People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn鈥檛 care for me at all.
I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn鈥檛 be more different.
I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn鈥檛 feel as real as I鈥檇 hoped.
There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me
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馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶
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he can infodump so deep inside me I'll have trivia running down my leg
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Oh you鈥檙e tired?? Well i know a GREAT place to nap it鈥檚 called my chest with my arms holding you ever so gently yeah it鈥檚 got great reviews
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I have the biggest dick in 40 square miles
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cursed with "do you still like me?" "are you mad at me?" "did i do something wrong?" disorder
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The current state of pop girlies is so funny like
Ariana Grande: getting dragged for homewrecking with the guy who played SpongeBob in the SpongeBob musical
Taylor Swift: dropping her worst album in years about how deeply obsessed she is with Matty Healy
Billie Eilish, for some reason:
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on this day, 6 yrs ago, bruno mars was surprised to see pete wentz
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men鈥檚 domestic helplessness is not cute or charming pls raise your sons to know how to cook a vegetable and wash their dirty sock i鈥檓 begging聽
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when the autism is being an actual mental health problem instead of making me obsess over fictional characters again:
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I'm built different. like incorrectly i think
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