lyanna-aarvik

[lyanna-aarvik]

ugh, pre-estimated relationships would be perfect rn 'cause my mental capacity's been kinda rough for connections from scratch at the moment

anyways, you all have my love and I hope everyone's doing well 💜

#;ooc

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“What does the god of your childhood look like? A soft apparition pigeoned in the attic, a wound eating you one year at a time?”

— blud, ‘outhouse’ by Rachel McKibbens

#;eldian fox/aesthetics #;musings

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#;faceclaim #;visage #;appearances #;eldian fox/aesthetics

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breathtaking.

#;eldian fox/aesthetics #;faceclaim #;appearances #;visage #why is she so lea

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❥     𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   .

inspired  by  devotedecay’s  non - sexual  acts  of  dominance  meme  ! send  in  one  of  these  for  my  muse’s  reaction  to  … (  add  ❝  reverse  ❞   if  you’d  like  to  see  how  my  muse  would  preform  the  action  !  )

[ shower ]   your muse joining mine in the shower.

[ choke ]   your muse choking mine.

[ kiss + soft ]   your muse pulling mine into a tender kiss.

[ kiss + rough ]   your muse pulling mine into a rough kiss.

[ pin ]   your muse pinning mine down.

[ wrists ]   your muse roughly grabbing mine by the wrists.

[ push ]   your muse pushing mine into bed.

[ rip + clothing ]   your muse tearing a piece of clothing off my muse.

[ spank ]   your muse spanking mine.

[ pull ]   your muse pulling my muses hair.

[ talk ]   your muse talking dirty to mine.

[ eyes ]   your muse making mine look them in the eyes during.

[ down ]   your muse pulling mine down by their collar / clothes.

[ knees ]   your muse telling mine to get on their knees.

[ hips ]   your muse pulling mine in close by the hips.

[ denial ]   your muse putting mine through orgasm denial.

[ many ]   your muse making mine orgasm over and over.

[ tied ]   your muse tying my muse down.

[ lazy ]   your muse lazily beginning to touch mine.

[ love ]   your muse telling mine they love them during.

[ dominance ]   your muse taking the lead and dominating mine.

[ submission ]   your muse letting mine take the lead and submitting to them.

[ humiliation ]   your muse humiliating mine, re: name-calling and verbal abuse.

[ pain ]   your muse hurting mine in bed, whether intentionally or not.

[ knife ]   your muse using a knife in bed, whether for threat or actually cutting mine.

[ hidden ]   your muse having sex with mine somewhere semi-public.

[ public ]   your muse having sex with mine in public, whee other people watch.

[ adore ]   your muse being near reverent with mine in bed.

[ dress ]   your muse having mine dress up in lingerie.

[ eat ]   your muse eating mine out.

[ sleep ]   your muse touching / beginning to have sex with mine while they’re asleep.

[ gag ]   your muse gagging mine, or or making them be quiet.

[ blindfold ]   your muse blindfolding mine.

[ praise ]   your muse praising mine in bed.

[ good ]   your muse calling mine a good boy / girl.

[ want ]   your muse telling mine they want them.

[ snarl ]   your muse growling and / or baring their teeth at mine during sex.

[ mark ]   your muse purposefully marking mine up with bruises, hickies, ect.

[ wall ]   your muse shoving mine up against a wall.

#;rp meme cabinet #usfw #dyiiing

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Angst prompts ☣

partial source: thief_queen on Wattpad

"You never mattered to me."

"What do you want me to say? Do you want me to lie and say I love you?"

"I don't know who you are anymore..."

"Please wake up"

"You weren't there when I needed you most."

"Screw it, we're done. I can't deal with your drama anymore."

"Don't you blame me!"

"You're taking their side?"

"Don't leave. Please."

"I regret it all."

"Why won't you let me help you? Let me help you!"

"Don't you get how much you mean to me?"

"Go. Just... go."

"I used to love you..."

"I don't want your help."

"I want to hate you. But I can't. And that- that sucks."

"I wish once, just once, you would love me for who I am."

"You're always leaving me."

"You're such a disappointment."

"You disgust me."

"I wish I'd never met you."

"I never meant to hurt you."

"We were just not meant to be."

"Don't push me away."

"I'm not your punching bag."

"It hurts when I realize I'll never mean as much to you as you do to me."

"I wanted to believe you loved me."

"You made me think I actually mattered."

"Tell me you don't want to leave. Say I'm enough to make you stay. I know it's not true but please- just say it."

"How could you stand there and pretend this isn't your fault?"

“Tell me I’m wrong. Say it. Please.”

“Don’t give me that look. Did you really expect things to be different this time?”

"Can you just- for a minute, can you pretend that I mean something to you?'

“Oh my god, you love her/him. And she/he doesn’t love you back. How perfect.”

"Give me one good reason, and I'll stay."

“The one day you notice I’m gone, I’m supposed to feel bad for you?”

“I know you did the best you could. But it wasn't enough.”

“No wonder you’re not afraid of the dark. Nothing outside your head could be as scary as what’s inside it.”

"You dug your own grave."

"I can't even look at you."

"Did you really think I would simply forgive and forget?"

"Stay away from me."

“I was drowning right in front of you, and you were too busy to notice.”

"I won't fall for your little games anymore."

"I didn't mean it."

"I had finally forgotten about you. I had finally started to live again. And now you decide to come back."

"Just forget about me."

"You need to let me go."

"Stop lying to me!"

"You ruined everything."

"You never really loved me, did you?"

"There is no fixing this."

"I hope you got what you wanted."

"You're pathetic."

"Don't look for me."

"You can hate me all you want. But I know I'm right."

"Do you realize you're trying to justify the unjustifiable?"

"You don't own me."

"I hope you're happy now."

“You looked right at me when you said it. Your eyes told me you meant every word.”

#;rp meme cabinet

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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

#;rp meme cabinet

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send me  (0_0)   for your muse to walk in on my naked muse 

send me  (0///0)  for my muse to walk in on yours

#;rp meme cabinet

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'mock orange', the triumph of achilles, louise glück

#;musings #;lea things #;eldian fox/aesthetics

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Emily Browning as Lucy SLEEPING BEAUTY (2011) DIR. JULIA LEIGH

#;lea things #;mannerisms #;appearances #;eldian fox/aesthetics

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— YOUR AFFECTION.

Gestures  of  affection  starters.  Can  be  platonic  and  romantic.  Send  me... (Send  🔄  +  any  emoji  to  reverse  the  outcome.)

💓  to  listen  to  my  muse's  heartbeat. 💏  to  softly  kiss  my  muse's  forehead. 💋  to  kiss  my  muse  on  the  lips. 🤭  to  caress  my  muse's  cheek. 🌸  to  offer  my  muse  a  flower. 💅  to  paint  my  muse's  nails. 💗  to  lean  against  my  muse. 💝  to  wrap  an  arm  around  my  muse. 🤗  to  hug  my  muse  from  behind. 🫂  to  pick  my  muse  up  and  twirl  them  around. 👰  to  hold  my  muse  bridal  style. 🤝  to  hold  my  muse's  hand. 🥞  to  bring  my  muse  breakfast  in  bed. 🤜  to  give  my  muse  a  noogie. 🤏  to  tickle  my  muse. 😋  to  give  my  muse  their  favorite  snack.

#;rp meme cabinet

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͏͏ instinct / desire / isn't bite also touch ?

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

#;eldian fox/aesthetics #;visage #;appearances #ai generated

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"My love" the word in her throat vibrates with the force of a first breath out of endless water. She knew all along, it was the destiny of stars to eventually collapse and Eren, was a distant star of her memories; she existed in two places, here and where his gravity held her. She knew it in her bones, to claw her way to their happiness, to their safety. To ensure a life for their girl. After all, must everything end in uttermost tragedy every time?

"I think we deserved a soft epilogue, we've suffered enough." They've lived years with only their spines holding them up, constantly having to prove they are real, that they, themselves, are a part of this wounded reality. And the day she met him she began to forget a life without him. Then the weeks and the months went by, and the star that Eren Jaeger was, expanded, setting the world, her world, ablaze. Still, she fought to stay unbroken and yet she remained. She was alive and she could set everything on fire with what she felt for him. After the war, something in her chest broke so violently and at the same time something else, as forceful, if not more, kicked and clawed to fight and stay alive. "You and I are the same in a way. We hide in eachother. We're here, still, despite everything."

Lyanna reciprocated the warmth with a tender peck on her husband's lips. "I will look for you in every lifetime-" she paused to spoil him with another, this time deeper and steadier "-in every version of reality" she took a quick shallow breath and planted one last fiery kiss "-I'll find you and I'll choose you again and again."

Eren. Her husband. Him and his fighter's mind. And she was a battle he won every time. Time passed and softened the rough edges of the world and he'd eventually owned his demons.

Peaceful breaths run past her lips, a light flush grazing her cheeks. Still she has to remind herself; this isn't a dream. She's here, with him, they're together. Husband. Wife. Vows and sparks of joy and common goals and dreams. Promised to give him all of herself so that he never feels trapped or alone again. She took him into her as if he were a god, never had she known before a closeness like that.

"My soul..." She exhales, melting in him.

#ourvoids #;entwined particles

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George Seferis, tr. by Edmund Keeley & Philip Sherrard from, “Stratis Thalassinos among the Agapanthi.” [ID in alt text]

#;eldian fox/aesthetics

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Diane Wakoski

#;eldian fox/aesthetics #;her relationship with her father

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Lyanna reciprocated the warmth with a tender peck on her husband's lips. "I will look for you in every lifetime-" she paused to spoil him with another, this time deeper and steadier "-in every version of reality" she took a quick shallow breath and planted one last fiery kiss "-I'll find you and I'll choose you again and again."

Eren. Her husband. Him and his fighter's mind. And she was a battle he won every time. Time passed and softened the rough edges of the world and he'd eventually owned his demons.

Peaceful breaths run past her lips, a light flush grazing her cheeks. Still she has to remind herself; this isn't a dream. She's here, with him, they're together. Husband. Wife. Vows and sparks of joy and common goals and dreams. Promised to give him all of herself so that he never feels trapped or alone again. She took him into her as if he were a god, never had she known before a closeness like that.

"My soul..." She exhales, melting in him.

Goosebumps spread on her skin as she's lifted off the stool, feeling the touch of his hands grabbing onto her hips and placing her safely down on the floor again. Lyanna lets out a tiny shriek, replaced with giggles as she moves in and places several short, sweet kisses on Eren's lips. 

"You've given me such a beautiful life" she whispers into his lips, as her hands are brought up to connect around her husband's neck. Their children, their little moments together, even the anxieties of parenthood and their best efforts of organizing the small chaos, made her heart light up and burst into a million starry explosions of purpose and tenderness.

"I couldn't ask for a better father for our babies, you know" Ever since they rebuilt this house it was like she knew there would be so much space for relaxation and joy instead of the insufferable amounts of stress and obligations she thought would come with motherhood.

#ourvoids #reply #;entwined particles