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“I’m Just Ken" wins Best Song | 21st Critics’ Choice Awards (2024)

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❝ No takebacks for a claim I never made...❞ he snorted but otherwise didn't pursue the topic. The bottle is taken back and he's clicked the top open when Bastian retorts. It's likely not intentionally flirtatious. Clark had come to learn that about the man. In a way, he often did the same. You stated something plainly and it just happened to be a good line.

Or, it could have very well been intentional. The cambion narrows his gaze and then merely clucks his tongue at the possibility. ❝ Okay, Romeo, turn around. Make sure your hair is wetted all the way. ❞

"Clean up portion kind of sucks." brief concordance, before it dawns on him that it's actually been quite a while since he'd even attempted a hookup, much less a serious relationship. Post inheritance? Clark and his father's clients were the closest he could even call commitment...And well, one of those paid him handsomely. 

Bastian perks a brow. "Too late; I've already enjoyed the fact we have something in common. No takebacks." A hint childish, but then, he's literally customizing a suburban mom's dream shower/spa. He too isn't a super big fan...At least not in the conventional way. The entire series is an interesting parallel for the failures of foster systems, improper government support, and the inherent isolative nature of neurodivergence when faced with stringent neurotypical structure and doctrine. Baller.

The brunet inches closer, so the spray is also cooling him. In turn, a hum of appreciation follows as the awful sticky feeling subsides. He completely misses the fact that he's being admired. Truthfully, for the best, he'd be more of a suffering art student than any sort of measure to Clark's Greek god physique. "I did say that, attentive as always." casual, as he fixes blue with a verdant gaze. 

A hint of mild confusion follows before he takes the bottle offered and gives it a brief glimpse. Oh yes, very fancy. He can pronounce the words just fine on the label, but that's his pedantic penchant for honoring foreign tongues more than anything. "I don't think it's a particularly offensive thing to smell like you." The implication of that actually drags a languid smile. 

#(;ic) #platiinums: bas #cw suggestive

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🐝  *  ―  𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑺: 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑰𝑪𝑨𝑳 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  if we changed back then, we could change again.  ❜ ❛  what can i say? i'm a sucker for happy endings.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, are you talking to me?  ❜ ❛  i would give anything to be like that.  ❜ ❛  are we gonna have a problem?  ❜ ❛  you've come so far, why now are you pulling on my dick?  ❜ ❛  time for you to prove you're not a loser anymore.  ❜ ❛  you can join the team or you can bitch and moan.  ❜ ❛  mr. no-name kid, say who might you be?  ❜ ❛  it's fine if you don't agree, but i would fight for you if you would fight for me.  ❜ ❛  happiness comes when everything numbs.  ❜ ❛  does your mommy know you eat all this crap?  ❜ ❛  i learned to cook pasta, i learned to pay rent; i learned the world doesn't owe you a cent.  ❜ ❛  you heard it man, it's time to rage!  ❜ ❛  so wait, it's lime, then salt, then shot?  ❜ ❛  you're doing it wrong!  ❜ ❛  really? 'cause i feel great.  ❜ ❛  dreams are coming true when people laugh but not at you!  ❜ ❛  i didn't need your help.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you actually came.  ❜ ❛  why d'you gotta be so weird all the time? people wouldn't hate you so much if you acted normal.  ❜ ❛  thirty hours to live - how shall i spend them?  ❜ ❛  sorry, but i really had to wake you.  ❜ ❛  let's go you know the drill; i'm hot and pissed and on the pill.  ❜ ❛  you say you're numb inside but i can't agree.  ❜ ❛  how'd you find my address?  ❜ ❛  no sleep tonight for you, better chug that mountain dew.  ❜ ❛  no one sees the me inside of me.  ❜ ❛  keep going. this has to be good enough to fool the cops.  ❜ ❛  i never knew about her pain.  ❜ ❛  don't talk mean like that.  ❜ ❛  what did they do to you that you hate them so?  ❜ ❛  you are the only thing that's right about this broken world.  ❜ ❛  they'll die because we say they must.  ❜ ❛  what the fuck have you done?!  ❜ ❛  let's be normal. see bad movies, sneak a beer, and watch tv.  ❜ ❛  don't you want a life with me?  ❜ ❛  if you could let me in, i could be good with you.  ❜ ❛  so what's it gonna be? i wanna be with you.  ❜ ❛  but your love's too good to lose.  ❜ ❛  you're the one i choose.  ❜ ❛  there's nowhere to hide if i say the wrong thing.  ❜ ❛  but i believe any dream worth having is a dream that should not have to end.  ❜ ❛  no, you wouldn't understand!  ❜ ❛  try me! i've experienced everything you're going through right now.  ❜ ❛  you don't know what my world looks like!  ❜ ❛  they made you blind, messed up your mind but i can set you free.  ❜ ❛  i was meant to be yours!  ❜ ❛  don't give up on me now.  ❜ ❛  i can't make this alone! finish what we've begun.  ❜ ❛  i am all that you need.  ❜ ❛  please don't leave me alone. you were all i could trust, i can't do this alone.  ❜ ❛  no one here deserves to die except for me and the monster i created.  ❜ ❛  i wish we met before they convinced you life is war.  ❜ ❛  i wish you'd come with me ...  ❜ ❛  i am damaged, far too damaged, but you're not beyond repair.  ❜ ❛  hope you'll miss me, wish you'd kiss me.  ❜ ❛  i'd be honored if you'd let me be your friend.  ❜

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the bear + relatable content

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heading to bed but something, something idk how to poetically word it but the 'protective like a guard dog' aesthetic but with hippos....clark is a hippo....

clark guards his comfort so fucking aggressively and so when people become that comfort..........god rest ur soul if you fuck with it.

or he's even just a hippo in regards to the fact he'll even sometimes just help out people he has no personal attachment to JUST because he's trying to throw hands with the person who happens to be messing with them because they pissed him off. like how these hippo mfers will just save antelopes or whatever because they're just trying to get at the mfing crocs that ended up in their water.

#literally just thinking about poor mfers that dare to wander into a hippo's chillin space n fuck with their Peace #and the hippos are just like. Oh Yeah? You've Decided to Dabble in Fuckery Today? #tl;dr: clark is territorial and mfing aggressive about it!!! #clark is dangerous in the way a big mfing herbivore is dangerous lmao #ok gn!!!!! #tbd

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DERRY GIRLS (2018 - 2022) Season 3 | Episode 4

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❝ I enjoy sex. Could live without it too, though. ❞ he shrugs. The information offered simply, casually. He really only enjoyed intercourse with individuals he connected with. And if he managed to connect with someone in the first place, then he was already at a point where he could just sit in silence with them and have an enjoyable time. Sex was just a bonus in those situations. Fun to have but not a big loss if it didn't happen often or at all.

His gaze flicks for the lighting as it shifts and he scoffs. ❝ Don't get too excited, dear. I'm not some huge fan. I just like the aesthetics of it. More of an enjoyer of the effects and atmosphere than the plot and characters. ❞

There's plenty room for the both of them in the stream but Clark shifts to accommodate Bas regardless. He makes no attempt at hiding how his gaze shifts over the mortician's form, how he openly takes him in appreciatively. ❝ You think I'm pretty, huh? ❞ his grin is subtle but it's warm, mischievous in a way.

❝ Well, you've done it now. Walked right into my web. Now I get to wash your hair. ❞ as if that'd somehow been the goal from the start. He turned to reach for a bottle of shampoo to hand it to Bas to look over. It was (obviously) pricey if the label and bottle were anything to go by. ❝ Orange vanilla but it's pretty subtle. Like I said, I have other products under the sink if you'd rather one of those. ❞

He perks significantly at the offer and is inevitably amused by the blonde's careful subclause statement. Despite the hints of formality peppering? Bastian finds it no less of a comfort to know Clark is more than fine with sharing his space with him. His own reciprocation is hardly necessary. Funnily enough, the blond had already neatly carved a swathe for himself at the funerary home. Among many fancy things, Bas was now the proud owner of a label maker.

The brunet's own clothes follow, a ridiculous amount of layers all things considered, but he tends to dress for a colder indoor climate. Tall and lean, he boasts a swimmer's frame rather than anything of significant musculature. More of a sleeper build, really, if one considers the physicality of moving bodies. Green eyes drift, taking in the cambion's frame appreciatively. "You are painfully pretty, though; sometimes it feels like looking at a work of art." Other times, he swears Clark looks photoshopped in real time. 

Green eyes crinkle at the corners as the blond approaches; he can't help the grin as his hair is ruffled either. "Very kind of you to withhold judgment." He has thick hair—a nearly untameable nest, really. More wavy than his father's nice coils. 

He hums, the corners of his mouth lifting again without his input. Something about the entire thing? While ridiculous, is also surprisingly relaxing. Bastian doesn't think it's ever been this simple to broach the subject of attraction or the following steps. If they were in a college library, it might even tick off his personal bingo card. "Ditto." Plainly speaking? The mortician typically forgets to be horny unless prompted, and it's been a major problem in former relationships. "I mean, it's not that I don't like sex either. I just end up forgetting it's an option." He's also painfully oblivious. 

Fingertips move to unbuckle and unfasten denim jeans, and they pool at his feet as he beams at the news. It's a boyish smile for all intents and purposes, dimpled and wide. "That might be my favorite thing I've heard today." Not just because Clark is a fellow nerd, but because of the whimsy of it all. A simple pleasure that happened to also be cool. His own boxer briefs follow, and he steps out of both sets of bottoms nimbly before making a small beeline for the shower. 

"It's very sweet, is all. Yeah, sure, why not? Ah...Which color..." Bas angles his reach and fiddles with the buttons; the array is rather impressive. Gradients, technicolor, flashing. He settles for a dusky sunset shade, dimming it a little so they're not blinded, before stepping in and closing the glass door behind him. 

#cw suggestive #platiinums: bas #(;ic)

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#𝙰𝙱𝚈𝚂𝚂𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙳𝙴𝙽 ; 𝘌𝘟𝘐𝘚𝘛 𝘞𝘐𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘕 𝘓𝘐𝘔𝘐𝘕𝘈𝘓 𝘚𝘗𝘈𝘊𝘌𝘚 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘔𝘈𝘕𝘐𝘍𝘌𝘚𝘛 𝘐𝘕 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘛𝘏𝘓𝘠 𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘓𝘔 𝘈𝘚 𝘈 𝘏𝘈𝘙𝘉𝘐𝘕𝘎𝘌𝘙 𝘖𝘍 𝘗𝘏𝘌𝘕𝘖𝘔𝘌𝘕𝘈 𝘜𝘕𝘌𝘟𝘗𝘓𝘈𝘐𝘕𝘈𝘉𝘓𝘌 𝘉𝘠 𝘕𝘈𝘛𝘜𝘙𝘈𝘓 𝘓𝘈𝘞. 𖤐  ⸻  ind + selective roleplay blog for a primordial eldritch original character and species. primarily horror / scifi / mercenary based. written by 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚢.  ♥ est. 2016. moderate activity. 18+ & dark themes.

#;promo #cw gif warning #lOVE!!!!!

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big missing @monstriiss hours

#tbd #mutuals that take long ass hiatuses know that im happy for u but also #imagine me staring out a window on a rainy day like some wife waiting for her soldier husband to come back from the war

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im sorry but no other self-indulgent concept is better for me than clark being in the presence of someone with a god complex and them agitating him to the point of having to humble them and say some metal ass cringe shit like "you think yourself a god but you bleed like a man"

#cuz like you have to understand clark is out here with powers. he IS among angels and demons category wise #and he hates himself to a good degree and he doesnt think himself above ppl really #at least not in the way someone with a pure god complex does. #his is arguably the 'i feel like im the worst so i always act like im the best' god complex type kjfgnbhfkh #but he's amONG god and demons and angels and so to see just a fucking hUMAN out here trying to play god #and lord over ppl or like wtfever. it makes him near ferAL. it annoys him so much #when i say he practically has a kink for humbling those sort of individuals..... #cw suggestive

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Also, FYI!!! New mutuals and new followers. Hiiii!!! I promise I'll get around to reading blog pages and giving out follow-backs this weekend as well as reblogging some memes or otherwise ways to start new interaction.

If you're a newer moot and don't feel like waiting for me to get the ball rolling here in like 2-3 days, you're free to hop into my IMs to see what we can cook up or you can (send a meme)

#tbd

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CRAZY, STUPID, LOVE (2011)

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❝ You can use it whenever you're here. ❞ he offered plainly. ❝ Whatever our...working dynamic may be, if you're a guest in my home you're free to use whatever you want. ❞ from his fancy shower or bath to his incredibly well-supplied kitchen. If someone managed to make their way past his door, they were typically welcomed to make themselves at home.

He takes the towel once Bastian is back and drapes it off near his own. At that point, he's already down to his boxer briefs and the shower is already beginning to fog over with steam. ❝ Taken perfectly well. I get it. ❞ Clark was too much of a workaholic to do much flirting beyond what he needed to do for work unless the situation was all but spelled out for him.

The cambion approached Bas, reached to very boldly ruffle his hair. ❝ I can already assume the sort of product you use. All the more reason to take advantage of my fancy shit. ❞ it always felt strange to hear Clark Thompson speak so plainly, so informally as to even casually curse.

❝ As for moments...we're both busy or otherwise preoccupied. It's hard to catch one when it happens naturally. I suppose this is my formal invitation to make a moment if you feel so inclined. I'm typically game for whatever, whenever. I'm just, well, always focused on working. I have to more or less be jostled out of that mindset or just approached bluntly. ❞ not exactly a very sexy flirtation, but it was practical and accommodating and Clark felt that was more important.

❝ It does have ambient lighting. Just a dimming option-—❞ he hesitated as he slipped out of his briefs. ❝ -—And all the other colors. But only because I liked the green and the blue and the red reminded me of Star Wars so...I figured, why not? Don't have yellow or orange though. Didn't seem much use in those. ❞ he stepped into the shower and seemed to carry right on with business as if this was just some every day thing.

❝ Why? Are you just having a laugh or did you want it on something? ❞ hand smoothing back now soaked hair. He nodded back towards the glass doors he'd kept open. ❝ That panel near the door is where you fuss around with it if you want. ❞

Bastian offers up a blatant shrug. "Terribly practical of me, isn't it? I've been eyeing your bath tub for a while too." Oh, it's definitely silly. Two grown men casually broaching the subject of intimacy as if it were a work conversation. A gentle takeover, if you will. 

"Don't take this the wrong way," he hums. "But I have ADHD, and I'm rawdogging life on no medication. By the time I remember, the moment's passed, and sleep is," a vague motion. "always gonna win out." It's not that he hasn't noticed that Clark is a ridiculously attractive individual. It's just... never been a pressing matter. 

Nimble fingers rake through a crows nest of dark hair as he follows direction and slips out to the hallway closet for one of the ridiculously oversized Turkish bath towels. A lot of the time? He's quite thankful that the blonde is a creature of comfort. It means he gets second-hand exposure to so many more interesting things that way. Go figure; he's still committing to the plan. 

"I'm not going to tell you what I use...I don't think I want to see the light leave your eyes." Green eyes are gleaming as he sets the towel on the sink counter behind him and peeks at the shower. "Is that a waterfall?" It's like staring at a home and garden magazine. He perks a brow and spares the blonde a look. "Does it have ambient lighting too?" A laser light show, perhaps? 

#(;ic) #platiinums: bas #cw suggestive #love how chill n casual they are dfkjgbdkg

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lurking but otherwise prob no writing tonight. i was indeed correct and i am too tired from work fkdjgdg

#tbd

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He arches a brow but otherwise looks amused. ❝ Your intrusive thoughts involve...sharing a shower with me? ❞ as if he needed to verbalize it to get his point across how silly it sounded.

❝ If you wanted to see me naked, you really just needed to ask. ❞ he scoffed. It was (mostly) joking. While Clark had little regard for nudity or his own physical form in general, he also admittedly wasn't going about in the nude in front of just anyone.

❝ It's so. You'll need to grab an extra towel from the hallway closet. Plenty of time to rethink while I get the water going. Intrusive thoughts and all. Wouldn't want you acting on anything you didn't really want. ❞

He sizes the other up carefully, expression nearly unreadable. There's a thoughtfulness hidden there though, mulling over questions he's asking himself in his head as if he'd somehow have the answers.

❝ Gotta say, though...my hair and body care selection is quite impressive. Lean more on the fruity side. I have some florals under the sink if you prefer that genre of washes instead. ❞

To his credit, Bastian is half-joking. Clark's bathtub alone could fit three abnormally large men; he's hardly checked the shower to see if it's the same. It's been a hot and humid day, and though delivery work is over and done more than early,? There's no chasing away the discomfort of stickiness. 

He's momentarily brought out of idle thoughts by a direct prompt from the cambion: "Sometimes my intrusive thoughts win." The brunette doesn't look sheepish so much as amused. "Is that so?" More often than not, he's found himself in the middle of a blink, and you'll miss flirtation with his would-be minder. Associate? Sort of friend? This one might be one of the most blatant instances between them. "Very generous of you, Clark... With the drought going and all." he's committing to the bit.

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#(;ic) #platiinums: bas #oh they fliiiiirtiiiiin

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