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I also deleted Hau’s old blog, too.

Thinking about deleting this blog

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Thinking about deleting this blog

#It serves nothing but acting as a reminder for everything wrong that happened in both the fandoms...

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so....

(CW: Really harsh language ahead- I will be nothing but honest here, and, trust me, fellas; this bitch is gonna go OFF. Apologies in advance.)

oh and please don’t rb

time to answer some questions. Before I abandon this blog for good and leave it decaying in a river; exposing only half its flesh for the flies, maggots, and harsh weather as its preserved, soggy, gooey half in water remains as a testament of what has become of this blog and AU as a whole.

let’s just...get this over with.

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-Are you Yorsh/Yorshs/DumbPointyAnimeShades?

No, I am not, nor am I nowhere near associated with Yorsh and the development of Heinoustuck- though I have helped with providing details and resources needed for its fanmade continuation, Heinoustuck^2: Mutation Continuation prior to falling out due to drama within the server, as well as the archival of said information on epoch-of-transmutation and a now-defunct OC blog I once had.

While I feel kiiiiinda flattered by the assumption, I also feel like I’m robbing Yorsh of the support they deserve. So, go search for their socials and give them all your sweet messages. I’m the last person deserving of it.

-What has gone down in the HS^2 server?

Short answer: Slurs were thrown by the mods, and several users, myself included, left over it.

Long answer....that’s a private one. The details of what has happened is shared between my friends and I, and I don’t know if I really do want to make this information public.

What I will say is that after one of the mods, who is evidently young, said a certain slur, another mod, whom I will call “S” came to their defense; keep in mind that, iirc, S is a 22-23 year old, while the other mod is in their young teens. S went on to berate us- claiming that we need thicker skin and that “they managed to go through life by becoming like Vriska” and that we are all a bunch of Tavroses, while spicing their rant with the N-word (S is not a black person- they have shown us their selfies). It was after they called one of the users calling them out the same N word (but with the hard “r” this time), that I packed my shit and left.

I have even more details surrounding this, but, as I said, I’m not chill rn with sharing this publicly (though I will do so via DMs towards individuals whom I REALLY trust). However, in spite of S’ actions, please don’t direct your anger towards Ivanodery; they are a 13 year old kid on the net and, thanks to S’ influence, are bound to mess up. The LAST thing they deserve is harassment and harsh words thrown at them. What they NEED is GUIDANCE. If you REALLY want to throw fling some shit using a slingshot, direct it towards S.

-What will become of HSHM?

HSHM is now officially cancelled. Discontinued. Finito. The project is deader than dead- reduced to cracked bone shards piercing the earth.

I am no longer comfortable with anything and everything Pokemon anymore; its fanbase has always been a source of strife for me, as I often found myself in drama with other users on the net- users whom are almost a decade older than me, ever since G6 (when I was barely 13 fucking years old, yikes...).

It was after BringBackNationalDex, after witnessing the harassment my acquaintances faced from the movement and the subsequent anxiety attacks and fake memories that followed - literally believing that it’s best if I was dead than be surrounded by Dexers and get “eaten” by their vast numbers swallowing me whole - that it was enough. My attacks had my friends concerned, and they even begged me to leave the fanbase and franchise in a ditch for my own sake.

While it was a sad decision to make, and it wasn’t easy trying to get over a line of video games that was there for me ever since I was a child - i felt like there were chains of memories (no pun intended) keeping my bound to the games -, I’ve managed to finally stop giving a fuck about it all over time. Every news of a new Pokemon game being released only makes me feel unimaginable, deep dread, and I don’t want this to be my fucking eternity, damn it.

They want to keep on bowing down to a Poketuber who, time and time again, showcased deep-running transphobia, racism, cop-boot-licking, and even antisemitism (DISTANTKINGDOM)? Fffffffine by fucking me! I am just gonna stop myself right here, because I know I might throw in even less-tastier words the more I talk about this. Fuck me.

-Will you still be there in the Heinoustuck community?

I don’t know.

I just....I wish I had the answer, myself. It has been a part of me, but I also feel like it’s kinda best if I try to move on? I just can’t find the words for what I am feeling rn.

The archives will still be up, don’t get me wrong. However, if S finds this post and sends their widdle goons after me....guess it’s time to say “bye-bye” to it.

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I know these aren’t all the questions that you may have, and I am ready to answer more as long as they aren’t related to the AU itself- as I said, it’s discontinued, and I don’t want to return to it for the betterment of my own mental health and out of self-respect.

Hasta la vista, ya squares.

#Heinoustuck #Heinoustuck^2 #HSHM #sayonara i fucking guess. #gore mention cw #body horror mention

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#blood #gore #death #decapitation

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ha?

every single person who reblogs this

every

single

person

will get “doot doot” in their ask box

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What is going on in the brains of r/nosleep writers… how did they not realize that this is absolute peak comedy……

#op: Harper #reply: Mimo

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#// my common sense @ my current mental state

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#Keanu aes;

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Sophocles befriends Cyrus!

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Sophocles is the purest and the most precious child ❤️❤️❤️

#//SOPH...........................

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me creating alternate universes in my mind before going to sleep:

#// is this the mod or Sarah? #// who knows.

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what, and i am unable to stress this enough,

THE FUCK?

someone’s ao3 fic summary: heres my kiawe/mimo underage incest rated E fic

me, wondering if i read that right and hoping i didn’t:

#incest mention * #pedophilia mention *

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"I cannot imagine Sima reacting well if I show up to your funeral playing airhorns." -Ilima, to Kiawe

Plot twist, Ilima plays airhorns outside at exactly 3 AM, walking slightly closer towards every day towards his door just to remind him of the inevitability of his demise.

Sima, Rango, and all the ‘mons at the farm were unpleased, but has any attempt made to put an end to it came an inch close to working?

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#epilepsy *

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Why, thank you so much!! ;0; You’re astounding and a great pal, too!!

“Internet friendship is not real”

Reblog if you have made amazing friends on the internet

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kiawe screams at the sky while mimo hides in her closet

Kiawe: -moaning, screaming thrashing, and overall not having a Good Time(TM) from the pain-

Mimo, sharing memes with Harper and Sarah in said closet, with tears in her eyes: