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#this is historically the funniest post ive seen here #i havent seen it in ages and its still hilarious

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#this is historically the funniest post ive seen here #i havent seen it in ages and its still hilarious

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I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself

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Two cats on a window sill, 2020 - photographer unknown

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This was in Sioux Falls South Dakota! The green sky is caused by large hail stones within the storm refracting back green light to the observer.

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"I feel so normal about him" well I dont. move

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somebody get that girl a large sized beverage before she loses it completely

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His shitty attitude and grabbable waist have bewitched me

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#ask if he still likes me

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I think one of the hardest parts about depression for me is the constant desire to die but the fear of doing it yourself, so you just have to wait to die. Meanwhile, you continue to suffer and you can't do anything about it.

I feel like I'm not meant to live. My whole life I could never envision my future. Goals, aspirations, future plans, I could never picture it. I can't see myself married with kids, even if I "want" it, I can't see it and I don't feel like I'll ever have it.

It's the same with anything, careers, relationships, friendships, housing, hobbies, nothing seems like I have a future in it. I can't picture more than a year in advance, and I never picture it any different than how my life is right now.

I feel like I'm not even human. Like I have no soul. I physically feel empty. It's weird, as if I know there should be at least knots in my chest from feeling things so intensely, but I just feel nothing. Yet my mind is still depressed and cries.

I just feel like I'm meant to die young, like I'm not meant to have a life. And it sucks when everyone wants and expects things from you but you can't provide them no matter how hard you try, or you can't even try because of the depression. So you lose everyone eventually.

I can't stand to be alive.

#rant #tw: depression #im not going to kms #but i wish that I would #as fucked up as that is

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me every day without fail: I'll do [chore] when I get home

me when I get home:

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'you still listen to music from 10 years ago 🤨?' bitch if prehistoric humans had audio recording technology id be sat up here listening to grog and unga bunga's greatest hits don't play with me

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fucking love when I'm on a call with someone and they start to do a little errand or go somewhere else and they say "and you're coming with me" like. absolutely I am let's go on an adventure I've been spirited away

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“the worst they could say is no” true but while they are saying it they very well could hit me with force lightning like palpatine. From star war