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kind of important i guess.

i've lost all motivation to keep rping. simple as that.

writing is stressful, looking at threads and drafts is stressful. i no longer have fun and just see rping as a chore now. i hate chores.

so ive shut down my blogs. except for one and my personal. ill be on txckers every now and then to get the blog off the ground and see if i can get my drive back. thats all. thanks.

#;;psa. #;;shut up ren.

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#the urge to make a craig tucker blog is GROWING. #he just came out of nowhere like 'yo hey. im gonna crash here. dont care if thats alright with you or not. #//apathetic noises blah blah blah' #;;shut up ren.

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#ive been drawing my ocs and playing stick of truth all day #i have no drive to be here even though i really wanna write.... :/ #;;shut up ren.

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#whoops im here! actually no not really. #i didnt end up sleeping since the South Park game finished downloading and it's SUPER fun!! #im conflicted on whether i should sleep tonight cause i only got like 2 hours of sleep last night #or stay up playing stick of truth.... #;;shut up ren.

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i'm finally home from that stupid road trip but i'm gonna go play the south park game, eat some food, then take a nap. im exhausted.

#my feet hurt soo bad im done walking forever. #;;shut up ren.

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dead tired. road trip early in the morning. can't sleep. great.

#;;shut up ren.

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           When in the hell did this motherfucker            get so confident? He was definitely going            to get him back for this later on, however            that may be. His gaze casts downward,            hands slipping from Matt's collar and            onto his shoulders for support.                                            "Within reason, mind you."

        He gives a low rumbling purr, nuzzling         at the other as he breathes softly,          the smile still evident on his face. He’ll         allow the small distance, it amuses him.

                                        “—— Anything I desire?”

#ipsxm #god matt i h8 u so much rn #zach doesnt #maybe #;;ic.

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One Year Without Cory ❤️😔

#im STILL not over him. #i cant look at this show because of him. #i miss my idol so much #i miss him i miss him #im so upset. #cory was my hero. #KJDFSJKFKJASDKL #im not going to sleep....

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#stop. #;;textbook perfection really takes a lot.

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i’m made of sarcasm and sexual frustration

#;;hot girls we have problems too.

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#im so hungry im gonna go get another cold taco if this keeps up. #zach u might get the microwave fixed but mine is still broken #;;want it need it.

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          Zacharie can't decide what he wants to do           more at this moment, punch Matt in the dick...           or the other obvious option. He breathes, gently           grasping the other by his collar to bring them           just a half an inch closer. Not allowing their           lips to touch, not just yet.                                "If you fix the microwave,                      I'll do anything..."

        So Matthew leans down instead, cups         his jaw with his hand and pulls his          chin up to look him in the eyes, a         cheeky grin as he brings their lips         close, barely touching,                                        “You can do better                                         than that, my love…”

#ipsxm #this took 5ever has zacH IS A HESITANT LITTLE SHITa #;;conversations. #a get out

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          Nope. Not gonna look at him, not           gonna do it. He hesitates for a moment,           then drops down to his knees, still           attempting to not pay Matt an ounce           of attention. "Can you please...fix the           stupid microwave..."

        “Do you now?”                 He’s still grinning like                 a shit, and he takes                  a moment to sit down,                 lie himself out.                            “—— Take your time.”

#ipsxm #so done #sO DONEEEE #;;conversations.

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          "Okay, just like -- give me a            minute, I gotta...gotta plan            this..." Might as well give            Matt a medal.

        “Does it look like          I’m joking?” He           hums lightly.

#ipsxm #zach is like ok /stress /stress /stress #HOW DO I -- #;;conversations.

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           "...you're...not being            serious, right?" He            could dig this...maybe.

        And he’s grinning,         a huge smile. “Go on.”

#ipsxm #matt pls #he'll do it he will #;;conversations.

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          "...I. Um, wow. Okay, I -- "           He's turning red, smooth           move Matt. "Okay."

        “—— If you like.”

#ipsxm #oh my god im gonna #shoot both of them #;;conversations.

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          "Must I get down on my knees and beg?"

        “Sorry babe, need me to help out?”

#ipsxm #dont mind me just expressing my frustration through zacharie #or whatever he calls that #;;conversations.