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yesterday at school girls of my class told me i behaved the same way as anorexics ppl bc i sleep at lunch break and drink sugar free red bull all day but « it’s funny bc you don’t look like one of them at all lol » LMAO YEAH LOL ME

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How do I stay motivated to lose weight? Like it's hard to continue going when I'm hungry and the food is just there.

come in my dms we can talk if you want !!

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“You attract what you fear” AHHH I’m so scared of losing 30lbs ahhhhh scary help

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I’d like to unsubscribe from being hungry. Thank you.

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took laxes yesterday and i’m 76.1 !!!! broke my fast earlier (342cals) and gonna eat boiled eggs tonight before going to work so i’ll burn all of it

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i’ve been working a lot lately so i haven’t been active since a long time

but why is it so hard to fast at work ?? i work in a home so there’s food everywhere and we eat with the residents and i can’t stop myself from eating ????

my chief also told me that every time we eat together i almost eat nothing so i told him it was bc i didn’t like the food but still i have to get more control i didn’t gain bc i walk a lot there but i maintained and I DO NOT want that

how can i get more control if i can’t be on tumblr all day ???

#@na trigger #tw ed but not sheeran #@n0r3xia #counting cals #tw ana trigger #ed behaviour tw #ed disorder #⭐️ ving

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yesterday’s intake (after 24h fasting) was a granola bar (74cals) -147 from walking so -73cals

today (after 22h fasting) was mashed potatoes and ground beef (only ate half) 212 cals, protein bar (142cals) and half an apple (50cals) so 404 -137 from walking = 267 cals

#@na trigger #tw ed but not sheeran #counting cals #tw ana trigger #ed behaviour tw

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“you’re not okay you barely eat you barely sleep you don’t like talking to your friends something is wrong”

um no i’m just getting in my girlie teen girl tumblr blogging era 🙄

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just weighed myself and i’m 76.9 kg!!! (167lbs)

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i did iiiiiit !!!!!! breaking my fast with this baby only 74 cals

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22h into my fast, gonna make it till i reach 24h!

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update: put my pride aside and messaged him, he’s still alive ! now i can go back to being mad at him lol

my coworker aka crush posted a spotify link to a song which say things like tonight im gonna fly to the stars and nobody will be able to make me stop and i sent him a msg answering to the song (we haven’t spoke since new year bc im mad at him) but he still hasn’t answered me and im kinda panicking rn (he’s in deep depression)

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my coworker aka crush posted a spotify link to a song which say things like tonight im gonna fly to the stars and nobody will be able to make me stop and i sent him a msg answering to the song (we haven’t spoke since new year bc im mad at him) but he still hasn’t answered me and im kinda panicking rn (he’s in deep depression)

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omg i’ve not been active at all recently it feels like YEARS since i’ve been on tumblr lol

so update yesterday i worked at the bar and got drunk and made out with a cute guy hehe

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drove to work bc we had a reunion so i had to break my fast BUT my coworker told me i’ve lost weight !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i took laxes yesterday and my stomach hurts so bad today omg is it bc of the laxes ?? or bc i haven’t eaten ?? ugh

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kinda didn’t want to post this but still need to be reminded how far i’ll have to go so here’s my stats

22 years old, MINORS DNI

height: 155 cm (5’0)

sw: 86 kg (189lbs)

cw: 76.1 kg (167lbs) 13.02.24

gw 1: 80 kg (176lbs) ✅

gw 2: 75 kg (165lbs)

gw 3: 70 kg (154lbs)

gw 4: 65 kg (143lbs)

gw 5: 60 kg (132lbs)

gw 6: 55 kg (121lbs)

gw 7: 50 kg (110lbs)

gw 8: 45 kg (99lbs)

gw 9: 42 kg (92lbs)

ugw: 39 kg (85lbs)