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I have a Death Fantasy,

death of my aesthetics, this false – a fiction, carved in my way, death of my image, of my intellect, my all is okay.

Death of my prettying, my cozying, my craft and my grace, cannot keep rushing that gate.

The Death Fantasy,

rejected spaces in your frameworks they will not go to me, to fit inside your empty visions, livid bird in a cage.

Death of my hustle, my trajectory, my style and my lane, that flagrant look on your face.

So I have the death fantasy, ha la la lujah I'm free. A, a charming death fantasy, ha la la lujah I'm free, now keep your hands off of me.

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kiko mizuhara by alexandra leese

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do not make me deploy my supernatural strategies on you

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always learning. not too big where my knowledge overwhelms my ability to capture more knowledge. time give me wisdom

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ill be the first sip of coffee that burns your tongue. the insomnia sweeping into your bed at three. ill be the discomfort in silence, the wrong colour that ruins a painting

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AF Vandervost SS 2001

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im told to go out and have fun. imagine

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in another life, youd love just drinking coffee with me, let alone doing anything else.

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just a lover girl lovergirling

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“Write it down on real paper with a real pencil. And watch shit get real.”

— Erykah Badu

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#my love