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i love eating until im uncomfortably full but i hate being uncomfortably full lmao

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Maybe not everyone is as chronicalyl online as me HOWEVRR. imagine a future where callout posts r more common in politician scandals. cringe forever . I will NEVER be a person who it’ll b relevant to go thru my online history pls pls pls i WILL kms about it immediately

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If i didnt take antipsychotics id never have gained weight and id be able to restrict much more easily but alas im mentally ill

#fuck this medication i hate it #i just want to lose weight and not FUCKING GAIN????????? fml

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Wish things made me feel happy

#food doesnt work. #:)

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think im experiencing pms also

#:/ or like why tf else do i want to kms

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dis is wat im thinking abt

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im experiencing hunger

#for Some Reason

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me be on reddit like ”hey does anyone else experience this weird sensation when they havent eaten” BITCH you mean hunger

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It needs Spice

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dont like this meme i made

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can we (i) talk abt how suicidal thoughts just kinda get u. like for no reason. i’m not suicidal fr but i want to hurt myself so badly lmao whats wrong with me

#????????? genuinely can my brsin kill itself

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eds make u so DUMB i'll be on reddit like "is anyone else obsessed with food" or "DAE experience this weird feeling of wanting to eat food" BITCH it is called human survival instincts read a fucking book and stop thinking ur above basic human needs like wtf

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ngl im not a huge fan of getting plus soze ultra fast fashion ads on my step counter app i use for anorexic purposes

#😐

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Can people please start using their autism for good instead of homestuck

#❤️ with love

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not to be a weak ass bitch but why r we told to ask for help when nobody is able to help. like. it’s always ”call a suicide hotline” ”go to therapy” ”talk to friends and family” but the pain is constant???? i’m retelling my problems and nothing gets better because the problem isn’t that other people don’t know i’m in pain. the peoblem is inside my brain and im so sick of being told to ask for help when the only thing that works is upping my antipsychotics until i never have emotions

#not to be rude but i have nothing to talk about. #i have nothing to ask for help with. #other people knowing about it just gives me anxiety and fear about what they think. #it’s one thing to be suicidal by yourself. #another thing to be suicidal and have people know about it and worry. #i just want to self isolate and die. #and i know this is temporary it always is these days. #but i hate this.

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Me after freaking out abt becoming obese and not anorexic and undoing all progress i have ever made after gaining like genuinely literally 2 lbs

#thats 7000 calories. it can be undone in a WEEK if u mid res #like???? can i not try to sign up for wls after gaining like fkn <5% of my body weight after a bonge phase #ohhhh no im so fat!!!!! (literally no change)??? #but it’s the weight group i am inIde my head. like not uw ow whatever #but i have safe weight and i went over my safe weight so now #im rounding it up like 7 kg and km like omgggg im alsot at my hw #which is brain rot #memes