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don't need a ring for my finger, just need a steady hand to hold.

#ohhhhhhh they are soooooooooo

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eddie diaz | the prophecy

#oh god…. please someone help my boy……..

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i'm gay (bi) so i'm gonna make my entire personality the way their hands and arms are intertwined and overlapping tbh

#genuinely teared up and couldn’t stop thinking about when Oliver referred to her as “my friend Aisha” during the podcast interview…….

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7x06 "There Goes The Groom" Stills

#Maddie and Eddie in the same room interacting I’ve prayed for times like these #911 spoilers

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oliver: the introduction of his [eddie’s] character is literally buck turning in slow motion and “whatta man” is the soundtrack that’s playing. you know so i think if we look back at that moment - yes there’s definitely a level of that [buck’s attraction to eddie] which then not knowing how to deal and process those feelings he kinda sectioned off into some sort of jealousy and insecurity about himself”

#I need him. to stop talking.

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Buck’s old college roommate inviting him to dinner out the blue after years without contact so he and his wife and ask him to be their sperm donor 911 is the only show on TV

#canonically he checked the box with the reasoning of “well I’m an ally of course I have to support straight porn and gay porn equally. duh” #sperm donor buck my absolute most beloathed ugh

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francis forever x

[image description: two gifs of evan buckley and eddie diaz from 9-1-1 with lyrics from mitski’s “francis forever.” 

gif 1: from season 4 episode 14. sitting on christopher’s bed, buck ducks his head and begins to sob. the text reads, “i don’t know what to do without you.” 

gif 2: two gifs, both from season 4 episode 14. the first is a close up of buck’s hands shaking. taylor’s come up to steady them. it fades into the next gif, of buck’s bloody hand framing eddie’s face in the back of the ambulance. tired, eddie looks at buck. the text reads, “i don’t know where to put my hands.”

/endID]

#STOP GOOD GOD EVERYONE WE CANT KEEP DOING THIS

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that's media training code for "you motherfuckers don't act right" btw

#genuinely inexcusable the way these actresses have been treated and btw it is extremely fucking transparent how different #of a reception lou has gotten!! btw.

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911onabc: There for each other through the highs, the lows, and everything in between. ❤️ #LesbianVisibilityWeek #LVW24

#THANK YOU LESBIANS I LOVE YOU LESBIANS

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sorry i'm just thinking about the whole circumstances of the shooting again and how absolutely batshit insane that was???????? like. first they had carla observe eddie and ana and insinuate ana wasn't what eddie wanted as she told him, 'just make sure you're following your heart, not christopher's.' and had eddie's face go on a Journey. then 20 minutes later, eddie gets shot in broad daylight and it was filmed Like That with everything slowing down and going completely silent as he and buck stared at each other and buck is covered in eddie's blood and eddie is falling and buck is shoved to the ground by mehta and eddie is dying but one of the last things he does before he falls unconscious is look at buck one more time and reach out for him and then buck rOLLS UNDER A FIRETRUCK in the middle of active fire to get to him and pull him to safety and when they're in the ambulance he's telling eddie over and over again that it's okay, that he's got him, that they're so close to the hospital, he just needs to hang on, and for the .5 seconds eddie is awake he sees the blood on buck's face and ASKS IF HE'S HURT?!!?!?!?!? because he's more concerned about buck than himself????????? and then buck has to go tell chris what happened and he breaks down sobbing when he finds out eddie made it out of surgery because he cannot fathom the idea that he nearly lost him and he takes care of chris while eddie's in hospital without having to be asked and in the brief interlude where taylor kisses him and runs away buck runs to eddie instead of running after taylor and then he Tells eddie that he lost it when he told chris what happened and that it would be better if he was the one who got shot and eddie sits him down and says he changed his will A YEAR AGO after the well so that buck would be chris' legal guardian if he died because no one would ever fight for chris the way buck would (not even his biological family) and then he calls buck evan and tells him he's not expendable and ALL OF THIS HAPPENS and they never talk about it again!!!! until 6x12 where eddie says he remembers getting shot and thinking he was about to die and then nothing else until he woke up in the hospital as if the memory of the whole ordeal isn't probably seared into buck's brain and i'm just??????????? what the fuck was that guys

#literally losing my mind. in fairness this is the only thing that makes sense!!!!

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genuinely what the fuck was this. what did they expect us to do with this. why the fuck are they looking at each other like that. WHAT SECRETS ARE THEY SHARING. THIS IS A COUPLE HAVING A WORDLESS CONVERSATION. what the fuck. why am i spiraling over a scene from three years ago at one am

#this is actually so crazy like. WHAT is going on.

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oliver leon jones it seems I’ve grown quite fond of you tho there are no sexual urges or desires you come to me as a long lost friend whom I once picked apples with in papa’s orchard

#his podcast interview…. I want to get margs with him so bad and talk about the ethics of fake leather #need everyone to stop perceiving him immediately though

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Chimney and Hen have always been together, like my first mate. Buck is very much like my son. Eddie is a little bit of a reflection of Bobby, in some ways.

- Peter Krause

#eddie and Bobby parallels make me lose. my. marbles. Bobby’s like hmmm that’s literally me. I Have to save him. BONKERS!!!!!!

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ONE OF YOUR GIRLS

for kirby my love <3 glad i could bring ur vision to life (commission me!)

tags <3 @911onabc @goldenbcnes @usereddie @chronicowboy @shitouttabuck @ilostyou @evankinard @anirudhpisharody @kitkatpancakestack @buck2eddie @try-set-me-on-fire @jeeyuns @youreonyourownkid @buckttommy @leothil @canonbibuck @exhuastedpigeon @diazly @bvckandeddie @wearherlikeanecklace @oneawkwardcookie

#gnawing on the bars of my enclosure ohhhh my godddddd #that last shannon/buck parallel….. the gasp I gusped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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#been thinking about this all day. it’s so beautiful I can’t even take it!!!!! #911 spoilers

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the way oliver and tim talk about this season is so funny. you’re telling me oliver just decided he was going to be bisexual season and tim wasn’t thinking about it until he needed to bring in someone else bc arielle was unavailable for the air rescue so he called up lou and said hey do you want to come back on the show. also im gonna make one of those bitches gay i think what do you think about that? and lou was like hell yeah brother and then tim was like oh shit but eddie’s with what’s her name (marisol) so he can’t be gay yet. and then oliver walked by tim’s office a few times holding a bi pride flag and tim said oh shit. buck can be bi. lou do you want to make out with oliver and lou said no. i will kiss him tenderly and sweetly though. and tim said. we can work with that.

#god literally. literally.

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9-1-1 ▸ 3.08 malfunction ↳ eddie & bobby heart-to-hearts (2.2/6)

#eddie fight club arc my beloved………. #its about grief and loss and guilt and shame and the rage that comes with all of that!!!!! #and having nowhere to put it!!!!!