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It’s been a really hard year. We both know that. I don’t miss you any less than I did a year ago. I don’t love you any less either.

It’s time for me to close this chapter. I can’t keep reliving it and trying to figure out what I could have done differently.

I wish you nothing but health and happiness. For your entire family.

I haven’t heard from you in a while, so idk if you even check anymore. But this is me telling you, that after this weekend, I won’t be checking anymore. I’ll be deleting the app.

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Is that your way of telling me you’re closing the book and moving on?

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I see you in my skies

I hear you in my songs

I taste you in my coffee

I still feel you in my heart

I think about you more often than I care to admit. It’s been a really hard July without you in it.

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I knew I would hear from you today.

It wasn’t until I was just driving home that I thought, “he probably posted it at the exact time I first said “I love you”

Did you?

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Same here.

They said time was supposed to make it easier. But it still hurts. And I still love you. I don’t think I’ll ever stop.

So I guess, happy love day to us.

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I see you, and I hope your well. I miss you.

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“You know the distance never made a difference to me

I swam a lake of fire, I'd have walked across the floor of any sea

Ignored the vastness between all that can be seen

And all that we believe

So I thought you were like an angel to me

Funny how true colours shine in darkness and in secrecy

If there were scarlet flags

They washed out in the mind of me

Where a blinding light shone on you every night

And either side of my sleep

Where you were held frozen like an angel to me

It ain't the being alone

Sha-la-la

It ain't the empty home, baby

Sha-la-la

You know I'm good on my own

Sha-la-la

Sha-la-la, baby, you know it's more the being unknown

So much of the living, love, is the being unknown

You called me angel for the first time, my heart leapt from me

You smile now, I can see its pieces still stuck in your teeth

And what's left of it, I listen to it tick

Every tedious beat going unknown as any angel to me

Do you know, I could break beneath the weight

Of the goodness, love, I still carry for you?

That I'd walk so far just to take

The injury of finally knowing you

It ain't the being alone

Sha-la-la

It ain't the empty home, baby

Sha-la-la

You know I'm good on my own

Sha-la-la

Sha-la-la, baby

You know it's more the being unknown

And there are some people, love, who are better unknown”

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You’ve been on my mind so often lately.

I just wish I could be there for you.

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Omg. I am so sorry! Are you okay?

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“We broke up a month ago

Your friends are mine, you know, I know

You've moved on, found someone new

One more girl who brings out the better in you

And I thought my heart was detached

From all the sunlight of our past

But she's so sweet, she's so pretty

Does she mean you forgot about me?

Oh, I hope you're happy

But not like how you were with me

I'm selfish, I know, I can't let you go

So find someone great, but don't find no one better

I hope you're happy, but don't be happier

And do you tell her she's the most beautiful girl you've ever seen?

An eternal love bullshit you know you'll never mean

Remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me?

And now I'm pickin' her apart

Like cuttin' her down will make you miss my wretched heart

But she's beautiful, she looks kind

She probably gives you butterflies

I hope you're happy

But not like how you were with me

I'm selfish, I know, I can't let you go

So find someone great but don't find no one better

I hope you're happy

I wish you all the best, really

Say you love her, baby, just not like you loved me

And think of me fondly when your hands are on her

I hope you're happy, but don't be happier

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

Ooh-ooh

I hope you're happy

Just not like how you were with me

I'm selfish, I know, can't let you go

So find someone great, but don't find no one better

I hope you're happy, but don't be happier”

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I just want to go back to last summer.

I can’t believe it’s almost been a year.

And I still can’t get you out of my head.

What I would give for just 1 more day.