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just because I spend some time doing nothing doesn’t mean I’m relaxing. I have not once relaxed

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Please I'm in need of a very specific Twilight X Hannibal AU where the relationship dynamics between Edward and Bella are like Hannibal and Will

#twilight au #like i need them to be twisted and have long dialogues where they speak in riddles to each other #and speak around the topic of vampires but know EXACTLY what they're talking about and know that the other Knows #bella can't prove it but she Knows and some part of her likes chasing the mystery #even better if Edward WASN'T vegetarian #and he can see that Bella has the potential to be a vampire of like mindedness #he just has to mold her first #and bella doesn’t want to admit it but she can see herself killing like he does but still holds onto her sense of justice #omg if i had the time for this #anyway one of yall need to write this thank you sm #save

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#i know this isn't hannigram but it is actually

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I need New Moon from Edward's perspective bc I need to know just how monumentally he was fucking up the tracking and imagining going home to Bella and I also need a New Moon AU where he DOES end up having to turn up at her window to beg LIKE HE DESERVED

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#i should get high and go to the zoo

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Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

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the world is a better place with trans women in it

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wish i could take my brain out and blow on it like a nintendo ds game card

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it was 9 chapters and aside from horrified (which i was), i was also embarrased i read those chapters outloud to friends

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if a character means enough to me i will truly never stop thinking about them. i just retire them into a little back room in my brain and periodically bring them out to stare at them under a little light

#me and Jacob are locked in for lifers

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concept: you know how the flower field is all dead and crusty in new moon? ignoring the fact that it was probably just winter that killed all the flowers, imagine edward out there with a bottle of weed killer the day after abandoning bella in the woods, dousing everything in herbicide while crying

#this is canon actually