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I've been arting on my dresser. What's blank will no longer be blank

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June 30, 2023

She would have been 43 I do believe. She left because she was tired but she didn't realize what it would do to her children. Life goes on and we grow up knowing we won't have our parents or loved ones for ever but never should we have to lay our parents to rest so young on both ends. He still craves a love I cannot give to him. A mother's love! All he wants to do is make you proud. We see the Cardinals and butterflies and hope that its you and Brandon telling us to just hang in there. I hope that you two have found your peace and are resting now. Just guide him and show him that your love is still here and near.

We miss you mom 💓 happy birthday 🎈

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I keep turning back to I want to blog my life or our life because I know deep down we aren't the only two human beings in our late 20s struggling so hard to just wake up and repeat each day. We are crumbling yet we still see the beauty in all of the chaos. Homelessness is a thing and it's not just because people do drugs. People struggle in life and others sir back and laugh as if your life is now their new favorite TV show. Vividly we try so hard to pick up each day where we left off but where we are making a name of ourselves. Trying to advocate the world that we're out here just looking for love and support just as we give.

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“Nobody else will ever be able to save me if I’m not fighting as hard as I can to save myself.”

— Claudia Gray, Fateful

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The fact some adults are still out here acting like we're in high school and just eat at you for drama and a show. Life's already too fucking stressful let alone you craving drama and attention 24/7 as if you're the only person in the world. Grow tf up

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I dont know who needs to hear this

But I sure did:

You can and absolutely should modify the chore/self care task if it makes life easier. Sit on the floor while doing laundry. Clean dishes while in a chair. Sit in the shower.

Save your spoons. Accommodate your fatigue rather than fighting it.

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“I learned not to trust people; I learned not to believe what they say but to watch what they do. I learned to suspect that everyone is capable of living a lie. I came to believe that other people - even when you think you know them well - are ultimately unknowable.”

— Lynn Barber

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More edibles art ^_^

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One day myself and my husband will own a little tiny restaurant and we will serve such small yet delicious meals like this

#foodphotography #foodpics #bigdreams

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Another oneeee

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Just some new devil girl art.

#canvas #painting #acryloncanvas

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M3GAN (2022) dir. Gerard Johnstone

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endless list of my favourite male horror characters:

Christian Bale as Patrick Bateman AMERICAN PSYCHO 2000 | dir. Mary Harron

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Funny thing is you're always hoping somebody will come and hold your hand and do your job and your duties that you fucking signed up for. Fuck your pity party. Clean up your own god damn mess.

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Tired of half ass people. Or others always looking for a pity party! Try to bend over backwards for others who just only use me for when they emotionally need me..not no more fuckers