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you  may  think  you’re  winning  this  heartbreak,  but  you’re  not  gonna  win  it  ‘cause  CHECKMATE.

multimuse  ft.  muses  from  a  variety  of  fandoms.  revamped  jan  2020.  template.

#im here now

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sorry about the lack of activity! all your faves are now over on @chaoticporcelain​! these are threads im keeping:

@aniomarca​ - 001.

@crueltywon​ - 001.

@mrbisected-archive​ - 001.

@limelited​ - 001.

@exudespeace​ - 001. 002.

@marblecarved​ - 001.

@psychiclegend​ - 001. (my turn)

@alamortful​ - 001. (my turn)

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ID:// @exudespeace. SOURCE:// starter call.

“Good morning. You've just joined me, Antonia, live out in koala tree mountain in the middle of whoop-whoop. This just in, breaking news, nothing. Nothing at all. Oh wait, there's a cow.”

#exudespeace #exudespeace 002. #* & . in character [ ID:// antonia moore ] #* & . main verse [ ID:// antonia moore ] #* & . ARC:// miraculous recovery [ ID:// antonia moore ] #* & . closed starter [ ID:// antonia moore ] #* & . closed starter

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ID:// @alamortful. SOURCE:// starter call.

“Then he told me to stay where I was because it was ‘too dangerous’ for me. I'm not a child anymore. I can do plenty of damage to the Order on my own.”

#alamortful #alamortful 001. #* & . in character [ ID:// taylor genatiempo ] #* & . main verse [ ID:// taylor genatiempo ] #* & . ARC:// the misfits [ ID:// taylor genatiempo ] #* & . closed starter [ ID:// taylor genatiempo ] #* & . closed starter

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ID:// @paladoctor. SOURCE:// starter call.

“It looks like they were shooting at you.”

#paladoctor #paladoctor 001. #* & . in character [ ID:// chasina wilson ] #* & . main verse [ ID:// chasina wilson ] #* & . ARC:// everything has changed [ ID:// chasina wilson ] #* & . closed starter [ ID:// chasina wilson ] #* & . closed starter

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ID:// @marblecarved. SOURCE:// starter call.

“I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I brought you here. I'm sorry I brought you into this.”

#marblecarved #marblecarved 001. #* & . in character [ ID:// jonas wharton ] #* & . main verse [ ID:// jonas wharton ] #* & . ARC:// the resistance [ ID:// jonas wharton ] #* & . closed starter [ ID:// jonas wharton ] #* & . closed starter

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ID:// @psychiclegend. SOURCE:// starter call.

“I did what I had to do. I didn't have a choice, like I said. I just, I didn't have a choice.”

#psychiclegend #psychiclegend 001. #* & . in character [ ID:// sarah genatiempo ] #* & . main verse [ ID:// sarah genatiempo ] #* & . ARC:// the resistance [ ID:// sarah genatiempo ] #* & . closed starter [ ID:// sarah genatiempo ] #* & . closed starter

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Today (June 16 2017) marks one year since “Whatever Happened To lonelygirl15” was uploaded to the LonelyGirl15 youtube channel, the first video on the channel in eight years.

#flashing // #glitchy // #* & . ARC:// anchor cove [ ID:// bree avery ] #* & . alt visage [ ID:// bree avery ]

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okay every muse has a new fc im going to bed

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im gonna try find some alt fcs for my the last muses and maybe also my main series muses bc a) i dont wanna download the 400+ main series videos to screencap them and b) i dont like intense eye contact in icons apparently

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“You’ve Gotta Be Kidding” - Bray’s introduction into the series

#logs on my personal just to post stuff to reblog here #anyway bray is fuckin iconic #* & . alt visage [ ID:// bray johnson ]

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Georgina Analyzes Bray in “Only a life lived for others is worth living” and “Alone”, the final 2 parts of the 12 part LG15: The Last season finale.

Only a life lived for others is worth living.

“Bray. You just had to prove your manly prowess.”

Bray is always trying to prove himself and trying to save Toni was no different. 99% of his intention was to just keep Toni safe and get her back, but there was that little 1% of him that was trying to prove himself to both Toni and The Order, prove his strength and that he was a good guy.

(Mitch kicks Bray backward and stabs Antonia repeatedly. Mitch is being dragged away by another Order member whilst Bray and Order members try to help Antonia. Chas grabs Mitch's sword from the ground and stabs the Order member who is holding her in the foot. Bray continues to try and help Antonia as the order members try to pull him away from her.) Bray: Get off me! (Bray manages to grab Antonia's necklace before being dragged away by and Order henchmen. Chasina cuts the rope around Bray's wrists and discards the sword before the two run off.)

There’s a million things about these moments that hurts me and plays into my characterization of Bray (and Chas but that’s a post for another day). Bray has spent weeks on end running from The Order and fighting them, but the minute Antonia is hurt he’s willing to work with them to keep her safe. He’s willing to let them help her even if they’re the bad guys, so long as he’s there to make sure she’s okay. He’s trying to get away as they drag him off not because he wants to fight (he does, he just knows it isn’t the time), but because he wants Toni to be okay more than anything. 

Getting Toni’s necklace was, to some extent, Bray giving up. He was still ready to fight like hell to try to keep her alive, but he knew he couldn’t stay by her side in that moment. He was vastly outnumbered and, as proven by the fact that Mitch had been told to stab Bray and not Toni, they won’t hesitate to kill him. He grabs the necklace because even if he can’t be with her he wants something of her to keep close until he sees her again. Of course, though, he doesn’t see her again. The last Bray ever sees of her is her bleeding heavily on the ground, and it’s quite clear to everyone that without a hospital within a few minutes she wouldn’t survive. The Order wouldn’t take her to a hospital to keep themselves safe from being found out, so deep down Bray knew that she wasn’t going to make it. He knew as he ran out of that room that Chas was the only one from the group he’d ever see again (aside from Jayde, though he didn’t know that The Order had her too). Having Toni’s necklace was one of many ways he’d feel close to her after her death, a proper headcanon on other ways is coming soon.

Alone.

(They stop outside the Opera House and Bray puts his hand on Chas's shoulder.)

This isn’t really anything important to development for either of them I just want to point out that Bray lost someone he loved to death whereas Chas lost someone she loved to betrayal and yet Bray’s keeping himself together to try to comfort Chas. He had only known Toni a month or two, had thought of her as an idiot for a week or so before getting to know her, and Chas had been with Mitch for over a year. He knows she’s hurting more than he is right now and he wants to make sure she’s okay. It’s also to some extent him bottling up his emotions ‘cause his father always told him that boys don’t cry which is Crazy Toxic.

(Bray puts down the camera and starts to scream and kick about in between flashbacks of Antonia in past videos. Bray looks at the camera.) Bray: Toni I love... (Bray’s video feed is interrupted by static.)

Oh boy okay lets get started here. Bray can’t hold it in anymore, he just lost someone he’d come to love deeply and he hasn’t had to deal with that since his mother back when he was five. Even then, he didn’t watch what happened to his mother, he didn’t feel at fault for his mothers death. At this point he doesn’t have confirmation of her death, but we as the audience do and it’s quite clear that he’s assuming she’s dead. Bray’s father never taught him to deal with emotions and neither did anyone else, so he lets out the sadness and anger and heartbreak in the only way he knows how: violence. He’s just screaming and kicking the air, it’s all he can think to do in that moment. Guilt and anger are the strongest emotions in those moments. Guilt for the fact that it was meant to be him, and anger at the fact it was her. Anger at Mitch, at The Order and just at the world. He’s angry that someone so gentle and good was taken so violently from the world.

Now on to the other Big Important Part. This is undoubtedly the first time Bray’s told someone he loves them for as long as he remembers, possibly even the first time since his mom died since he definitely never says it to his dad. His admittance of loving her only ups his feelings of anger and guilt and everything else. He’s especially upset and angry at himself for not telling her sooner. Or, at all really considering she’s kind of dead and not gonna be able to watch the video.

#* & . headcanons [ ID:// bray johnson ]

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ID:// exudespeace — mark

           it feels like cold water’s been poured over his head – like an iceberg’s found him, he thinks with wry amusement.    strange, how an experience could be vocalized so easily by someone he doesn’t even know ; in fact, for a moment he worries that she does know, that his flaws are on his sleeve ( or perhaps plastered on the wall for anyone to see ).    ❛   all the time, actually.   kind of a defeatist way to think – either you could’ve changed or it would’ve happened no matter what you did.   ❜

             ❛   yeah.  ❜       but still she wonders.   she knows his experience is with something completely different, but she can't help but wonder if she could've changed it.   if maybe, just maybe, there had been a way out of it.   her dad had been giving her those injections to try to change her blood, to make her ribozyme count go down so the bad guys didn't want her anymore.   but could it be so simple?   she doubted it.    ❛   I guess it's gonna happen any way if you can't change.   I mean I've tried changing and it didn't work, so I just have to deal with the consequences I guess.   ❜

#exudespeace #exudespeace 001. #* & . in character [ ID:// bree avery ] #* & . main verse [ ID:// bree avery ] #* & . ARC:// teen angst adventure gang [ ID:// bree avery ]

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ID:// limelited — heather

the BENEFITS of moving from one small town to another was that she could at least PRAY her fake would be accepted.   “ cape cod. “   she smiles, slipping her fake from her wallet and sliding it across the countertop. cut her a break - she’s only a few months shy of 21! 

he can tell it's a fake, he did the same thing years ago. it's not terribly made, he's just extra suspicious these days; losing everything will make you sure of nothing. he squints as he looks from the id to the girl and back again, eventually just sighing and making her the drink. he leans gently on the bar as he slides it over to her.   “ just how close to 21 are ya? “   his accent is thick as he speaks, the words spoken quietly; though there aren't enough people around for him to be to worried. the thought of being caught doing something against doesn't tend to scare him much anymore.

#this is great #limelited #limelited 001. #* & . in character [ ID:// bray johnson ] #* & . mtv scream verse [ ID:// bray johnson ]

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insp.

#needle // #blood // #* & . alt visage [ ID:// bray johnson ] #* & . alt visage [ ID:// antonia moore ] #* & . alt visage [ ID:// chasina wilson ]