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manicoutput · 8 months
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Im gatsby
[02.09.23]
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manicoutput · 9 months
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So I ate pussy recently for the first time and its crazy to me that he was so chill bout it, was a good experience ngl but ong shits like a video game I wanna be the best
I want him to faint ong haha
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manicoutput · 10 months
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Fuck oall them people who raped him I wanna cut their heads off I wanna beat them till their skull is in pieces he deserved to have a good childhood
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manicoutput · 10 months
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First time i kissed someone he wrote me that
[23.06.2023]
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manicoutput · 11 months
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He texted me this a few hours ago...
we should watch the sunset together
I love sunsets (and I love you)
I do gotta say I'm overwhelmed and wtf u don't just tell someone the first time that u love them on WhatsApp bro
I hope he meant that in a different way ngl...
[07.06.2023]
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manicoutput · 11 months
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U know i don't like them feelings
Iont like missing u
Makes me feel weak, dependend
But i feel like u might be different than most people i met
Iont expect nothing much from u, just to not tell anyone about what I'm telling you
And i feel like u're a man i can trust woth that u're similar to me, u don't talk much
I know if i had to tell someone about my past it'd be you
Cause idk i actually wanna share it with u
I like to believe you're a man i can trust, a man that i can be with without worrying that my trust is getting misused
[07.06.2023]
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manicoutput · 11 months
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You know what you too make me do you know make me feel like I'm manic when I'm not
Draft,iont know from when
[06.06.2023]
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manicoutput · 11 months
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[06/06, 09:13am]: Still surreal to me that alla this is supposed to be real
Way too glad to have u in my life
[06/06, 09:24am]: Like wtf how is u real
I be like boy i wish u were in my arms rn
And u just agree
Like nahhh
[06.06.2023]
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manicoutput · 11 months
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He's gone atm and i really miss him but also don't wanna text him that i miss him everyday cause iont wanna put myself in a quote on quote weaker situation you get me
Like he texts me that often too but yk i still have problems with trust and shit
Sometimes my brain goes psycho in regards to that
[04.07.2023]
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manicoutput · 11 months
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He bit me
[04.07.2023]
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manicoutput · 11 months
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First time i had a man in my arms
I still feel that i have problems with the physical shit but it's aight cause my feelings are so strong for him and i stopped posting here since i met him amd since i just talked to him about all that's been on my mind
My opinions changed a lot... I think
He's very left wing and I'm too but he kinda shows me wayyy more aspects of it and Iont know
[04.07.2023]
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manicoutput · 1 year
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https://open.spotify.com/album/54lNPJ6xq2QXwG6jLEIf6C?si=4-30QgVVT32uBkqVsGTgUA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A54lNPJ6xq2QXwG6jLEIf6C
Ay i just wanna acknowledge how good this EP is
The "storyline" is so simple and yet tells u so much about the life of the singer
Where he really tries to change but constantly holding himself back by partaking in short time pleasures making everything worse
Ilike stuck in a cycle, never moving forward yk. He wants to grow and improve, but at the same time, he's so content with where he's at in life whenever he's with friends or others that he doesn't want to actually change anything in fear of loss.
He really wants to go forward and get better but all the progress vanishes till he's alone again, thinking about his life again
And all that just to, in the end loose the things that made him stay, being friendships and connections with people that drifted apart because the energy of those guys which actually were ok with their state of being or just moved on and his energy weren't connecting no longer
My man tried so hard to keep hanging on to the life he once enjoyed instead of evolving to be what he actually strived to become and letting things in his life just happen that he ended up more alone and ending the record by singing 'where did u go' in this longing tone
Idk that shit got me way too fascinated
it has so few lyrics, is just 15min long and conveys most of the messages by the instrumentals
Crazy shit
[23.04.2023]
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manicoutput · 1 year
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I'm so "overwhelmed" by this whole situation. I just wanna ask other poly people what advice they'd give me and shit. Also i still have the monogamous mindset and for me i feel like I'd be uncomfortable if i was someones "main person" the two of them are so cute together and i really don't wanna disrupt that. I just think I'm most comfortable as like the side person for both of them. But bro i just really wanna get into the dating phase now, just no clue how... Do i just ask both of them out separately or what would one do in that case lol
Cause there won't develop any intimacy if u don't share moments of twosomeness. Idk if that's formulated right cause i ain't talking about nothing sexual, i mean like in a way of getting closer and shit yk.... Bro i don't even know
I'm just glad that i met them. They complement each other and i just love the dynamic...
[18.04.2023]
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manicoutput · 1 year
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[18.04.2023]
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manicoutput · 1 year
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Playlist we be livin in a movie
[18.04.2023]
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manicoutput · 1 year
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Unexplainable but let me give you backstory
We met through jo and apparently ka was crushin for a minute now then jo told me on behalf of ka and i developed feelings then we started meeting, only ka, ra and me on like a abandoned gocart track. It was great we talked for hours upon hours and i always went to bed happy
Then one day ra was like hey i gotta talk to you, could u come over and we talked
She asked me what i felt for ka and i was honest about me not really having emotions and that it takes a long time till i develope them, but that I've been thinking about him a lot recently. All good then she asked me what i thought about the whole poly thing amd i told her i didn't have a problem at all
She told me that she really wants ka to feel good and that she wants to totally support him and wants the thing with him and me to work out. Now her problem was that she felt something for me but didn't know wheatear or not the feelings were real or just platonic.
I told her that it's all good and we just gotta see how things develop.
Afterwards we went to meet with ka and talked to him about it (first time i talked to him about the whole crush thing in person). Since then he behaved like genuinely happy around me and that makes me happy lol. I just wanna spend time with them like nonstop
Us vs the zombie apocalypse shit lol
I dunno how to approach the situation further tho, but that ain't finna be a problem. We'll just talk openly about it and it's gonna be aight.
It's all finna be aight
[18.04.2023]
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manicoutput · 1 year
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Soo yeah
Ka and Ra
They both told me they crushin and i really like the both of them too but I've never been in a poly relationship but i really wanna be with them ...i actuallx got butterflies in my stomach when i think sbout ka. With ra, i really like her but my brain ain't programmed for poly yet sooo kinda a brain guck but i just feel so happy when thinking about em and i just wanna hug everybody, fucking dance and sing
I like bo Burnham.
[18.04.2023]
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