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Birthday boy 🎂

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

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Reaction content is for lonely peoole

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ofc he's here for some reason

#like hsm 2 lol

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Im gonna start watching bravern

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we need a fictional wheelchair user who does all the unrealistic bullshit cars and motorcycles do in fiction. i wanna see a wheelchair do the akira slide. i need a high speed chase with a nitro-fuelled wheelchair where the character out-maneuvers cop cars. does anyone understand me

#vorstadtkrokodile #Youtube

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Tojikuna my new fav crackship

They have absolutely nothing in common and don't know each other

Ppl just like to see two beefy men together

#tojikuna

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Can you hire someone to wash you?

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AITA? i met a cute girl where i work but she just has one weird flaw. she LOVES eating poisons. i told her to stop eating poisons, its unhealthy, its bad for her, but she wouldnt listen. so i got her fired from her position as a Poisons Eater. now she's mad at me. i was only trying to help!

#SLANDER! #he did never want to fire her!!!!

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That being said I apologize to my neighbours for setting my Rauchmelder off to often

#i dont have a abzugshaube #and i forget to open the window #or do it lastminute so its not too loud for my neighbours #nobody complained yet but theyre a lot of passiv aggressive personen

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"Keiner hat mehr Rücksicht!"

Schau in den Spiegel Herbert!!!!! Du musst auch Rücksicht nehmen!!!!

Und wenn jemand für 10 min an nem Sonntag saugt dann ist das so!

Leute müssen arbeiten gehen, haben Spätschicht etc, haben unter der Woche keine Zeit

Hab ein bisschen Mitgefühl, wenn man in einem Mietshaus miteinander lebt dann wird man sich hören ob man will oder nicht.

Ist nicht die Schuld von deinem Oberkiefer, das der Vermieter keine Trittschalldämpfung verbaut hat und du den Nachbarn gehen hörst

Just googled if I was allowed to vacuum tomorrow on Ostermontag or if it's considered a Ruhetag like Sonntag. Found a helpful article but the commentssss!!! Germans are so pendantic,,,,

How can they both be 'lass mich in Ruhe geht dich nichts an' and 'I'm going to monitor everything you do especially on Sundays!!!!! '

#soll der die ganze zeit stumm sitzen oder in dreilagigen flauschsocken durch die eigene wohnung huschen?

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Just googled if I was allowed to vacuum tomorrow on Ostermontag or if it's considered a Ruhetag like Sonntag. Found a helpful article but the commentssss!!! Germans are so pendantic,,,,

How can they both be 'lass mich in Ruhe geht dich nichts an' and 'I'm going to monitor everything you do especially on Sundays!!!!! '

#not meaning to generalize #i lived in mietwohnungen where everyone was normal #i lived in studentenwohnheim #i lived in mietwohnungen where people were super loud #its ok #but those super germans who call the cops on you for talking to loudly on your balcony on a sunday afternoon instead #ufffff

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Masterpost

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Me at the beginning of this year: I’m so gonna fix my life dude this is gonna be the year everything changes I’m not gonna let anything slip through the cracks it’s time to live

Me approaching the end of March:

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