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moment of weakness dating my ex again because i got sad and he asked me when i was in a weird state so now im stuck like this for like a month or smth until i get fed up w his shit IM GOING TO. KILL MYSELF.

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born to be in a homoerotic friendship that constantly toes the line between platonic and romantic forced to watch all my friends get boyfriends and become uncomfortable with the way i show affection towards them

#jealous boyfriends die challenge #LET ME LIVE #i js wanna tell my friends i love em n give em lil smooches n buy things for them without being constantly accused of being a homewrecker #IM NOT A HOMEWRECKER I JUST LOVE MY FRIENDS OMG

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sorry for not responding to your texts sooner. i was busy trying to feel real

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ive decided that due to chronic unrequited love illness i will be killing myself in front of my crush and his boyfriend

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True isolation is when everyone else is talking about their vibrant teenage experience and you’re like. I was just trying to survive

#yeah

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alex g get outof my brain why do u have a song for literally every experience ive ever been through GO AWAY ALEX G

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no but you know what would be nice? experiencing the kind of happiness that doesn’t turn out to be a lesson that I have to mourn over for at least 3 months

#yeah

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Feeling evil (just wanna be loved by someone that only has eyes for me)

#real. #😕

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scared someone will see right through me and know one of my deepest desires is to be taken care of

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[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish

#realest thing ever

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#yeah

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as a girl who is literally just a girl i am always yearning. always longing always missing always wearing my heart on my sleeve. always feeling like my heart is on the verge of exploding. the sight of the sun makes me cry. anyway