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CELPHIUS MOM SHOWED UP??? I'M SHOCKED 😨😨😨

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what i can write & can't write 💤

(and reasons).

✒️ write :

fluff/angst genre

female/gn reader

boy x girl / straight

sfw

❌✒️ don't write :

furry (don't really understand).

nsfw (not interested).

bl/gl (i don't have any experience about this kind of thing and not really interested on writing it).

black reader (i don't have any black people i know, so i don't really understand how to write them).

character who already have a partner & loved their partner (i don't write for them. and never will).

bl/gl character (i don't read any bl/gl manhwa, so i didn't really know the chara personality or anything).

manhwa 💐 (that i can write and read) : Dragon-Devouring Mage, The Iron-Blooded Necromancer Has Returned, Reborn As The Enemy Prince, Return Of The Bloodthirsty Police, killer peter, Return of the 8th Class Magician, Insanely-Talented Player, The Player Hides His Past, The Reincarnated Assassin Is A Genius Swordsman, lookism, manager kim, questism, debut or die, I Will Divorce the Female Lead’s Siscon Brother, How To Live As An Illegal Healer, i was the final boss, the tyrant wants to live honestly, study group, how to fight, designated bully, reality quest, obsessive idol, the god of highschool, omniscient readers viewpoint, my in laws are obsessed with me, Solo Max-Level Newbie, The 100th Regression Of The Max-Level Player, Superhuman Battlefield.

game 💤 (i play and can write) : love and deepspace, tears of themis, obey me, romantic holic, genshin impact, honkai star rail.

anime 💻 (that i watched and can write) : blue lock, detective conan, one piece, Moriarty the patriot, servamp, owari no seraph / seraph of the end, bungou stray dogs, the millionaire detective, death mount death play, kamonohashi ron forbidden deduction, oshi no ko, black butler, mashle, bungo to alchemist

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warning (for some people) : pregnancy, mention of de@th, mention of child birth, mention of child abandonment.

tag : @sousydive

(this is not canon, and only based on my imagination about his personality since it wasn't really being mentioned in the manhwa or novel. please read the warning before reading, if there's anything not fitting him then i apologize but i haven't read the novel yet. if there's any mistake of pronouncing a word, feel free to correct me and i will correct it as quickly as i can)

this is not some kind of life you actually wanted, you never really want to get married so fast. it's not even a year after you met him and suddenly you're supposed to be married to him? it just doesn't make sense to you. but it's not really that you can reject the marriage, since the two family already decided it. all you can do is just doing what they wanted from you, like you always do.

you admit, since you never really talked much to him, you never really know his personality. but to you, he's not really that bad. you mean.. he's nice..? well for you, he's a bit sweet and caring. it's just the fact that you and him are still blood related even if you're from a extended family. it's not something you really imagine will be, but you just know there's a high potential that you won't even get married because of the bloodline you have.

the marriage wasn't really bad nor good for you, so the fact you just found out you're pregnant. and the fact you just couldn't imagine that he was.. happy? about it.. you don't really know how to explain it. but you're don't really know how to react about it, so you just smile like you always did in times like this.

the fact that his seizure got worst was something you didn't expected, at this time you aren't able to even keep a straight face anymore, and the fact that you're worried wasn't helping either. and no one seemed to want you see him yet, they always assure you that he's fine, but sometimes you knew that he's not due to the fact that the maid often get send home for a long period of time.

you just couldn't shake off the feeling of worried for him, and it's been a long time since you haven't seen him. everytime you asked about him the family would always says that you shouldn't be worried about him. they're trying to not included you in the problem, and that just makes you feel worse. and the fact that you're pregnant wasn't really helping either.

and for some reason you couldn't hold it anymore and just sneak into his room. and what you saw was worse than what you're expected. so you just quickly sneak out before anyone can find out about it. you try to shake off the feeling of worried since phineas was telling you that you're stressing yourself too much.

and the fact that he's dead wasn't helping you with anything at all. and only making you stressed more. and you knew indeed that all of them are worried because you're pregnant. you can see them often try to talk to you and calmed you down, but for some reason you just couldn't handle it.

the stress you have was mixed with the stress of giving birth, and of course you couldn't handle it all. and you knew you only had one choice, is that you left him and run away. you didn't think you're fit to raise him with all the mental problem you had. so you ran away and left him. knowing if you bought him with you he would not have a good life. you didn't bought anything the family give you, you only bought the jewelry you own and some clothes before running away.

but you often try and see all the newspaper about him and all you could do is cry. you sometimes stalk him when he's in school, and it's from afar of course. you're speechless when you heard him called pereshati his mom. but you know you're the one who bought this to yourself. and it's all your fault, but you of course happy to see him smile. the fact that you changed your identity and became an adopted daughter from a noble is how you stalk his life. after all you didn't lose anything by doing it, you get to see your son at some ball and the noble get a replacement for their beloved de@d daughter.

you're just glad that he's happy, and you would do your best to keep that smile on his face. and stay away from his life, even if that means that he wouldn't even know what you looked like at all. and you even "accidentally" became friends with pereshati, you often see your son around her and smiled or even laugh. ah. isn't your son is the cutest? but that thought is only something you keep to yourself. all you can do is just imagine if his dad didn't died and you wasn't having a lot of pressure and you never ran away, how would things be?

#manhwa x reader #my in laws are obsessed with me

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literally me :

real men : ew. tf?? go away from me ew ew ew. ew. ew. ew. i hate you.

fictional men : oh my, hi my dear, what would you like to do today? 💐💐💐

literally the reason i read so many manhwa 💀💀

#manhwa x reader

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no offense but i like to sing while playing honkai star rail, so there's this one song i often? sing, it's seven by Jungkook ft. Latto (explicit ver).

so you can imagine (self-aware hsr au) caelus, blade, kafka, dan heng (imbibitor lunae), gepard hearing this..?

"and that's why night after night, I'll be fckng you right"

caelus : ..? your highness??? 😦😦

blade : ... (I'm deaf. I'm not hearing anything).

kafka : oh? well.., this is.. interesting.

dan heng (il) : (pretending not to hear anything and just cover his ears)

gepard : (too shock to even say anything or in another word, speechless.) 😨😨😨

#honkai star rail x reader #sahsr x reader

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tw : pregnancy.

something i think about him once i read the episodes I've been saving is that he's fckng crazy. but i think I'm also crazy to think that this man will make you pregnant with his child once he got his "perfect" body just to see how's the child will turn out 😨😨

don't mind my brain, it's just fckng tired after playing honkai star rail for 13 hours. and I'm not kidding, i play it yesterday at 2 pm and i just turn off my computer at 3 am this day 😀😀

spoiler : he's dead.

note : who said it'll be the normal way? nu uh, it's the experiment way 😁😁.

#killer peter #killer peter x reader #manhwa x reader

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Lee Gun (Return of the disaster-class hero)

request from : @momut

you couldn't believe your eyes right now. like.. is this even real? you're curious why hugo suddenly called you and tell you to come to his house and what you see right now was something you couldn't believe.

"hugo. you know i don't like these kind of jokes right?" you glared at hugo.

"i was as confused as you are right now, but this is not a joke" hugo replied.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S NOT A JOKE??? YOU'RE TELLING ME THIS MAN IS LEE GUN??? THAT ANNOYING LEE GUN?? THE ONE WE ASSUMED WAS DEATH???" you're not in the mood for jokes right now. especially if it's about the person who constantly annoy you in the past but for some reason you had a crush on him.

"I'm not annoying. you're just sensitive" the person who introduced himself as "Lee gun" replied.

"if you're really him then.. tell me, what did i say to him the night before he went to the tower?" you're not going to be easy on someone who just claim himself as the person whom you liked.

"you want me to say it out loud? fine." he replied.

when he was about to shout you quickly cover his mouth with your hand to prevent him from shouting it out loud

"just whisper it to me!" you're not planning to die out of embarrassment if he really is Lee gun.

when you pull your hand away, he smirks. before you could process it he suddenly shout

"I LIKE YOU, YOU IDIOT! CAN'T YOU TELL? IS YOUR BRAIN ONLY FOR DISPLAY?"

hugo stared at you wanting an explanation.

meanwhile you're standing there frozen, trying to process what just happen.

"that could prove that I'm real right?" Lee gun is calm like he didn't do anything wrong, meanwhile you're trying to choose, should you choke Lee gun first for saying it out loud or should you explain everything to hugo first?

"I'm leaving, you guys can talk privately first and sort things out without me, and after that you can explain what happen" hugo seems to understand the situation and leave you guys alone in the living room.

"you–" you wanted to jump at Lee gun but choke him to death because of what he just did.

"me? what? I didn't do anything wrong, you told me to prove myself didn't you? i know I'm late 20 years to say this but do you still want my answer? because you left quickly before i could answer your question that time" he ask

"you're so late. but yes, i still need and answer from you" you calm yourself down and looked at him, eye to eye.

"then, my answer is–"

(you can imagine his answer yourself, so you can make this happy or sad ending based on you imagination ^◡^)

#return of the disaster class hero x reader #return of the disaster class hero

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Blade ( Honkai star rail )

request from : @veyalexsa (i don't know why i can't tag the person)

people was shocked when they found out you're married to yingxing, or now known as blade.

neither one of them expected you're married to him.

because from their point of view you guys are really different?

even kafka and other stellaron hunters are shocked when they hear about this, sure. they noticed you wearing a ring on your ring finger but they've never seen blade wearing one, so when silver wolf asked about your ring she was shock that you're married to blade.

because you didn't join the stellaron hunter at the same time as him, you joined a few months after him.

one day, you're talking to kafka after being in a mission with blade.

"so.. you've been with him for so long, how do you feel meeting him after he changed?" she ask you

"a bit shocking? because I didn't expect to see him here, after all we lost contact after some accident. because even when i was married to him back then we more like work partner? i mean we just get married because of a coincidence? how should i say this.. we have a win-win relationship, i need to get away from my relatives who just want my inheritance and he need a healer. back then when i healed him he would be cooperative and calm then after that he thank me. but right now i have to chase him like tom and jerry just to heal him, i remember one time when is health is almost red he says "When will death come for me? My patience is wearing thin." and i suddenly healed him and he sigh in frustration and looked like he wanted to eat me alive but he couldn't do it. well i don't blame him because if i had to go through what he had gone through i would probably end up worse than him," you replied

"i admit he sounds strong, but i think you're stronger, well if we looked at the fact you're also getting mara-struck but you can keep yourself from being controlled by it was interesting.." she says

"you can see it? i thought i can fool anyone but i think i couldn't fool you" you replied

"you're strong, my dear. if you ever need help controlling it just come to me, I'll gladly help you" she says

"my top priority is now him, and me getting mara-struck is something i wish he never finds out, i just want him to focus on his revenge. because back then i wasn't good enough to save him that he ended up like this, thanks kafka. and i really appreciate it if you would hide this, because i wanted to be the one to tell him" you replied

"you want to save someone who's dying even tho you're dying yourself? good luck then" she left after saying that leaving you alone staring at the night sky.

(btw the place is where kafka and silver wolf talked when silfer wolf account got closed down by herta)

"you hear that right? are you satisfied that your concern turn out to be true?" kafka was talking to blade who heard everything.

"just as i expected.." blade mumbles

"i already helped you with this, you have to make your decision by your own" she said and left blade alone with his thoughts

"you never changed. you're still the same. a self-reckless person who always care about other and keep everything to yourself.." he left so that you wouldn't find out he heard everything.

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Hugo Otters (Return of the disaster-class hero)

request from : @momut

at first, it was just me and him.

well.. until he decided to bring Lee gun too.

me and Lee gun didn't get along very well.

why? because he's annoying!!

but as long as he's happy with Lee gun then i don't mind.

I'm not one of the saint, neither do I have an important part on saving the world.

i don't know, all i know is I'm just me.

i feel a bit useless because i can't help him while he's fighting..

i didn't quite remember anything that happen before the disaster happen, but all i could remember is that I'm always with him.

I'm used to have a fight with Lee gun whenever we go out. so when Lee gun was announced "dead" i know that's not the case.

i know that the other saint never liked him. well, i know how does that feel. when you're thinking you're the best but then someone who's smarter, stronger, popular than you showed up and making you live in their shadow.

but even tho i understand it, i don't like them. i hate it that they make him sad.

i always try to comfort him.

right now, he's married. they even have 2 children, one girl and one boy.

i already gave up on him since the day they meet, i also try to distance myself from them. but they always notice it and always worries about me.

why are you guys so nice to me? why? didn't you ever think that i must have something against you guys?

they're too nice to me... i don't know how to feel about it. I'm relieved but also scared, what if they found out about my thoughts and leave me? what would happen to me later?

everyday, everytime i hang out with them i feel relieved, that they haven't throw me away. they still need me.

it happen too fast. that accident happen too fast, even tho i was there all i could do was seeing her sacrifice herself and I'm literally just trying to calm her son's down while trying not to make any loud sound.

it's my fault. he's crying. i don't like him crying. stop crying. it hurts to see you cry. if I'm the one who sacrifice myself would it be better? now i think.. why aren't i be the one who's laying in the bed instead? at least no one will be sad right?

his children admires Lee gun. i don't know what they see in him. okay he's cool but if there's a strong wind I'm sure he'll be bald in no time.

Lee gun is Lee gun. he's back now, I'm just happy because hugo is happy. but because of that accident all i could feel is guilt. i can try and fake a smile, but everytime i do that Lee gun always glare at me. like.. what did i do wrong???

it's just a matter of time and suddenly that disaster show it self again, but this time, they win.

that makes me realize, i still can change this. i don't know how but i can go back to the past, well not just like that. it have to be the past that i remember very clearly, for the first time, I'm glad that i remember every detail of that moment.

this is it. i quickly pull her hand, now, it's different. she was the one who's in the car while I'm the one who's outside. i didn't mind. i just thought that i should've done this sooner. but the cost of doing this is breaking my soul. I'm scared. why do you look scared? shouldn't you be happy? i know, human are selfish. so am i. i just and hugo to be happy, but since his happiness is with you, then i just have to keep you alive. i don't know what I'm thinking right now. i just smiled at you because I'm glad i can make him happy by doing this.

I'm sorry for breaking the doors car, but i have to make sure i didn't do any mistake again. you have to stay there this time. not me.

ah, it's a lie if i say that I'm not feeling scared when I'm running to that disaster, I'm really scared. but i won't change my mind. I'm scared everytime i see him and your children sad. because i could've save their mom. but i didn't do it.

it's dark here, and silent.. i don't know what happening outside anymore, i just hope they didn't put hope that i can still be alive if they killed that monster. but I'm glad. now the children wouldn't lost their mother, now hugo will be relieved right? and he wouldn't lost his power.

i hate here.. i hate dark place..

even tho my soul have broken it didn't hurt. I'm relieved. i hate being hurt.

now, i hope they will stop worrying about me, and good luck meeting with Lee gun, hugo.

don't mind me here. I'm just sitting in a dark room while everyday my soul keep broke, it's like a shattered mirror. when you punch it it left a mark.

i don't know how many times, days, or months have passed by now.

but all i know is that it'll need 20 years for Lee gun to appear, by that time, i don't think my soul will still here.

you're right, Lee gun. i wish i confess to him first before this. i should've listen to you when you say that i should do it quickly. but at the same time i didn't want to do it. i just need him to be happy. even tho It's not with me then it's fine.

i wish they didn't put hope in me. because right now, i never hope i could get out either.

I'm happy right now, so you guys better be happy. okay? thank you for always worrying about me. even tho you shouldn't do that.

thank you. I'm sorry i never said that to you. thank you for worrying, and helping me. and this is how i repay you. by saving your wife and son.

thank you, and sorry.

#return of the disaster-class hero #return of the disaster-class hero x reader #hugo otter x reader

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Tennant (Reverse: 1999)

(request from : @dvivian )

( note : I'm sorry if there's a mistake about Tennant's personality or character in here, i was doing a research but i found out in a lot of her edits she kinds of flirty, i also found an edit where she said her thought about dress, she certainly didn't hate it but kind respect it even tho she doesn't wear one, so if something is wrong you can easily correct me by commenting about my mistake :D i also take some of her dialogue in game for this (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠) )

you're just a normal human, the difference is that you're attracted to a fictional characters, you certainly didn't know why, but you just like it and didn't really bothered by that fact.

you're always see the ad of a game called "Reverse: 1999" and since you're curious about it you decided to play the game, but before that you also see some people commenting about the game story being boring and just skipping all the story because it's not their liking. but you just ignored it and downloaded the game, you prefer to see and experience it by yourself instead of judging it before playing it, tbh you also like the game art style.

you're laying on your bed waiting for them game to be done downloading..

once you start playing it you pay attention to the story, and along with that you also fell in love with one character, Tennant.

you just like her, her personality, her way of talking, her fashion style.

you always search an edit or a fanfic about her, you only found a few of it but you kinda wish that there's more of it.

today, is like other day. you're laying on your bed while playing Reverse: 1999, suddenly without a warning all the lights in your house shut down. you're a bit shocked and quickly put your phone down, and try to get up to get out from your room, but before you can do that you felt someone pulling you wrist before you could see who is that, the person suddenly said

"oh.. why are you trying to run away from me my dear? i thought you liked me?"

you knew that voice.

you totally recognize that voice.

you suddenly turn around and see the person.

it's true. it's her. the game character that you liked.

but.. how did she get here..? is this even possible? how?

you're to busy with your thoughts and forgot about her, you're back to reality when she suddenly said

"shush, my dear, let us enjoy this moment. this beautiful, short, enchanted moment"

that made you wonder.. how did she recognized you?

is this even real or you're just hallucinating right now?

you quickly pinch your cheek and it hurts.

"ouch, that must be hurt"

she said, looking at your cheek that has a pinching mark.

she caress your face and leaning close to your ears and say

"would i have the honor to invite you for dinner the next time we met? no, not in the game. but in here, your world. it'll be my pleasure to do so"

she looked at you, your face is red. like super red. she chuckle before taking your hand and kissing the back of your hand.

"i mustn't stay here for too long, make sure to answer my dinner invitation. I'll be waiting for your answer, my dear"

and with that, the lights is on again. you're sitting on your bed dumbfounded. thinking that your imagination is too real to be true.

until you hear a notification sound and grab your phone to see it

it's a notification from the game which says

"we had a good, beautiful, short time. but surely you wouldn't ignore my dinner invitation right my dear?"

oh. you're sure you can faint right now if it wasn't because another notification from your classmate that says

"hey, you're done with your homework? can i copy it if you're already done?"

(now, it's up for you to decide. is it a hallucinations that looks so real, or is it really happening?)

(sorry if it's too short, i really wanted to make it longer but since i didn't found any information about her personality and i even try to download the game but my storage says no lol, kalau butuh versi indo nya bilang aja, nanti ku translate terus ku upload yang versi indo :D)

#reverse: 1999 #reverse: 1999 x reader

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I HAVE AN IDEA... IMAGINE SAHSRAU WITH A CLUMSY READER, BECAUSE OF THAT THEY THOUGHT THE READER CAN'T FIGHT, SO IMAGINE WHEN THE ASTRAL EXPRESS GOT ATTACHED THEY COME BACK QUICKLY FROM THE PLANET THEY'RE THAT TIME ONLY TO SEE READER WAS HOLDING POM-POM WHILE FIGHTING??

#honkai star rail x reader

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(fem reader, use she/her) imagine if ai has a twin sister??? what if reader is ai twin sister that looks so much like ai?? so when ai died and reader knew about aqua and ruby, she comes to see miyako, imagine how shock aqua and ruby was when they see the reader??? miyako knows about ai having a twin sis btw..

#oshi no ko x reader

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imagine self aware hsr au or sagau, but when the player is playing they singing "dear future husband" imagine the character reaction..

#sahsr x reader #sagau x reader

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imagine.. being Reo's older sister, but with ai hoshino! reader 😄 (you're 3 years older than him) (so when Reo was in blue lock you're already 20)

your parents didn't want you to be the heir of their company because they think you're not good enough, and that you're a girl.

so instead they just force you to become an idol, when they saw you're going on hiatus they were mad that you didn't take care of yourself.

reo was worried about you taking a hiatus, you didn't tell anyone about the real reason, not even reo.

so imagine him in the future accidentally meet ruby???

nagi knows you're Reo's older sister, he met you everytime you came to Reo's school.

your parents doesn't care what company you work for as long as you're a famous idol.

imagine nagi was playing games on his phone an suddenly your death article shows up??

idk, i can't think anymore, bye.

#oshi no ko x reader #blue lock x reader #blue lock x oshi no ko

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so i kinda have a habit where i sometimes called someone's close to me "dear/darling".

imagine sagau reaction to their god called them (or maybe sahsr au??)

sagau : "it's okay my dear/darling, maybe next time you'll crit"

when they didn't crit??? i was expecting childe & wanderer will kinda cry?.. yk alot of people complain about their childe didn't crit even tho his crit rate is high, and wanderer.. ifykyk.. 😃

sahsr au : when dan heng, march, any character i have crit I'll say

"good job my dear"

or

"my dear *character name* damage is literally *their damage* i'm so proud of you my dear.."

(nah- but.. i kinda call my cat scara doll like that..

like if i accidentally drop it I'll say :

"aduh, maaf sayangku"

(ouch, sorry my dear)

and i always pet his head while saying that (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)..)

#sagau x reader #sahsr x reader

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suddenly thinking, what if when scara was abandoned he was save by someone who accidentally found him and he fell in love with them but didn't know until he started coughing blood and flower??? yk hanahaki??? what if he was to scared the person will abandoned him to, until he find out the person have hanahaki too??? (imagine them confession to each other :

reader : i like you, ik it's weird and you probably didn't like me back..

scara : i like you too..

(NAH BRO- WHY IS IT SO FUNNY??? 😭😭 IMAGINE HAVING HANAHAKI BECAUSE YOU THINK YOUR CRUSH DIDN'T LIKE YOU BACK BUT ACTUALLY HE WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU???) nah but seriously, if hanahaki somehow exist i probably died few years ago.

#genshin impact x reader #kunikuzushi x reader #scaramouche x reader #wanderer x reader

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OKAY BUT WHAT IF SAGAU WITH A READER THAT ALWAYS PLAY WITH THEIR GENSHIN CRUSH?? so.. last year i met a boy on genshin and kinda have a feelings for him, but yeah we stop chatting because i quit genshin and he unfriended me. but what if there is an au where the reader didn't ended up like me but they actually success and where going on a date with their crush? imagine how the characters will react if you said “AAAAAA THEY ASK ME ON A DATE??? WHAT SHOULD I DO??? WHAT WILL I WEAR TO GO WITH THEM??”

(pls don't wait for my draf, idk when will i finish it because i was having a writer block. i can't think what should the Chara react to it. like how they will react yk???)

#genshin impact x reader #sagau x reader