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Big fan of eolic energy...maybe i should have choosen engyneringg...oh well

#the typo is proposital plz i know how to write...

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#hmm h-hey op i get it #felt like killing myself after trying to participate in a group activity in uni...not fun #existing is very exausting and living alone in the woods seems more and more atractive #ooh to not be perceived what a dream #daydreaming about being a heolic park operator(dont ask) and living in the mountains(I study graphic design)

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Chrysanthemums

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Food for thoughtht

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"Congratulations Bee, you kicked ass, lost two molars and an incisor tooth!"

In case it's still unclear, Hunter is always the one that repairs B2 after she returns from a mission or fight. She's a bit🤏 of a troublemaker, and he has to put up with her all the time (sure, he gets mad over a broken limb and all, but he loves his job + spending time with Bee)

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how to grow the fuck up

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Oh this is cool. Many of the backgrounds in Sonny Boy were painted by hand. Very unusual for an anime from 2021. The director (Shingo Natsume) said he wanted a certain nuance in the colors you don't get digitally.

The color choices themselves are also really interesting. The art director (Mari Fujino) said she deliberately chose inverse colors to create a sense of anxiety. Check out the tension between the floor and the chalkboard here:

There's a lot of interesting qualities to the art direction (and general direction) of Sonny Boy. It's been fun revisiting it and diving in to some behind the scenes stuff.

#watchlist

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Divine, The Neon Woman by Antonio Lopez, 1976. Crayon and pencil on paper

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what the h... they're tridimensional now!

#socute!! #very friend shaped #que cuti cuti

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the stuff going on at columbia campus rn is genuinely incredible

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ah man this is stuff from about 1 year ago but i like coming back to it...

This is hildegunst von mythenmetz, a known Zamonian writer!! Basically, i wanted to redesign the books by hildegunst von mythenmetz Walter Moers in my style for uni....and these were the skecthes i did but to be fair i just wanted to draw more of Moerses characters xd

Ive known these books for a long time and its such a shame so little people know about them! Theyre mostly popular in germany and sadly they stopped translating them... Im not sure how i can sell you this series but City of Dreaming Books is great, it reminds me of grimms fairy tales but theyre humoristic as well, and moers did the illustrations for it himself... Recently a visual novel of the book i mentioned came out and its looking real pretty as well (also the books mostly feature non human characters which is cool for me i like creatures)

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hellooooo gas station nation ^_^

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i took a nap 2day

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More fauns

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Happy Holidays! Here’s my secret Santa gift to @sophmuffin for the @talesfromthegasstationexchange :))