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Making countdowns and check lists are one of the things that help me feel calmer so I need to flesh this out - 2 business classes left - 1 business plan and presentation to write - 3 choir rehearsals - 2 choir concerts - 2 more days of teaching - 20 days til my next work holiday Its really not that much I've dealt with so much worse, but when I spend 35+ hrs a week at work and still don't have enough money, time feels sparse and I feel overwhelmed

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I just want to do something I love. I can't work 40 hrs a week anymore for something that really crushes my soul.

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Sometimes I just feel so frustrated cause I feel like I have no purpose in my life and don't know what direction Im going in or what direction Im supposed to be going in. And then I feel like I'm missing spending time with people because I'n working so much at a meaningless job. I don't like feeling this way.

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Oh god I'm so poor, like dirt poor. Time to learn how to really budget my money and not spend money so much. May take a hit on my social life for a while, but gives me time to focus on getting healthy again.

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I wanna make music more often. I wanna be able to help people and make a difference in the world. I wanna go to work every day and contribute something good to mankind. I wish money was not a thing I needed to care about.

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I urge you to please notice when you are happy.

Kurt Vonnegut (dedicated to my friend nthd-jen)

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Lin-Manuel Miranda entering the Richard Rodgers Theatre on April 18th, 2016 (shortly after winning the Pulitzer Prize!)

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Its so weird that you go to school for music for 6 yrs and make more music then youd ever want to the point that you start to resent it and then you are out of music school for one year and hardly make music in comparison and then you miss those days of music making sooo much

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I need some help right now cause I wanna murder everyone

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When you do nice things for people and all it does is screw you over and you never get anything in return

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I don't know why some weeks are so much harder than others. Some weeks I just feel so un motivated for everything. Like cant eat healthy, cant work out, just wanna come home from work and be a sloth. Idk what the problem is. I hate feeling like this but it happens every once in a while. I think alot of it stems from boredom at work. Its like my reset button needs to be pressed. I just feel uninspired and tired. And then I get worried that theres something wrong with me. Sigh.

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Im honestly getting so sick of living with people 😬

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Hardly have to be at work for 5 hrs tomorrow and I'm completely dreading it. Meh. I need to be on the beach some where.

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Why does it end up being too good to be true with every guy who I think might be normal or interesting????

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I don't understand why I always feel so outta sorts this time of year

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Welcome to your 20s, where it seems like everyone except you is doing everything they're supposed to be doing.