when he used to help patch her up after her roller derby matches. that didn’t mean she liked seeing him like this, drunk out of his mind and clearly in pain that he was trying to hide, “ clearly you weren’t. but i get it, you’re protecting your family, ” kimmy said softly, running a hand through her hair as she looked over at him. she knew what she would do if anyone messed with bobby, she also knew what she wanted to do right now looking at johnny. but she had better self control than she did back in the nineties and she wasn’t about to leave him. at first his next comment almost had her rolling her eyes, she couldn’t judge him for his drinking, but she didn’t need to know that. then he completely caught her off guard with that last comment, lips parting in surprise as she looks at him. they had never put a label on things when they reunited, they still had a lot of history that seemed to complicate things, but in this moment, that really did mean a lot. yeah, maybe it was the alcohol that was encouraging him to say it, but it still really meant a lot to her. kimmy sighed softly, shifting a little closer as she took his free hand in both of hers, “ what do you need from me right now? i can run you a bath to help with the pain, or i can drive you to the hospital if you think you need to be checked over properly, ”
“CLEARLY, DOING A SHITTY JOB.“ a short pause as he hangs his head, god he is tired and everything in his body is sore. “I didn’t even knew robby was going to prom.“ how could he? it seems they can’t be in the same room at the same time without having a fight and one of them walking away. johnny shakes his head. god, he really screwed it up with robby, uh? all that kid wanted was one moment, one moment where he would look back at him and not fail him and he feeks doing the same thing. perhaps he is better off without him. his thoughts are intterrupted by kimmy’s voice, like a siren call, bringing him back to the world. her touch in his hand welcomed and he lets out a shaky breath. “a bath. . .will you join me?“ he will blame it on the alcohol, the vulnerability that slips through his words. “seems when i’m alone i’m a mess. i don’t want you to go.“ or perhaps she will see that he is a mess and that she was right leaving him in the 90s. that she was right walking away because there were telltale signs .
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WILLIAM ZABKA as JOHNNY LAWRENCE
COBRA KAI SEASON 1 EPISODE 1.
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❛ —– no shit they like you better, they’re teenagers and you gave them beer. ❜ andddddddd it might’ve had something to do with her telling a bunch of them to politely leave her alone —– only not politely. ❛ it’s, whatever, anyway. i quit caring about the opinions of teenagers in high school. ❜ yepp, she was that kid. the misfit. the girl the cheerleaders wanted to make fun of but were too scared too —– that girl you’d assume was someone’s gothy girlfriend but no one bothered to ask. in honesty, it’s kind of sweet that he’s so passionate about his students and his job —– makes a change from the teacher’s she’d had. but… ❛ —– i just… i’m shit with kids. ❜ jessica admits as she tips the rim of a bottle against her lips. is that an apology ? maybe. probably not. / @kingkvrate ( wp. )
“what can i say? i knows the ways to their brains.“ and they are his students. though all senses tell him he probably shouldn’t be giving teenagers beer. “their fake IDs were shit anyways. it was embarassing.“ because if you are gonna be his student at least have the descency to have a good fake. he can almost roll his eyes at the sight. whatever, better they get it at home than from someone else. he thinks they wouldn’t had been friends in high school.. johnny doesn’t know. he was from the encino kids of california, big money. biker gang, karate gang ( maybe they would’ve, really, matching jackets and all that shit ). johnny looks over and laugh, eyebrows raised at the understatement of the century and dawns on his drink again. “and you think I’m good? i hit those kids in the face until they punch back.”
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