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i sputtered a first, clean BREATH, i’m here, i’m still here

⁽  private, mutuals only  911:ls original character as written by abigail  ⁾

#→gotta kiss myself i'm so pretty / self promotions #( my baby girl is finally ready for the world !!! ) #( i have been working on her for over a year ) #( so hopefully you guys love her ! but its okay if you dont 💙 ) #( gonna log onto her on my phone ! )

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confronting fear is the destiny of a jedi.

indie rey   (   just rey   )   of the star wars saga. risen by bailey.   est 2020.   private & selective.   crossover & au friendly.

#→but ‚ i love you more than words can say / promotions #( angels !!! ) #( and honestly i would follow bailey to the ends of the earth )

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A  PEAK  AT  WHAT’S  INSIDE  THEIR          .    .    .

[  *  ]      writing prompt      )         :             send a number  1 - 30  to take a closer look inside this characters life.        /        below you will find a series of various prompts offering a look inside a characters every day life.        these are meant to invoke character development     &     can also be altered as seen fit to better suit the character in question.         bonus if you explain why it’s there!

01.     pockets. 02.     bag   /   purse. 03.     car trunk. 04.     car glovebox. 05.     closet. 06.     bedside table drawer. 07.     medicine cabinet. 08.     wallet. 09.     “junk” drawer. 10.     pantry. 11.     phone home screen. 12.     frequently used emojis. 13.     to do list. 14.     computer home screen. 15.     bookcase. 16.     cd collection. 17.     calendar for this month. 18.     “secret” hiding spot. 19.     five most recent in contact list.  20.     refrigerator.  21.     home safe.  22.     amazon shopping cart.  23.     bank account.  24.     first aid kit.  25.     five most recent in google search history.  26.     most used playlist.  27.     least used playlist.  28.     five most recent sent text messages  29.     five most recent received text messages  30.     netflix watch history. 

#→i say the phrases that keep it all going and everyone plays along / asks

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#→some ruins are known as wonders of the world / clarke griffin #pyrrhicmessiah #( aware that clarke griffin is a national treasure ?? ) #( let's be honest if nina could wear a shirt that said that forever she would )

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                                               out of the ashes you buried me in                                                             i am  g o l d e n

#→and the fire you put me through turned me into gold / azalea kom trikru #damntender #( okay but pretty proud of my azalea tag rn ) #( also gosh look at her shes an actual earth angel )

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My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

#→i say the phrases that keep it all going and everyone plays along / asks #( tear me to shreadsssssss )

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#→fill me with light ‚ give me courage that i may speak to the sun / cleiona bellos #goldenreign #( god she really be the most beautiful )

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i feel bad because cecelia’s background/bio has come out so long and overly detailed and has like six background characters ?? but i’ve gotten so used to like drabble/thread writing that i kind of write everything like a story rather than a simple background ?? so to those of you who read it ... i am so sorry but seriously props to you honestly. 

#→sorry i'm bisexual and easily distracted / personal #( it's literally like four pages ?? ) #( how did this happen ??? )

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the cost of victory.

literally self sacrificing muse prompts bc. i mean i wish i knew any other reason than the fact that we're all little angsty angels at heart. please let me know if you want anything tagged or changed!

to the sacrificing muse.

" no! no, no, what the hell did you do that for?! "

" keep your eyes on me! "

" we need a medic over here! oh, god... oh jesus, what the hell were you thinking?! "

" we did it! we won! hey! we... w-wait, wait a sec, you're hurt... "

" no! stay awake! hey, stay with me! "

" you idiot, we said no stupid shit this time! remember?! "

" no... no, no, no, please don't go, please! please don't go! stay with me! "

" hey, hey... love, you need to keep your eyes open, okay? eyes on me, it's alright, it's... oh, no... no, no, come on, baby, keep 'em open! don't... "

" it's gonna be okay. it is, alright? it'll be just fine, they'll bring us to the hospital, you'll be up and about in no time... "

" you can't die! we made all those plans, remember? you remember, we had all these dreams! buy a house, g-go see that movie you wanted to watch... you need to stay with me so we can do all of that! "

" i'm here. i'm here now, you're not alone. i'm gonna stay with you until help arrives, but you... you gotta work with me, okay? please stay awake, come on! "

" you can't die... you can't leave me... "

" no! don't you dare! don't go! if you die, i'll blame myself for the rest of time! and that'll be your fault! so stay alive! "

" stop it. don't close your eyes, damnit! fight! you've fought your whole life, and now i'm asking you to fight again! stay awake! "

" hey, hey, hey... eyes on me. come on, you can do this! "

from the sacrificing muse.

" l-look at me... hey, look at me... this wasn't your fault. "

" y'know... at the time, this was a really good idea, but i gotta say... i'm kinda regretting it now. "

" phew! this, uh... i'll be honest, this one hurts a lot more than i'd expected! "

" hey... h-hey... i gotta tell you, b'fore i... i love you. "

" n-no... you should go. you shouldn't see me like this... "

" worth it... you're worth it... "

" didn't see that coming, did you? "

" ...i'm sc-scared. i'm... i'm scared... "

" you... you okay? "

" hey... s-stop that, okay? y'gotta look at me now. hear me. i regret none of it. i... i'd do it a thousand times over. "

" h-huh... that was... that was rough... "

" don't be mad... 'm sorry... "

" oh... quit yellin', mm? i'm kinda dying here... "

" d-don't leave... don't wanna... be alone... "

" don't you go blamin' yourself. this was me. i did it. an' i'd do it again... "

" shh... medics won't help me any better than you can... it's okay. it's alright... "

#→i say the phrases that keep it all going and everyone plays along / asks #wRECK ME

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out for dinner with my dad but when i get home i'll be on disco and working on cecelia because the goal is to get her up soon and i promise once things get rolling on her end i'll be more active on nina !

remember how much i cherish all of you and i always get so happy coming on here and seeing you all ! please remember you're special and to drink some water !

#→sorry i'm bisexual and easily distracted / personal

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i need to get on the computer and finish up cecelia's doc because thats literally all thats stopping me from finally announcing her blog i just have such a headache so im doing it on my phone lol ! so feel free to come happily distract me lol !

also remember that i adore all of you sweet blueberry muffins ! remember that you're special and please drink some water 💙

#→sorry i'm bisexual and easily distracted / personal

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working on cecelia's bio/google doc and kind of dash lurking so hit a girl up on messenger or disco !

also remember kiddos that i adore you that you are important please take care of yourself and drink some water !

#→sorry i'm bisexual and easily distracted / personal

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send me five times kissed for a drabble about five times our muses kissed

#→i say the phrases that keep it all going and everyone plays along / asks

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just finished two episodes worth of icons for cecelia and feeling pretty jazzed about it !! it’s been a while since i’ve made my own icons and edits from scratch and honestly i forgot how good it feels 🥰🥰

#→sorry i'm bisexual and easily distracted / personal

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You are not allowed to hurt my friends.

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HURT MY FRIENDS.

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HURT MY FRIENDS.

Y O U A R E N O T A L L O W E D T O H U R T M Y F R I E N D S .

#→death is that familiar taste ‚ it coats your teeth and chokes your lungs when you try to breathe / character study #( nina the softest flower to ever exist ) #( also nina if you even think of hurting my friends i will end you with everything my cop father ever told me )

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i’ve watching psych with my dad, making some icons for cecelia and thinking of verses for her and the christmas tree is still glowing in the corner so all in all i’m pretty jazzed right now and hope you sweet dewdrops are too, i adooooore you all !!

#→sorry i'm bisexual and easily distracted / personal

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i know this isn’t nina based but look at her lil face though 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

#→sorry i'm bisexual and easily distracted / personal