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Am I stressed out or is the insulin going bad

A novel​ about Diabetes.

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All I want is a working pancreas. Is that so much too ask? 🙃

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yesterday

person: how was your day?

my blood sugars through the day: 180, 420, 86, 211, 62, 179, 54

me:

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requested by my-author-ity

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Hello there,

I am Gin. I recently found out I am a diabetic. And it’s something I will live with everyday for the rest of my life. Am I sad? Yes, But I’ve come to terms. It was shocking at first to find out that I have type 1 diabetes at 21. I assumed you only got it when you were younger not at 21. And since I recently had a daughter I hadn’t been able to get time to myself, with being stressed, and having a newborn, I guess I hadn’t noticed. Then again I would never have thought about it, that I’d get it​. It was far from my mind. I had more important things to worry about at the time. And me being sick wasn’t something new. So I ignored it. But to then to have a doctor tell you, you have diabetes and it’s gonna be a life long thing sucks. And to find out your body couldn’t fight off an unknown infection and every little thing could make you worse sucks even more. But I guess it kinda explains a lot. For me especially since I was sick a lot growing up so my immune system sucked even before my diagnosis. So I’m done being sad and if you can’t fight it….Well ya know. So I decided to write about my journey and I hope you stay to watch. And maybe we can exchange tips. Or something…Haha…Yeah.

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Few dropping blood sugars

Couldn’t help but have a fit and cry about how I ate something small to help my 69 blood sugar level go up but instead went the opposite way and decided to go low to 40 something. My boyfriend tells me not to cry that everything will be okay. Yet feels like it won’t. It is all too fucking frustrating and feels like it won’t. It feels like a never ending loop. I fucking hate this, I hate having Type 1 Diabetes. I shouldn’t but I do, is part of me it’s who I am.

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This is me and my diabetic face

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This.

What the I see when Im low and looking for food

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Shout out to my diabetic people!

Have you tested today? Have you taken insulin when you needed too? I love you. Don’t let your numbers determine your self worth

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Me @ my pancreas: you had ONE job

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PsychoGlycemic on Instagram

Check us out on Instagram @psychoglycemic_t1dia_beat_this #T1D #T1DMom #T1DWarrior #CrazyForACure

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Yay for autoimmune diseases and insulin and pre-filled syringes 🙄😋

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Psychologist: okay, next we'll say what we feel like is our worst flaw. I'll go first, I feel like I'm too selfish at times. Now you

Me: My body wants me dead and so does my mental state. I don't know how I'm still alive

Psychologist: . . .

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Stay strong!!!

The joys of diabetes 😒

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Big smiles at the top of Pen-y-Fan! #diabetes #summit #mountain #instadaily #type1diabetes #type1 #insulinpump #cgm #fitspo #fitness #workout #accessory #fashionista #fashion

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This is the attitude to have!!!

I’m going to love myself no matter what! 💖💝✌️