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hey pals. just checking in about my health battle so no one worries. news tomorrow re: whether i will be having an operation in two weeks (doctor said it’s a 90% possibility), so that’s a helpful update. i’ve decided 2023 is the year of me, including prioritising my mental and physical health, as well as just… self-care in general. i am very sick still, but after extensive testing, i’ve learned i’m not (immediately) dying, so i hope that helps clarify things! 

i feel i have a more positive outlook this week. nothing like a health crisis to put things into perspective and motivate change. no more letting life pass me by.

on that note, how has everyone else been?

#╰ ♡ 01. this is a fine place to have a nervous breakdown. ╱ OOC TAG ! #illness mention / #; sorry for dipping for two months - i have been very ill. still am. #; thanks for the patience xoxo

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SIMPLE SHIPPING MEME!!

Send 👌 if you would like to explore a PLATONIC relationship between our muses!

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#; this is a dead blog #「☓」: meme

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why did you do this to us, derek? was it all about the power? were you bored? were you lonely?

#; it's 2022 and i'm still angry #`▿.･:*▐┆ MUSE. — i. a study of black and blue. #･ﾟ・☆ ⟨ DYNAMIC. — it’s going to be one hell of a ride. * HALE’S ANGELS. #*

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blainewarblerwrites​:

“I saw your browser history.” “Do you even know what you’re doing?” “We’ve already tried this.” “You don’t even know what you’re doing.” “Beyonce isn’t that great.” “How many times do I have to tell you?” “You have five seconds…” “I don’t even know who you are.” “Didn’t your parents ever tell you that?” “Is this where you live?” “… Why are your hands down your pants?” “Is that a lobster?” “You’re late on child support.” “You never go ass to mouth.” “One ring to rule them all…” “He doesn’t even go here!” “Did you just take that?” “Is that a unicorn?” “You’re a muggle.” “It’s your turn to do the dishes.” “Were you going through my computer?!” “Are you pregnant?” “You need to be honest with yourself, no one likes Nickelback.” “Shut up.” “I know you’re having an affair.” “They’re dead.” “Voldemort isn’t dead.” “Let me see your phone.” “I can’t believe it’s over.” “How high are you right now?” “I was with someone.” “It’s not necessary to replace you, you’re not missed.” “Why do you think we never worked out?” “What went wrong?” “You’re the most ridiculous person I know.” “Are you okay?” “I’m having an affair.” “Too little too late.” “Snoop Dog just came into the diner.” “You said we could get a puppy.” “I need to move out.” “You ordered a moon bounce?” “Don’t you want me?” “Meeting your mother changed my life.” “Janitor’s closet NOW.” “Is that for sale?” “Do you want to get a drink sometime?” “Your resilience is comparable to that of a cockroach.” “He has a knife!” “I was on an episode of Cops once.” “Are you a hoarder?” “We’re alone out here, you know?” “I killed her.” “I need to go.” “Why did you invite me to your wedding?” “You always do this!” “You’re the master of excuses.” “Did you hire a stripper?” “I just got out of jail.” “It was you all along?” “I know you don’t want to be with me anymore.” “Were you ever happy?” “You’ve been in that same exact spot since 9 this morning.” “There’s plenty of fish in the sea.” “This is it.” “I can’t believe it’s you.” “We’re getting evicted.” “I know who you are.” “I wrote you a letter… Every single day.” “They’re going to kill me.” “You had sex with a serial killer.” “Are you drunk?” “I didn’t love you anyways.” “That was the worst day ever.” “That was the best day ever.” “Is this your first date?” “I’ve never been kissed before.” “You’re famous!” “I can’t see you anymore.” “What’re you here for?” “It’s always been you.” “If this were a movie…” “Are you high?” “Stick a sock in it.” “You’re better off without me.’ "I’m better off without you.” “You’re like a freaking Taylor Swift song.” “What do you want?” “Fuck it.” “That’s the worst advice I’ve ever heard.” “Who ARE you anymore?” “Can I get a refill?” “Well you don’t see that everyday.”

#「☓」: meme #; send me things :) #; even if we have never interacted!

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#`▿.･:*▐┆ MUSIC. — i. scratched records.

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☾ ┆ ALLISON ARGENT.

it’s  cold  tonight.    nothing  can  warm  her  lunar  chill,    but  there  is  something  sinister  which  reaches  into  her  bones  and  refuses  to  loosen.    allison  looks  at  him  and  would  feel  it  if  not  for  the  impending  gloom.    she  keeps  her  attention  on  whatever  isaac’s  eyes  miss  and  though  this  is  few,    she  still  glimpses  the  retreat  of  shadows  the  closer  they  get  to  the  break  in  the  tree  line.    past  that  view,    the  swell  of  water  and  its  sloshing,    a  clear  sign  that  the  lake’s  been  disturbed.    she  can  sense  that  something  is  wrong  before  they  break  through  the  shroud  of  the  forest.

❝    hm,    ❞  comes  her  initial  response.    when  he  crouches,    she  scans  the  dark  of  the  water.    something  stirs  beneath  them,    but  she  is  fixated  elsewhere.    ❝    it’s  low  tide.    ❞  unrelated,    but  worth  mentioning  all  the  same.    as  if  to  elaborate,    she  gestures  to  the  moon  and  continues,    ❝    it  should  be  high.    and  this  beach  shouldn’t  even  be  here.    ❞  definitely  worse  than  the  nemeton.

he  doesn’t  challenge  her,    but  she  imagines  he  is  anyway.    allison’s  already  kicking  out  of  her  shoes,    pulling  her  coat  from  her  shoulders,    and  working  her  sweater  over  her  head.    ❝    we  really  don’t  have  a  choice.    ❞  she  stills  her  chattering  teeth  with  a  gritted  jaw;    her  skin  is  gooseflesh  before  it  is  exposed  to  the  night.    without  her  own  jeans,    she’s  stepping  into  the  water.    ❝    do  you  smell  that?    ❞

it says a lot about their oscillating relationship, that the sight of her bare skin no longer sends his nerves skittering like a frightened colt. there’s familiarity in the divot of her spine, a place he’s held countless times both in pleasure and purpose. there is a dreamlike pallor to her skin now as she fearlessly wades into the shallows, and he knows she feels it, the temperature dropping as sharp as the sun on the horizon. he spares a thought for his own discarded clothing quickly joining the pile. isaac hates the cold.

     ‘ rotten. ’     beyond the usual lakeside cocktail that assaults his sharpened sense of smell, there is something dead about the air, something otherworldly. the wolf stirs beneath his skin in restlessness. he can feel it pacing endlessly as he traps it within his mind.     ‘ — and wrong. really wrong. ’

despite his senses screaming in protest, isaac approaches the lake by her side. red eyes flicker, hoping to see what his human eyes cannot. to his regret, the murky lake water seems to conceal whatever is hidden in its depths well.

     ‘ this is going to suck. we’re going to spend the next hour in your car with the heat up. ’     he shakes his head, the last show of protest before he dips his shoulders beneath the surface.      ‘ see you down there. ’

#; nothing like swimming into an alternate dimension in your jocks #queenwolf #☆⠀•⠀ main verse | aa 02. #` [...] 𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑶𝑼𝑺𝑳𝒀 𝑶𝑵 𝑻𝑬𝑬𝑵 𝑾𝑶𝑳𝑭... #* ☾ II. ARC TWO — everything is red. #▌┋ ❛ thread.

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#; this is so hot #; let's go #* #`▿.･:*▐┆ MUSE. — i. a study of black and blue.

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he’s seen her around campus, dusty old books clutched to her chest as she wanders class to class. although the titles chosen strike a note of whimsy, and although she’s more than a little easy on the eyes, they aren’t the reasons for isaac’s prolonged attention. no, in truth, he hadn’t even spared her a second glance — until by chance, late at night while lurking the campus library, his red-gaze had caught a purple hue, bright and teeming with life in the corner of his peripherals. 

whoever @sacrificialed​​ was, she wasn’t human. that intrigued isaac. that intrigued him enough to slide into the seat her opposite, blue eyes affixed on her reading material.

     ‘ hi. we share a few classes? history and mythology. ’     isaac props his head up on his hand, repressing the urge to reveal his own inhuman status.     ‘ i’m isaac. ’

#; i'm tryin my best here we are in nyc college lesgo #sacrificialed #☆⠀•⠀ main verse | bb 01. #* ☾ II. ARC TWO — everything is red. #「☓」: starter

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  ❝  I never told you, but after what happened to Camden, I went there     To your old house. I wasn’t planning to, I was just going for a run. Then I blinked, and I was there. It looked the way I remembered it, except not quite. Like I was looking through a scuffed, dingy lens. Did you know no one had been keeping it up? I guess they were too afraid after what happened. I don’t know why I went in, I just did. I think I wanted to understand you better. I thought maybe it would help me know how to help you. You were so upset, Isaac. You were so furious. I didn’t need to look at you to know that. I still don’t. Going there gave me nightmares every night until we came to New York. Vivid ones. Horrifying ones. Ones that reminded me of you when you first came to live with us. The way you thrashed and screamed your family’s names. Before we left, I slept on the other side of the Institute. I wasn’t mad at you for wanting to leave      I know that’s what you thought      I didn’t want you to ask why I hadn’t been sleeping well. I didn’t want you to know I’d gone there without your permission. I was afraid you were going to tell me I couldn’t come with you. I’m sorry. I swear on the Angel, I’m sorry, Isaac. ❞ [ x ]

#; thinking about this verse again. #blood / #╰ ☆ VERSE. ——— just another instrument. ╱ AU : SHADOWHUNTERS ! #*

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I can’t un-know the monsters, but I can become the person who would have saved thirteen-year-old me.

3/365, wesley king (via telepathic-labrat)

#; this is so hot #`▿.･:*▐┆ CATHARSIS. — i. he’s a monster; rotten to the core.

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rae morris - grow - feat tom odell

#; i love this version of this song so much #; where's rio i'm thinking about Them #re : #queenwolf #`▿.･:*▐┆ MUSIC. — i. scratched records.

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all i have to say is it’s so much easier to write random starters on single-muse blogs bc i know all of u know who isaac is so i don’t even have to message like ‘haha who would u like from me’ akjldshfakljhgdlkjsahd

#; me looking at multis: I CAN CHOOSE WOOHOO #╰ ♡ 01. this is a fine place to have a nervous breakdown. ╱ OOC TAG !

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a year comes and goes, two, three. today is the anniversary of his biggest regret: the day they’d skipped school, the last day of boyd’s life. grief has always been a cloying experience for isaac, as if wading waist-deep in a molasses river, desperate to reach the other side. he wonders if it feels similar for @exilae​. he wonders if she feels a hand pushing against her sternum, heavy enough to break her bones.

as she sits, curled up on his couch in paris, isaac thinks about asking her. though in his newly aged wisdom, that thought comes and goes like a seasonal change. some things are better left unsaid.

     ‘ you up for a walk? ’

#; me to me: what would aria like........ well.... #; LMAO GOD #exilae #☆⠀•⠀ main verse | er 02. #* ☾ II. ARC TWO — everything is red. #` [...] 𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑶𝑼𝑺𝑳𝒀 𝑶𝑵 𝑻𝑬𝑬𝑵 𝑾𝑶𝑳𝑭... #「☓」: starter #death mention /

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they know what to look for; they know a cover-up story when they see it. hawkins sends out a calling card, bright red with all-caps, and who are they to ignore such a polite invitation? isaac looks to @queenwolf​ under the shade of midnight, the moon waxing gibbous above them. allison looks at home among the dense forest, pine needles crunching beneath her feet. eventually, the forest opens up, and lover’s lake spans before them.

     ‘ reckon it’s something worse than the nemeton? ’     he crouches low by the lakeside, long legs hinged at the knees. there’s a wrongness to the air — beyond the pungent metallic scent of a days-old blood spill. a hand presses flat to the sandy shore, and there is life beneath his fingers. it thrums, as if orbital, as if a heartbeat.      ‘ yeah. it’s definitely worse than the nemeton. it feels like the ground is breathing. ’

he looks up at her then, red eyes glowing bright. whatever this is, it feels big. isaac returns to his feet, wiping his palm clean on the side of his jeans.

     ‘ up for a swim? ’

#queenwolf #☆⠀•⠀ main verse | aa 02. #` [...] 𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑶𝑼𝑺𝑳𝒀 𝑶𝑵 𝑻𝑬𝑬𝑵 𝑾𝑶𝑳𝑭... #* ☾ II. ARC TWO — everything is red. #▌┋ ❛ thread. #; take off ur shirt allison it's time 2 swim

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tumblr deleted all my tags. this is h*mophobia. anyways tag drop.

#* ☾ I. ARC ONE — death & rebirth. #* ☾ II. ARC TWO — everything is red. #* ☾ III. ARC THREE — a new home. #* ☾ IV. ARC FOUR — the return. #` [...] 𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑶𝑼𝑺𝑳𝒀 𝑶𝑵 𝑻𝑬𝑬𝑵 𝑾𝑶𝑳𝑭... #tag drop.

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i am scatter brain so here’s a list kj read this

st allisaac being hot and competent

rio get out of my askbox challenge

low braincells but fantasy lysaac

aria didn’t ask but aria gets

isaac being a simp for bonnie y2k

brooke pls stay away from swearwolves

smells like euroteen spirit for sabrina

but what if rory met healer isaac

#; help i'm full adhd today #; the autism is only background noise oh no #╰ ♡ 01. this is a fine place to have a nervous breakdown. ╱ OOC TAG !

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anyway i have basically no threads on this blog so like this post if u want to start a lil somethin’ somethin’.

#╰ ♡ 05. lol. peace out. ╱ TO DO !