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merry christmas💗💌

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hi, my app opened and i read ur messages. love you more and merry christmas

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okay bye y'all see you after the exams.

#im not gonna kms okay

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TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT.

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was trying to find some hindi songs to cry to and i found the playlist sil made for me. i love you @khalnaayika

#listening to it on repeat

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#Spotify

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hi bestie tell me something abt yourself

i dont have things to tell about myself tbh, i had a boring childhood. i was scared of new experiences. i was scared of all the swings in the park, i was scared of my father, i was scared. i used to get these night mares when i was a kid, really weird nightmares about dolls and statues and cartoons. i have fear of dolls and teddy bears. i cant sleep in the same room as them. i had 5 barbies and 3 baby dolls but one day when i was 10 i got bored of them. they had pristine clothes and everything. i dont know where they all are and i can't remember their names. we have moved houses twice this past year.

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please (don't) stop being my mother.

parentless-suggestions, tumblr / supernatural, s12 ep22 / chen chen, "when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities" / phoebe bridgers, motion sickness / taylor swift, "you're on your own, kid" / ethel cain, "wrestling in dirt pits" / orson scott card / jules paymer, "the daughter that my mother wanted" / chen chen, popler street / ?

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i feel like everyone hates me lol. what a day lmao

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i texted him 11hours ago. i kind of feel bad for myself.

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it's tough to be a person no one actually wants lol

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this might be a controversial take but i think assuming stuff about taylor and joe/travis/m*tty or whoever the fuck’s relationship is almost as bad as the gaylors assuming taylor’s sexuality

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i replied to this guy in the morning. he's from my school but we didn't used to talk before when we were actually in school. now he's in my close friends account so i texted him back and we were talking about his spotify wrapped last night. he still hasn't seen my texts. he has seen my stupid fucking stories but not my texts. it's making me feel horrible because i keep thinking about how maybe this whole friendship thing is just one sided. i always praise his guitar skills and reply to his memes but he kind of doesn't. i just realised i dont have many friends like at all. i have people from school i dont talk to and people from college i dont talk to. im always quiet and i dont speak in college. it's making me think about how maybe im just a bad friend yk. i know people but they aren't my friends.

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you got me thinking two plus two equals five

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#Spotify

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#Spotify