nothingnessisfinetoo

[nothingnessisfinetoo]

There's this odd sense of calm when you finally make the decision to not be here anymore. Everything notewise set up and ready. I just need to get the things to actually do it. Everything is just uninteresting now. As soon as I made the choice EVERYTHING became nothing to me. I know I should care and I should feel something but i just don't. Like I'm sad for my parents but aside from that I don't really feel anything and i don't care. Even pokemon the thing I've always loved just seems dumb and not worth it. I guess I'll just sit here until I'm able to get the nitrogen

[nothingnessisfinetoo]

I know I'm not for people. I know no one has love loved me. I know I'm only there for use and that's it. I wish I could be more to someone for once

[nothingnessisfinetoo]

I wish I lived alone but that's never gonna be a possibility

[nothingnessisfinetoo]

I'm sick of this. I'm just making things worse

[nothingnessisfinetoo]

Sometimes I forget I'm a lesser person and I don't deserve the same things as everyone else

#depressed

[nothingnessisfinetoo]

[nothingnessisfinetoo]

I'm tired. I want to be done