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[mnwrld]

i think i will probably not be coming back here i am sorry 😞 ill keep the blog up in case i change my mind. in the meantime u can come and be my friend on twt if u would like ― i am user @/mnsverse !! and if u like ship fics u can find my ao3 @/mnverse !!! i love u all ! thank u for all the love, support, and memories ‹3 i’ll still be lurking here probably to read mutual’s fics and reblog and everything but won’t really be posting !! okay bye for now ‹3 love u all and wishing you the best always.

all my love, kana

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that awkward moment when you say this and then i literally send you a million messages…………… 😸

playing a game of how many apps can i bother @hyunverse on 😼😼

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playing a game of how many apps can i bother @hyunverse on 😼😼

#we’re up to three rn !!! #collecting all of rins socmed accounts like pokemon

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i just made a playlist organized by what keys the songs are in and i am ascending this is the best thing ive ever done

#😭😭😭 #i’ve never been diagnosed with autism but it runs in my family so who knows #i do have adhd though and making playlists is my current hyperfixation #i’m making color coded playlists rn and then am going to make one organized by tempo

[mnwrld]

i just made a playlist organized by what keys the songs are in and i am ascending this is the best thing ive ever done

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MOOT GAME: " make up a trope for your moots and their biases. doesn’t need to be romantic. can be crackfic/funny/anything you want ^ㅇ(๑>◡<๑)ㅇ^ "

omg this is cool 😸☝️ thank u for sending this to me!!!

first of all, @mnwrld & hanji!!! gives off major college au music nerd #1 meets music nerd #2 together they meet and bond over making music together doing music nerd things while holding hands

@astraystayyh with hyunjin and make it forbidden love. 25k words MINIMUM. a lot of longing, pining, and crying together. it'd be gut-wrenching with a happy ending ☝️

@in2heartz & lee know. dare i say fake enemies... sprinkled with a there was only one bed trope. i see it tbh 😸☝️ they come out of the holiday as lovers i tell u!!!!

@forlix with lixie!!! neighbours trope 🤠 pov xian is the new tenant of the apartment and felix comes with a tray of cookies as a welcome gift... i see the vision and i like it!!!

@hwajin & hyune ofc 😋 i'm thinking... small town love... 💭 they met at a grocery store cs kathy was like hey haha get that cereal box from the top shelf for me pls then hyune falls in love this is canon and real

@facioleeknow & seungmin...💭 fake dating!!! seung's trying to get an ex girlfriend to be jealous but falls in love in the process 😔

lastly, @blondie-hyun with jeongin!!! something cute me thinks... 😋 i'm thinking the classic bumping into each other and having books fall EEEEEEK

#what if…… #smau based on my trope w jiji……. #hmmmmm

[mnwrld]

when you know, you know ☆ hwang hyunjin.

hyunjin x gn! reader. fluff. hurt comfort. no warnings.

wc: 800 words.

song: margaret by lana del rey.

in the darkness of the night, he asks for your reassurance. super soft hyune.

“Why do you love me?”

Hyunjin whispers, his voice hushed akin to a nightingale’s, it blends with the darkness of the night. You feel his body shift closer towards you, his warmth blanketing you better than the cotton duvets could. 

He waits, and you swallow as you try to put your words together. Hyunjin hasn’t been feeling the best, constantly letting his mind drift as his eyes stare at the wall. You know that with the right words, he’ll hopefully pull away from the awful headspace. 

“Well,” you mumble, inching closer towards him to the point he could smell the mint in your breath. “I like the way your eyes light up whenever we visit your favourite bakery and you see that your favourite baguette’s fresh from the oven. When you run around with Kkami in your backyard and desperately try to get his kisses.”

You pause, looking up at him to catch sight of his softened expressions. 

“I like it when we visit your parents and your mom lets you taste her food. You tend to dance around and giggle. It’s cute. I also love the way your eyebrows scrunch when you observe your painting. Or when you spill coffee on your shirt and pout at yourself.”

All of the words spill from your mouth in one breath — seamlessly, like you’ve memorized all of them and have been waiting for someone to ask. It leaves Hyunjin speechless.

“So,” his voice trails, “You love me for just me? Not for what I can give, but for me?”

You nod, reaching a hand out to push his bangs off his forehead, then lean in to kiss. 

“Of course, I also like you for what you have to give. It’s like an added bonus. Ultimately, I love you for you and your little things.”

Hyunjin could only weep. A rivulet of tears traces down his cheeks as he sniffles. Through his tears, he tries to speak.

“I thought,” he sobs, “I’ll only be loved if I give something — if I keep giving. I didn’t know I could be loved for just me.”

The confession has your heart aching — like somebody had ripped your heart from your chest and squeezed it dry. Your hands reach to his face and wipe away his tears, but the tears keep coming. So, you wrap your arms around his neck and cradle him, and he nuzzles his face into your shoulder like he wants to hide away from the world. 

“My baby,” you comfort him. His demeanours since the past week suddenly made sense — the extra hours he’d spend in the studio and coming home long after dusk. Seungmin telling you that he’d been staying back even after all the members had left. “Is that why you’ve been working so hard?”

You could feel him nod, and so you reach to his nape and gently massage — an attempt to comfort him. You wish you could do more. You’d take away all his pain and endure it by yourself if you could.

“You don’t have to push yourself too much, my baby,” you whisper, “I’m proud of you even if all you did was breathe.” 

At that, Hyunjin pulls away. He looks into your eyes, his own a pale red. 

“How did you know that you love me?”

You smile. Gently, you squeeze his shoulder. He could feel the affection in the action.

“I just knew.”

"You... just knew?" he repeats your word like a pre-schooler learning ABCs for the first time.

A fragment of your memory comes into mind — of the first time you told him you love him. Hyunjin was biting into a footlong baguette in his favourite cafe, happily dancing in his seat. The smile that plastered across his visage at the time was huge, it reached his ears and formed crescents under his eyes.

People say that it’s not hard to realize that you’re in love with someone. The feeling either hits you hard, or it seeps into your bones gently. Either way, you’d know. 

When you know, you know. 

You knew, then. 

“When you bit into that footlong baguette in the cafe, I just knew. I was in love with you.”

This time, Hyunjin smiles. Like moonlight that brightens darkness, he smiles. Like you just put up stars in the sky for him. 

Hyunjin remembers it too. It’s not easy to forget the memory, of how he stopped in his tracks and stared at you. How his heart fluttered in his chest and realization seeped into his bones, prompting him to tell you that he loves you too.

Another tear cascades down his cheek but this time, it’s from happiness. You giggle, reaching out to wipe the tear and to press a kiss on his nose. 

“I love you, Hyunjin.”

Hyunjin looks at you like it's the first time someone has ever told him that.

“Say that again, please.”

disclaimer — © 2024 hyunverse on tumblr. all rights reserved. authors works are protected under the copyright law. do not plagiarize or translate my works. tumblr is my only platform.

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#get me out of here #my heart is in shambles #RIN THIS IS #:( #my love this is so #UGH my heart is aching (positive)

[mnwrld]

Nauurrr, ur so good, i mean your writings are so good, ur personality is so good even though we didn't interact so much but i can tell if this person is good or not, i even wanted to be friends with you but i was so shy cause you're so sweet, love please don't be anxious and take ur time, i just wanted you to know that i love you so so so much even though you don't know that i exist😭😭😭😭

Sorry for my bad language😭😭

ah you’re too kind. thank you for your sweet words and encouragement ‹3 and your language is perfectly fine, love ! sending you all my love and warm wishes (also i knew you existed !!! your name is on my taglist hahha)

[mnwrld]

Hihi,

How are you love? I just want to let you know that that your readers will be here waiting for you when you return; so take as much time as you need and remember to take care of yourself. Be kind to yourself and remember to cherish yourself because you’re so precious. 💕

Sending love 🤍, sunshine ☀️ and joy ✨

:)

~💌

mm i’m alright. thank you for checking in and for your kind words. i’ll do my best to come back soon ‹3

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hey you’re not a bother or a worry. don’t say that about yourself, people are asking because we care <3

ahh thank you ‹3 i just don’t want to be a burden

[mnwrld]

Kana we love you and we understand! I hope you feel better soon!

<33 thank u love. sending warm wishes to you

[mnwrld]

HI! I know we don't know each other well, but I read your post and I wanted to tell you that you deserve the world and all the love possible and existing. Take the time you need, I hope you feel better in the future🫂🫶🏻

thank you ‹3

[mnwrld]

anyway i posted this yesterday on ao3 if anyone wants to read it

[mnwrld]

hello:( i just saw that you've privated all your works and just wanted to say im cheering u on! i get that some people get overwhelmed with certain things (i get insecure a lot too:/) and as a huge fan of yours, i'll be here waiting at the sidelines to support you in your race<3 take as much time as you need and don't stress about it!

love,

🌷anon

ah you’re very sweet ‹3 i just need some time to recollect myself. i always get particularly anxious around big milestones—it’s why every time ive deactivated its been right after i achieved a big milestone or was about to. i’m trying to be better about it but sometimes it makes me feel overstimulated and can be difficult to navigate. i’m doing my best though and i appreciate your support ‹3 sending all my love to you sweet anon

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Helloooo, I was reading your single dad series last week and wanted to continue again today. But realise that the ao3 link isn’t working. Have you stopped writing and upload there?

i decided not to upload those works to ao3 anymore ! i’ve privated them here for a bit but they will be back dw

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We'd really miss you if you deactivated :( I've already experienced it with the previous mnwrld account, and it'd be really sad if it happened again... If it feels overwhelming here, you could delete the app instead or log out? (as long as you remember the password, obviously)

mm don’t worry i won’t deactivate (i think…. i might… haven’t decided) ! i’m just a bit overwhelmed. it may sound a bit silly, but i just get stressed that so many people have access to things i’ve written for free sometimes LOL i’m from a small town and like. the amount of followers i have rn is like three times the amount of people in my high school when i graduated and THAT felt like a lot. i get overstimulated a lot and things like this make me want to peel my skin off sometimes idk

when it really hits me how many people are perceiving me (and that’s just the people who follow not even people who stumble across my work) it reminds me how small i really am in comparison to everything else in the world and that kickstarts my brain in a not fun way.

it’s worse when i’m getting a lot of new followers but not a lot of feedback on the things i’ve written and posted bc my silly little brain starts to wonder if people are just watching and pointing and laughing at me through the screen and just following to see what dumb thing i do next 💀 which is unrealistic OBVIOUSLY but my brain is mean sometimes and thinks of stupid scenarios like this and it’s just dkdk overwhelming

but all that to say, i just put all my stuff on private for a bit, i didn’t delete it. i might spend some time reformatting things and then unprivate everything as a way to sort of revamp this blog :)

thank u for ur continuous support and love !!! sorry to worry you and be a bother ‹3

[mnwrld]

Hi Kana, just wanted to say you’re suck a wonderful and such a cool person! I love seeing you on my feed, i hope you’re doing well <3

thank you darling you’re very sweet ‹3 i’m going the best i can ! sending all my love