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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 7881
Warnings: !FATWS Spoilers!, Injury, Character Death, Cursing, Not a lot of Angst in This Part, Lots of Fluff, though, Happy Ending if You Need That as a Warning
A/N: Wellā¦here we areā¦oh my God. Did I cry while writing this? Maybe. I justā¦*sigh*. This is a lot for me. Iāve never finished a piece, even in my free time. Iāve always kept it open so I can just come back to it and dabble with it for a little bit. Iām soā¦Iām kinda speechless? I know I already posted about it earlier, but this means so much to me. Itās such an intimate part of me that Iām sharing and I feel like posting this is justā¦I dunno. Itās so final. Even though there will be One Shots and stuffā¦Iām still trying to process it.
Itās been a fucking journey. Iām so glad you guys enjoyed it and came along for the ride! I did not expect for 13 parts to come from one little thing I did when the show started! I wasnāt expecting to write for the show, much less do a whole ass rewrite, but here we are! +52k words and 156 pages on a Google Docs later.
Iām so excited for future series and ideas I have and Iām trying to look on the positive that this story will always be out there for you all to read! Iāll tell you the truthā¦I havenāt gone back and reread it. Iāve gone back for information needed on new chapters, but I havenāt actually reread the series yet. Iām scared Iāll see things I donāt like. So! Iāll leave that up to you guys! Thank you thank you!
As usual, not betaād, so please excuse any mistakes! Be kind to yourselves and others! Enjoy and stay tuned!
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If you donāt love this man. Donāt talk to me.
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The Conversation
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 7661 (Donāt come at me - you guys asked for it)
Warnings: !FATWS Spoilers!, Cursing, Fluff, Feelings, I Dunno What Else, This Oneās Pretty Chill, Except The Ending, But Youāll See When You Get There
A/N: Here it is! I was hesitant about posting it because that means weāre getting closer to the end and Iām such a nostalgic bitch! Iām definitely gonna cry next week when the last episode comes out! Anyways, Iāve got a few things to talk about:
I think this is one of the most important chapters Iāve written and Iām excited to see your reactions to it. It is longer, but you guys asked for that, so you got it! Also, Iām loving the Asks, Comments, and Reblogs. I try to respond to all of them. I have work in a little bit, so I wonāt be able to until after, but Iāll get back to you as soon as I can. Ask me anything; about my series, the show, any of the movies, personal stuff, I really donāt care. If youāre not comfortable, thatās totally fine! Every like means so much to me!
I know itās not the end yet - weāve got one more episode and a list of One Shots to get through - but thereās a definite feeling of this series coming to an end, and I just want to thank you all for the support and love youāve been giving it! Iāve really enjoyed writing these characters and this story! Itās very, very special to me and Iām glad Iāve been able to share it with you lovely people!
On that note, be kind to yourselves and others! Thank you again for reading! Excuse any mistakes - this isnāt betaād! Enjoy and stay tuned!
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Windows Down, Music Up
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 3730
Warnings: !FATWS Spoilers!, Cursing, Lotsa Fluff, Slight Angst, Talk of PTSD/Flashbacks, No Seatbelts at One Point (WEAR SEATBELTS!)
A/N: The Part I didnāt know I needed. I started writing and this is where it got me. I needed these soft moments after the intensity of the last few parts. I know I said thereād only be one part left, butā¦I didnāt know this Part would be so long. So three parts for episode 5 it is!
I hope you enjoy this! I know itās not really a part of the show, but I love the idea and I think both Bucky and the Reader needed it. Plus the show has a lot of leeway this episode because time passes but they kinda skip over traveling and stuff, so I thought Iād give you a glimpse of what it looks like in mine!
Not betaād, as per usual! All mistakes are mine and please excuse them! Be kind to yourselves and others! Enjoy this part and stay tuned!
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It Always Ends in a Fight
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 1990
Warnings: !FATWS Spoilers!, Cursing, Blood, Fighting, Broken Bones, Character Injury, John Walker, Flashback
A/N: Hereās the first part of the episode! I decided to post it because I like it and I think itās at a good spot to end it, even though itās a little on the shorter side. This episode is kind of split into parts, so Iāll probably go along with that. Iām thinking theyāre gonna be smaller than usual, because my initial reaction to the episode was that I could write it all in one part, but I always say that and end up writing 4k words. So weāll see!
I dunno if Iām proud of this or not? Just because action scenes arenāt really my forte, soā¦I hope I did it justice! It was an amazing scene with loads of good shots!
This is by far my favorite episode and it has a lot of good moments and Iām super excited about later parts because this episode is kinda what Iāve been waiting for! Uhmā¦Iām really distracted today, though, so Iāll probably be posting things tomorrow, too. Monday the Movie came out today and I wanna watch that, and Iāve had some other distractions, but donāt worry! Iāll get all the parts out! Just not as swiftly as I usually do.
As always, this isnāt betaād! Please excuse mistakes! Be kind to yourselves and others! Enjoy reading and stay tuned!
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The Shield
Paring: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 5595
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, John Walker, Emotions, Character Death, Mentions of Blood, I know people had a hard time with that last scene so please take caution because it is in this part! GIF at end is the ending scene, so be careful when you get towards the bottom! I feel like Iām forgetting some, so just know this oneās a bit more than the others.
A/N: Here it is, folks! The Part weāve all been waiting for! Itās the longest one Iāve written so far but so much happened and I couldnāt find a better spot to end it than where the episode ended. Thank you all for being patient with me today. I know I didnāt get this out as quickly as I wouldāve the past few weeks, but you guys are so awesome! Seriously! I love that you understand I do have a life and work comes first! Thank you, thank you!
This Part is a doozy, guys, andā¦Iām sorry? But not really. Iām SUPER excited to see where this is gonna go, especially considering Episode 5 is supposed to be the real tear jerker. I canāt believe thereās only two more episodes! Iāve grown so attached to these characters just in the past month! Iām so glad Iām able to share some of my thoughts and feelings with you guys, too! Youāre honestly the best!
Iāll be doing more One Shots this week, so look for those on the Masterlist. Iām still taking requests for them, so if thereās anything you want explored about the reader and her relationships that you donāt think will be explored in this Series, just ask and Iāll try to add it to the One Shot list.
As always, this isnāt betaād so please excuse any mistakes! Thank you for reading, be kind to yourself and others, enjoy this part and stay tuned!
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Right From Left
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 3085
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, Zemo being a punk, Bucky getting a little scary, some feelings, Sam being his fantastic, amazing, caring for everyone self
A/N: Here it is! At long last! Iāve been waiting for this episode and it wasā¦holy fuck. I barely have words. And I canāt start or else Iāll be ranting for pages. Anyways, I know this Part is a little on the shorter side - not by much, but it still is - and it doesnāt even cover half the episode, but Iāve had a long day and Iām tired, so Iām going to sleep. I wanted to stop before Walker entered the picture too, because then Iām just gonna get more riled up and Iām working later. Iāll probably have another part out today, and then Iāll finish it tomorrow. Unless I can finish it today. Iāll try, but no promises.
Feel free to rant to me about the episode or the show, too, guys! My friends and I have been going back and forth about it for the past few hours. Iād love to hear your thoughts! I think thatās all for now.
As always, this isnāt betaād so please excuse any mistakes! Thank you for reading, be kind to yourself and others, enjoy this part and stay tuned!
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Itās All in the Perspective
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count:Ā 4491
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, Gun Violence, Minor Character Injury, A Peek at Angry Bucky, Explosions (if thatās a warning), Mentions of Stevie (I really miss him, guys)
A/N: So! Here it is! Part 4.3! After long hours of laboring and slaving away - kidding, kidding. I had a bit of trouble with this part, not gonna lie, because thereās a lot of feelings I wanted to try explaining. To do that, thereās a little sort of twist at the end that, once I decided to put in, made the chapter much smoother to write. I wasnāt happy with it at first, but now Iām satisfied.
Thereās a lot of things happening in this one; itās longer than I had anticipated because of the little snippet at the end I added. Itās got a few scene-for-scene things, but I kinda blew past it just to get to the charactersā emotions and stuff. Plus writing action like the shipping yard scene is hard when youāre not focusing entirely on that scene, which I wasnāt.
Youāll notice that the last little bit with Ayo (the Wakandan) isnāt in this. Thatās because I couldnāt really find a way to fit it in and Iām assuming it will fit in better with next weekās episode.
Not betaād, so please excuse any mistakes! Thank you wonderful people for reading and commenting! I enjoy hearing your opinions and what you like about the show and the series! Enjoy the final Part for Episode 3 and stay tuned for an announcement tomorrow about the One Shots Iāll be doing in relation to this series!
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Suits, Dresses, and Heels
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 4000
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, More Mentions of PTSD, Gun Violence, Slight Mentions of Drinking, Club Dancing (Youāre all gonna hate me for that part, but Iām not sorry)
A/N: Hereās Part 4.2 - The Second Part to Episode 3 - as requested. This is a little more scene-by-scene, but there are some off-screen moments. Iāll be posting Part 4.3 (which will have the rest of the episode) later tonight.
Thereās a bit more information on Reader, but not as much as the last chapter. Sharon comes in during this part, so you get to see her and Readerās relationship.
Also, I have mixed feelings about Zemo at this point. Not in the story, the Readerās not a fan as you learned previously, but for me personally, heās surprised me a couple times by coming back and helping.
Anyways! Thank you so much for reading! This isnāt betaād so excuse any mistakes! Check out my other parts before you read! Thank you again! Stay tuned, loves!
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In Need of a Breath
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count:Ā 4007
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, Zemo, Feelings, Another PTSD Flashback
A/N: Soā¦Part 4 is going to have a couple parts to it. Maybe even three. I didnāt even make it half way through the episode on this one, mainly because I really wanted to fit in the Readerās backstory and I wanted her and Sam to have a heart-to-heart again. Iām suuuuper tired, so I probably wonāt be posting the next part for another few hours (itās 5 am right now and I havenāt slept), BUT itās my day off work and I wonāt be doing anything I planned because my grandmother had a stroke a couple days ago so plans have changed and Iām staying in to help her, meaning Iāll mostly be writing all day.Ā
This Part is kind of a mix between off-screen and shot-by-shots, but itās mostly off screen/whatās going on inside Readerās head.
Iām really excited about future parts and the characters that are being introduced! I will say that after these parts, I will be doing one shots of previous MCU movies with the Reader, due to the information that is being given about the Reader now. You kind of see more of how she was affected/how she affected the previous MCU movies and what she was doing during that time.
Like always, this hasnāt been betaād, again itās SUPER early in the morning, and Iām really tired, so please excuse any mistakes! I hope you guys enjoy this part! Stay tuned for more to come later today!
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Rocks, Shoulders, and Ears
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 3501
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, Major Angst in this one, guys, Loads of Feels (sorry not sorry), John Walker being a douche (I really donāt like the guy)
A/N: Iām SO SORRY! I promise I was planning on it being shorter, but I went a little overkill with the angst! Thereās just so many feelings and not enough space in my heart and soul, so I had to pour them out here! You get to see more of Reader and Samās relationship in this one and thereās major Bucky Feels towards the end (in my defense, this is based on the Couples Therapy half of the episode).
Iām really hoping we get to see Bucky go to Louisiana next episode! Iām holding out for it! I have a few ideas that include Sarah, but I need the episode! Ugh! Now we have to wait a whole ānother week! I really shouldnāt write three chapters on one episode in one day. I just couldnāt help myself!
Anyways! Please enjoy this part and thank you so much for all your support! Seriously, itās meant so much to me, especially after the week Iāve had! If you havenāt checked out the previous parts, my FATWS Series Masterlist is HERE, so please go read those first. Like always, this isnāt betaād so please excuse any mistakes! Enjoy, babes!
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Inner Conflict
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 3586
Warnings: !FATWS SPOILERS!, Cursing, Some Angst, Some Fluff, Sam and Bucky being idiots, Mentions of PTSD, Anxiety, and Depression
A/N: Hereās Part Three to my FATWS Series, which Iām making a masterlist for that you can find Here.Ā
Uhā¦itās a little long, and I apologize for that. It doesnāt even encompass the whole second episode, only the first half, so a Part 3.5 will be coming out later today probably (itās my day off work so I have all day to relax and write!) I tried not doing a line for line rewrite of the episode, but there are quotes from the show in here. Mostly itās Readerās thoughts and feelings towards whatās happening while conversations are going on around. Readerās backstory is a bit more unfurled. Itās more action packed and more scene-for-scene of the episode than the previous two. Less emotions shared and less hurt/comfort type of thing, but thatāll be back in the next part probably along with more scenes not in the show. The next part Iām planning wonāt be as long, itāll mainly just be the Couples Therapy scene and a bit more angst with her and Sam and her and Bucky.
Because thereās four more episodes and I donāt know whatās going to happen in them, Iām kinda hesitant on spilling out exactly what is going on with the Reader and what her role was on the original team, but weāll get there. Also, I wasnāt expecting to be writing multiple pieces for one episode, but if the other episodes are as packed as this one, prepare yourself for more parts than anticipated. Weāre already on Part 3 and Iāve got Part 3.5 coming. Just bare with me as I donāt know whatās going to happen in future episodes! Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy it!Ā
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His Only Contact
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count:Ā 1014
Warnings: Falcon and the Winter Soldier Spoilers!!!! A little angst, a little fluff, no cursing (I think)
A/N: This is a quick thing I wrote because I canāt sleep after watching that episode. I have so many ideas. I might continue this, too (just like everything else I write because Iām incapable of writing one-shots), but Iāll probably just write a few drabbles here and there when new episodes come out. I also added HBCās Lucky in Love prompt for Day 19 in here, which is Odds.
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God I hate that guy
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it is what it is
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