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i got lazy trying to refollow everyone. im moving to @godles so do with that information what you would like
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i got lazy trying to refollow everyone. im moving to @godles so do with that information what you would like
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i got lazy trying to refollow everyone. im moving to @godles so do with that information what you would like
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yallll i may have ? done a thing. iā€™m gonna come follow you all so you better follow me back šŸ˜”
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These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.
ā›Ā Last night was incredible. āœ
ā›Ā What are you doing!? āœ
ā›Ā Donā€™t say anything. āœ
ā›Ā Iā€™ve really tried to be there for you through this. āœ
ā›Ā Youā€™re almost late. āœ
ā›Ā You look tired. āœ
ā›Ā Can I get you anything? āœ
ā›Ā We broke up. āœ
ā›Ā Thanks for the vote of confidence. āœ
ā›Ā When are you going to stop bringing that up? āœ
ā›Ā Nothing is ever going to be good enough. āœ
ā›Ā I need new sexy pants. āœ
ā›Ā Have you found anything? āœ
ā›Ā We are bad feminists. āœ
ā›Ā I want my top back. āœ
ā›Ā Well it was terrifying! Never do it again. āœ
ā›Ā Do you want to go for a drink? āœ
ā›Ā Whatā€™s your problem? āœ
ā›Ā I justā€¦ I like you. āœ
ā›Ā Are you ok? āœ
ā›Ā You need me to get you something to wear? āœ
ā›Ā This is totally fine. āœ
ā›Ā Whatā€™s going on? āœ
ā›Ā Oh, Iā€™m absolutely fine! āœ
ā›Ā Itā€™s almost two oā€™clock in the morning. āœ
ā›Ā Iā€™m going to call you a cab. āœ
ā›Ā To be fair. Sheā€™s not an evil stepmother. āœ
ā›Ā I thought that must have been you. āœ
ā›Ā Everything alright? āœ
ā›Ā Just thought Iā€™d swing by. āœ
ā›Ā I know itā€™s not really my place. But - are you ok? āœ
ā›Ā Everyoneā€™s been worried about you. āœ
ā›Ā Tits donā€™t get you anywhere these days. āœ
ā›Ā Take care of yourself. āœ
ā›Ā You really do look ghastly darling. āœ
ā›Ā Can I do anything? āœ
ā›Ā This is a love story. āœ
ā›Ā Youā€™ve done everything. And you feel great. āœ
ā›Ā May these be the worst of our days! āœ
ā›Ā You look well, where have you been? āœ
ā›Ā Boots, lovely there this time of year. āœ
ā›Ā Well you look fantastic. āœ
ā›Ā Love the Catholics. You can get away with anything. āœ
ā›Ā Oh no have I disappointed you? āœ
ā›Ā Iā€™ll have a tequila! āœ
ā›Ā You do look tired. āœ
ā›Ā My parents were alcoholics! āœ
ā›Ā Well, itā€™s um - cold and beautiful and dark. āœ
ā›Ā Itā€™s a lot of pressure, but I love it. āœ
ā›Ā Fuck you, then. āœ
ā›Ā Did you have a cigarette? āœ
ā›Ā Were your parents successful? āœ
ā›Ā My parentsĀ were very successful alcoholics. āœ
ā›Ā Is everything ok? āœ
ā›Ā You know Iā€™ve always been very suspicious of religion. āœ
ā›Ā Well I guess Iā€™m just really fucking lonely! āœ
ā›Ā Are we going to have a fight? āœ
ā›Ā You lookā€¦ strong. āœ
ā›Ā Iā€™m so intrigued to see how youā€™re going to make this whole evening about you. āœ
ā›Ā I just take all the negative feelings and just bottle them and bury them. And they never come out. āœ
ā›Ā It takes real commitment to be this happy. āœ
ā›Ā Youā€™re being so quiet. āœ
ā›Ā Why arenā€™t you saying anything?! āœ
ā›Ā What do you want me to say? āœ
ā›Ā Your sister is finally a good influence on you! āœ
ā›Ā Oh for fuckā€™s sake, stop it! āœ
ā›Ā No, come on whatā€™s happened. āœ
ā›Ā You should go to the hospital. āœ
ā›Ā Iā€™ll just deal with this in my own insane, irrational, anal way if thatā€™s ok. āœ
ā›Ā I got your stuff. You ok? āœ
ā›Ā If you ever need someone. To talk to or uh - Iā€™ll be there. āœ
ā›Ā Iā€™m alwaysā€¦ there. āœ
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  šš’šš Ā  šš ššŠššœ Ā  ššššŽšššššš’šš—šš Ā  Ā šš™ššŽššŒššžšš•šš’ššŠšš›šš•šš¢ Ā  šš’šš—šššš’šš–ššŠššššŽ,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā thisĀ  Ā  Ā unidentifiedĀ  Ā  Ā affinityĀ  Ā  Ā betweenĀ  Ā  them.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā laraĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  Ā progressivelyĀ  Ā  Ā sharingĀ  Ā  Ā moreĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā him,Ā  Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  Ā whereĀ  Ā  Ā onceĀ  Ā  rafeĀ  Ā  wouldĀ  Ā  Ā chooseĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā beĀ  Ā  Ā cavalier,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā  Ā findsĀ  Ā  Ā eachĀ  Ā  Ā sallowĀ  Ā  Ā admissionĀ  Ā  Ā drawingĀ  Ā  Ā furtherĀ  Ā  Ā concernĀ  Ā  Ā fromĀ  Ā  Ā him.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā šš‘ššŽšš›Ā  Ā  Ā ššŽšššššžššŠšš—šš’šš–šš’šššš¢Ā  Ā  Ā šš ššŠššœĀ  Ā  Ā ššŽšššššš’šš—ššĀ  Ā  Ā ššššžšš›šššš‘ššŽšš›Ā  Ā  ššžšš™Ā  Ā  Ā šš‘šš’ššœĀ  Ā  Ā šš•šš’ššœšš Ā  šš˜ššĀ  Ā  Ā šš™šš›šš’šš˜šš›šš’šššš’ššŽššœ.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā confessionĀ  Ā  Ā gnawsĀ  Ā  Ā atĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā pitĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  hisĀ  Ā  Ā stomach,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  anĀ  Ā  Ā acheĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  unfamiliarity,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā thoughĀ  Ā  Ā thatĀ  Ā  Ā feelingĀ  Ā  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  Ā beginningĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā becomeĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  commonĀ  Ā  occurrenceĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  her.
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā šš˜šš”ššŠšš¢. Ā  Ā  šš’ā€™šš•šš• Ā  Ā  Ā ššœššššŠšš¢ Ā  Ā  ššžšš™ Ā  Ā  Ā šš šš’šššš‘ Ā  Ā  Ā šš¢šš˜ššž.Ā Ā Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā uponĀ  Ā  firstĀ  Ā  recognition,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā itĀ  Ā  Ā perhapsĀ  Ā  Ā seemsĀ  Ā  compassionless,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā butĀ  Ā  trulyĀ  Ā  rafeĀ  Ā  Ā isĀ  Ā  Ā offeringĀ  Ā  Ā allĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  heĀ  Ā  has;Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā company.Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā andĀ  Ā then...Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā clumsyĀ  Ā  attemptĀ  Ā  atĀ  Ā  concealingĀ  Ā  Ā trueĀ  Ā  Ā solicitude,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā rafeĀ  Ā  Ā avoidsĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā inevitabilityĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  herĀ  Ā  curiosityĀ  Ā  Ā byĀ  Ā  fumblingĀ  Ā  Ā throughĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā kitchen-ware,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  busyingĀ  Ā  himselfĀ  Ā  withĀ  Ā  attainingĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  cork-screw.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ifĀ  Ā  Ā  rafeĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā forcingĀ  Ā  Ā himselfĀ  Ā  Ā awake,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā happyĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  fillĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  certainĀ  Ā  Ā tediumĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā insobriety.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā šš’ā€™šš– Ā  šš—šš˜šš Ā  šššš’šš›ššŽšš.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā āœ
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Ā šš‹šš˜šš¢Ā  Ā  šš™ššŽšš›šš™ššŽšššš›ššŠššššŽššœĀ  Ā  Ā šš–ššŠšš—,Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā  Ā willinglyĀ  Ā  Ā  renouncesĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā youthĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā playĀ  Ā  withĀ  Ā  Ā gunsĀ  Ā  Ā likeĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā Ā Ā bigĀ  Ā  Ā brothers.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā Ā soundĀ  Ā  familiar?Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā johnĀ  Ā  Ā hadĀ  Ā  Ā broughtĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā adolescenceĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā hastyĀ  Ā  conclusionĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  orderĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā impressĀ  Ā  tommyĀ  Ā &Ā  Ā  Ā arthurĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā mereĀ  Ā  decadeĀ  Ā  ago.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā (šš˜šš‘, Ā  Ā šš‘šš˜šš  Ā  Ā šš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā šš›ššŽšššš›ššŽššššššŽšš Ā  Ā šš’šš.)Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā  Ā sampledĀ  Ā  Ā adulthoodĀ  Ā  Ā youngĀ  Ā  Ā &Ā  Ā  Ā gotĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā tasteĀ  Ā  Ā forĀ  Ā  Ā it;Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā enjoyedĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  weightĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  royaltyĀ  Ā  Ā againstĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā skull.Ā  Ā  Ā  then...Ā  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  war.Ā  Ā  Ā  itĀ  Ā  Ā agedĀ  Ā  Ā himĀ  Ā  Ā horribly,Ā  Ā  Ā enhancedĀ  Ā  Ā himĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā Ā existentialismĀ  Ā  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā thousandĀ  Ā  men.Ā  Ā  Ā  finnĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  luckyĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  sense.Ā  Ā  heĀ  Ā  Ā glorifiedĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā insigniaĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  peakedĀ  Ā  cap,Ā  Ā  Ā gunĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  handĀ  Ā  Ā becauseĀ  Ā  heĀ  Ā  didĀ  Ā  notĀ  Ā  yetĀ  Ā  comprehendĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā agonyĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  pullingĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  trigger.
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā  fuckinā€™Ā  Ā  Ā giā€™usĀ  Ā  Ā itĀ  Ā  Ā here,Ā  Ā  Ā  finn!Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā fuckĀ  Ā sake.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  frustrationĀ  Ā  Ā isĀ  Ā  Ā forcedĀ  Ā  Ā throughĀ  Ā  Ā grittedĀ  Ā  Ā teeth.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā (šš‹ššžšš Ā  Ā šš‘ššŽ'ššœ Ā  Ā šš—šš˜šš Ā  Ā ššŠšš—šššš›šš¢,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā šš‘šš˜šš  Ā  ššŒšš˜ššžšš•šš Ā  Ā šš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā šš‹ššŽ?)Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā heart-to-throat,Ā  Ā  Ā  anĀ  Ā  Ā allusionĀ  Ā  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā prideĀ  Ā  Ā developsĀ  Ā  Ā there,Ā  Ā  Ā  butĀ  Ā  Ā itā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā rightlyĀ  Ā  Ā thwartedĀ  Ā  Ā byĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā growingĀ  Ā  Ā sorrow.Ā  Ā  Ā  theyĀ  Ā  Ā areĀ  Ā  Ā moreĀ  Ā  Ā resemblantĀ  Ā  Ā thanĀ  Ā  Ā everĀ  Ā  Ā priorlyĀ  Ā  Ā conceived.Ā  Ā  Ā  aĀ  Ā  longĀ  Ā  Ā thirteenĀ  Ā  Ā yearsĀ  Ā  Ā separatedĀ  Ā  them,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā lifetimeĀ  Ā  Ā forĀ  Ā  Ā someĀ  Ā  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā itĀ  Ā  hadĀ  Ā  oftenĀ  Ā  Ā seemedĀ  Ā  Ā impossibleĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  drawĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  likenessĀ  Ā  Ā betweenĀ  Ā  them.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā untilĀ  Ā now.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā butĀ  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā  cannotĀ  Ā  beĀ  Ā  angry,Ā  Ā  Ā  understandingĀ  Ā  Ā betterĀ  Ā  thanĀ  Ā  Ā mostĀ  Ā  Ā exactlyĀ  Ā  howĀ  Ā  hisĀ  Ā  youngestĀ  Ā  siblingĀ  Ā  Ā presentlyĀ  Ā  feels.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  šš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā šš ššŠšš—ššššœ Ā  Ā šššš˜ Ā  Ā ššŒšš˜šš–šš–šš’šš, Ā  Ā  šš ššŠšš—ššššœ Ā  Ā šššš˜ Ā  Ā šš‹ššŽšš•šš˜šš—šš.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā butĀ  Ā  Ā johnĀ  Ā  cannotĀ  Ā  Ā seemĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  letĀ  Ā  Ā finnā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā boyhoodĀ  Ā  go,Ā  Ā  notĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā  sameĀ  Ā  wayĀ  Ā  heĀ  Ā  abandonedĀ  Ā  hisĀ  Ā  own.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā beforeĀ  Ā  yaĀ  Ā  shootĀ  Ā  yaĀ  Ā  ownĀ  Ā  fuckinā€™Ā  Ā  bollocksĀ  Ā  off.Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  āœ
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ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  šš’Ā  Ā  šš”šš—šš˜šš ...Ā  Ā Ā Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  noahĀ  Ā  concurs,Ā  Ā  Ā  bethĀ  Ā  Ā frequentlyĀ  Ā  Ā actingĀ  Ā  Ā asĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā soundingĀ  Ā  Ā board.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  truly,Ā  Ā  Ā  anyoneā€™s;Ā  Ā  Ā  bethĀ  Ā  Ā devouredĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā Ā Ā  melancholyĀ Ā Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā allĀ  Ā  Ā alexandriaā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā residents,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  &Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā somehow,Ā  Ā  Ā  fromĀ  Ā  Ā allĀ  Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā squalidĀ  Ā  Ā tenebrosity,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā producedĀ  Ā  Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā transmissibleĀ  Ā  Ā  sunshine.Ā  Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  Ā managedĀ  Ā  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā enlivenĀ  Ā  Ā evenĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  darkestĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā moods,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā  smileĀ  Ā  Ā  alone.Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā Ā (šš šš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  šššš’ššĀ  Ā  šš’Ā  Ā  šššš˜Ā  Ā  šššš˜Ā  Ā  ššššŽššœššŽšš›ššŸššŽĀ  Ā  šš–ššŽššŽšššš’šš—ššĀ  Ā  šš¢šš˜ššž?)Ā  ļæ½ļæ½ Ā  Ā  noahĀ  Ā  racksĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā brainsĀ  Ā  forĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  deterrent,Ā  Ā  Ā notĀ  Ā  willingĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā dedicateĀ  Ā  Ā anotherĀ  Ā  Ā eveningĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  ownĀ  Ā  grief.Ā  Ā  Ā Ā heĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  Ā beginningĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā  findĀ  Ā  Ā ownĀ  Ā  Ā voiceĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā  ššššŽšššš’ššžšš–.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā 
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  donā€™tĀ  Ā  Ā youĀ  Ā  Ā everĀ  Ā  Ā getĀ  Ā  Ā tiredĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā it?Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā listeningĀ  Ā Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā otherĀ  Ā  Ā people?Ā Ā  Ā  Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  (listeningĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  me).Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ššœšš‘ššŽ'ššœĀ  Ā  Ā šš–ššžššŒšš‘Ā  Ā  Ā šš–šš˜šš›ššŽĀ  Ā  Ā šššš‘ššŠšš—Ā  Ā  Ā Ā šššš‘ššŽššœššŽĀ Ā  Ā  Ā šššš›ššŠšš’šš•Ā  Ā  Ā šš‹šš˜šš—ššŽššœ.Ā  Ā  Ā  sheā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā strengthĀ  Ā  Ā personified,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā herĀ  Ā  Ā gentleĀ  Ā  Ā faceĀ  Ā  Ā framedĀ  Ā  Ā  byĀ  Ā  Ā anĀ  Ā  Ā aureoleĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā goldenĀ  Ā  Ā waves.
( Ā  Ā  āœ‰ļø Ā  Ā  Ā ) Ā  Ā  Ā : Ā  Ā  šš’ Ā  šššš˜šš—ā€™šš Ā  šš–šš’šš—šš Ā  šš•šš’ššœššššŽšš—šš’šš—šš. Ā  šš’ Ā  šššš˜ Ā  šš’šš Ā  ššŠšš•šš• Ā  šššš‘ššŽ Ā  šššš’šš–ššŽ. @murkyhazedā€‹.
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the difference between how these trump supporters at the capitol are being treated by the police and how blm protestors are treated is so vast
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  davidĀ  Ā  Ā hadĀ  Ā  certainlyĀ  Ā  Ā  ššœššžššœšš™ššŽššŒššššŽšš Ā  Ā šš’ššĀ Ā Ā  Ā  forĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  longĀ  Ā  whileĀ  Ā  Ā  beforeĀ  Ā  Ā  sheĀ  Ā  Ā whisperedĀ  Ā  Ā itĀ  Ā  Ā intoĀ  Ā  Ā existence;Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā deniedĀ  Ā itĀ  Ā  Ā  forĀ  Ā  Ā longer,Ā  Ā  Ā  dissemblingĀ  Ā  Ā ownĀ  Ā  Ā feelingsĀ  Ā  Ā  asĀ  Ā  Ā  thoughĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā appearĀ  Ā  Ā  adequatelyĀ  Ā  Ā unawareĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā (šš‹ššžššĀ  Ā  Ā šš‘ššŽ'ššœĀ  Ā  Ā  ššŠĀ  Ā  Ā ššššŽššššŽššŒšššš’ššŸššŽĀ  Ā  Ā ššŠššššššŽšš›Ā  Ā  Ā ššŠšš•šš•,Ā  Ā  Ā ššŠĀ  Ā  Ā Ā Ā šššš’šš—ššŽĀ Ā  Ā  Ā šš˜šš—ššŽĀ  Ā  Ā ššŠššĀ  Ā  šššš‘ššŠšš.)Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā butĀ  Ā  Ā truthfully,Ā  Ā  heĀ  Ā  isĀ  Ā  Ā utterlyĀ  Ā  Ā Ā devouredĀ  Ā  Ā byĀ  Ā  Ā her,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  findsĀ  Ā  Ā everyĀ  Ā  Ā momentĀ  Ā  Ā  consumedĀ  Ā  Ā  byĀ  Ā  Ā herĀ  Ā  Ā  memoryĀ Ā  Ā  Ā ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā flickerĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  smile,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā furrowĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā herĀ  Ā  Ā damningĀ  Ā  Ā brow.Ā  Ā  Ā  nikolaĀ  Ā  Ā managesĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā  infiltrateĀ  Ā  Ā  eachĀ  Ā  Ā image,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā despiteĀ  Ā  Ā  recognisingĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā wayĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā Ā  Ā concentrationĀ  Ā Ā  Ā wanedĀ  Ā  Ā asĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā result.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā (šš‘šš˜šš Ā  Ā  Ā šš‘šš’ššœĀ  Ā  Ā šššš’šš”ššŠšššš’šš˜šš—Ā  Ā  Ā šš ššŠššœĀ  Ā  Ā šššš›ššŠššššžššŠšš•šš•šš¢Ā  Ā  Ā šš›ššŽšš™šš•ššŠššŒššŽšš.)Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā no,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā davidĀ  Ā  Ā couldĀ  Ā  Ā notĀ  Ā  Ā beginĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā loveĀ Ā  Ā  Ā withoutĀ  Ā  Ā  rampantĀ  Ā  Ā  neurosis;Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā hadĀ  Ā  Ā troubleĀ  Ā  Ā fullyĀ  Ā  Ā delineatingĀ  Ā  Ā Ā devotionĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā /Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā obsession.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  heā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā Ā committedĀ Ā  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā career,Ā  Ā  Ā  firstĀ  Ā  Ā andĀ  Ā  Ā foremost,Ā  Ā  Ā isĀ  Ā  Ā  slainĀ  Ā  Ā  withoutĀ  Ā  Ā  itĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  butĀ  Ā  Ā perhapsĀ  Ā  Ā itĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā  palpableĀ  Ā  Ā indicatorĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā whatĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā predictĀ  Ā  Ā fromĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā blossomingĀ  Ā  Ā relationshipĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā loki,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā moreĀ  Ā  Ā soĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā scars,Ā  Ā  Ā  hisĀ  Ā  Ā ink.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  ššŒšš˜šš–šš™ššžšš•ššœšš’šš˜šš—, Ā  Ā  šš˜šš‹ššœššŽššœššœšš’šš˜šš—,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  itĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā rifeĀ  Ā  Ā againstĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā skin.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā cluesĀ  Ā  wereĀ  Ā  hiddenĀ  Ā  inĀ  Ā  plainĀ  Ā  sight.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  bothĀ  Ā  Ā thumbsĀ  Ā  Ā slotĀ  Ā  Ā  intoĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā spotĀ  Ā  Ā whereĀ  Ā  Ā jawĀ  Ā  Ā connectsĀ  Ā  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā slenderĀ  Ā  Ā neck,Ā  Ā  Ā  gentlyĀ  Ā  Ā  urgingĀ  Ā  Ā nikolaĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā lookĀ  Ā  atĀ  Ā  him.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  šš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā šššš‘šš’šš—šš”ššœ Ā  Ā  šš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā  ššŒšš˜ššžšš•šš Ā  Ā ššœšš—ššŠšš™ Ā  Ā šš’šš Ā  Ā šš ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ļ潚ššš‘ Ā  Ā ššŽššŠššœššŽ.Ā  Ā  Ā Ā 
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  youā€™reĀ  Ā goingĀ  Ā toĀ  Ā killĀ  Ā me.Ā  Ā  āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā šššš’ššššžšš›ššŠšššš’ššŸššŽšš•šš¢Ā  Ā  Ā ššŠšš—ššĀ  Ā  Ā šš•šš’ššššŽšš›ššŠšš•šš•šš¢,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā davidĀ  Ā  Ā alreadyĀ  Ā  Ā presumes,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā  toneĀ  Ā  Ā fraughtĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā tedium.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā intentional,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā course,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā asĀ  Ā  Ā  thoughĀ  Ā  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā  shieldĀ  Ā  Ā  herĀ  Ā  Ā fromĀ  Ā  Ā  hisĀ  Ā  Ā  ownĀ  Ā  Ā intenseĀ  Ā  Ā feelings.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā eachĀ  Ā  Ā cursoryĀ  Ā  Ā decisionĀ  Ā  Ā madeĀ  Ā  Ā byĀ  Ā  himĀ  Ā  Ā hadĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā soleĀ  Ā  Ā objectiveĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā Ā  Ā protectingĀ Ā  Ā  Ā her,Ā  Ā  Ā  despiteĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā frustrationsĀ  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā  Ā seemsĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā beĀ  Ā  Ā causingĀ  Ā  Ā her.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā youĀ  Ā  &Ā  Ā  iĀ  Ā  Ā  ...Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā šš ššŽ'šš•šš• Ā  Ā šš”šš’šš•šš• Ā  Ā ššŽššŠššŒšš‘ Ā  Ā šš˜šššš‘ššŽšš›.Ā  Ā  Ā āœ
(Ā  Ā  Ā āœ‰ļøĀ  Ā  Ā  )Ā  Ā  Ā  : Ā  Ā Ā šš¢šš˜ššž Ā  šš”šš—šš˜šš  Ā  ššššŠšš–šš— Ā  šš ššŽšš•šš•, Ā  šššš˜šš› Ā  šš¢šš˜ššž, Ā  šš’ Ā  šš šš˜ššžšš•šš Ā  šš›ššžšš’šš— Ā  šš–šš¢ššœššŽšš•šš Ā  ššŠ Ā  šš–šš’šš•šš•šš’šš˜šš— Ā  šš•šš’šššššš•ššŽ Ā  šššš’šš–ššŽššœ. @diaferonā€‹.
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Ā ššššŠššŸšš’ššĀ  Ā  Ā šš‘ššŠššĀ  Ā  Ā ššŠĀ  Ā  Ā šššš’šš”ššŠšššš’šš˜šš—Ā  Ā  Ā šššš˜šš›Ā  Ā  Ā ššššŽšš‹ššŠššžššŒšš‘ššŽšš›šš¢.Ā Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā despiteĀ  Ā  Ā havingĀ  Ā  Ā littleĀ  Ā  Ā leftĀ  Ā  Ā inĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā caseĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā detect,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā  Ā  foundĀ  Ā  Ā  himselfĀ  Ā  Ā Ā obsessingĀ  Ā  Ā  overĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  Ā nonetheless,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  swallowingĀ  Ā  Ā downĀ  Ā  Ā everyĀ  Ā  lastĀ  Ā  Ā detailĀ  Ā  Ā  asĀ  Ā  Ā thoughĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  someĀ  Ā  Ā obscuredĀ  Ā  Ā admiration.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā agedĀ  Ā  Ā sinĀ  Ā  dancesĀ  Ā  acrossĀ  Ā  hisĀ  Ā  flesh,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā inĀ  Ā  Ā  piousĀ  Ā  Ā  scribblesĀ  Ā  Ā pennedĀ  Ā  Ā  uponĀ  Ā  Ā  sinews,Ā  Ā  Ā boneĀ  Ā  Ā &Ā  Ā  Ā tendonĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā futileĀ  Ā  Ā attemptsĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā thwartĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā devilā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā advancesĀ  Ā Ā Ā  Ā  Ā ( Ā  Ā šššš‘šš˜ššžšššš‘, Ā  Ā šššš˜ Ā  Ā šš—šš˜ Ā  ššŠššŸššŠšš’šš• Ā  Ā ).Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā blinksĀ  Ā  Ā twice,Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  findingĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā caseĀ  Ā  Ā atĀ  Ā  Ā handĀ  Ā  Ā  inexplicablyĀ  Ā Ā Ā  bothersome.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā murderĀ  Ā byĀ  Ā  hide-and-seek...Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā it'sĀ  Ā  clicheĀ  Ā  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā likeĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā lazyĀ  Ā  plotĀ  Ā  Ā pluckedĀ  Ā  Ā directlyĀ  Ā  Ā fromĀ  Ā  Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā cheapĀ  Ā  Ā  horrorĀ  Ā  Ā flick.Ā  Ā  Ā  davidĀ  Ā  Ā hadnā€™tĀ  Ā  studiedĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  caseĀ  Ā  soĀ  Ā  Ā detestableĀ  Ā  Ā inĀ  Ā  quiteĀ  Ā  someĀ  Ā  time...
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Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā itā€™s...Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā certainlyĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā first.Ā  Ā  Ā Ā Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā davidĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā awfulĀ  Ā  Ā atĀ  Ā  Ā passingĀ  Ā  Ā onĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā sympathies,Ā  Ā  Ā  thereā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā smileĀ  Ā  vaguelyĀ  Ā  Ā warmingĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā expressionĀ  Ā  Ā butĀ  Ā  Ā itā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā vacant.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ššŠšš‹ššœššŽšš—šš Ā  Ā šš˜šš Ā  Ā šš•šš’ššššŽ.Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā detectiveĀ  Ā  Ā isĀ  Ā  Ā painfullyĀ  Ā  Ā awareĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā fact,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā implicitlyĀ  Ā  Ā wincingĀ  Ā  Ā atĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā insensitiveĀ  Ā  Ā response.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  canĀ  Ā  iĀ  Ā getĀ  Ā  youĀ  Ā  anything?Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  water,Ā  Ā  Ā  coffee?Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā standardĀ  Ā  vendingĀ  Ā  machineĀ  Ā  food?Ā Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  āœ
( Ā  Ā āœ‰ļøĀ  Ā  Ā ) Ā  Ā  :Ā  Ā  Ā ššššžšš— Ā  ššššŠšš¢ Ā  ššŠšš Ā  šš šš˜šš›šš”, Ā  Ā šš‘ššžšš‘? @seekmeā€‹.
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Ā michaelĀ  Ā  Ā fearsĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā Ā densityĀ Ā  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā  theirĀ  Ā  Ā growingĀ  Ā  Ā intimacy.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā manyĀ  Ā  Ā  envisionĀ  Ā  Ā  loveĀ  Ā  Ā likeĀ  Ā  Ā theirsĀ  Ā  Ā asĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā ššŠ Ā  Ā šš‹šš•ššŠšš—šš”ššŽšš, Ā  Ā  ššŠ Ā  Ā ššŒššžššœšš‘šš’šš˜šš—Ā  Ā  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā somethingĀ  Ā  Ā designedĀ  Ā  Ā  forĀ  Ā  Ā greatĀ  Ā  Ā comfort.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā michaelĀ  Ā  Ā envisionsĀ  Ā  Ā  thick,Ā  Ā  Ā  blackĀ  Ā  Ā  vines,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  spreadingĀ  Ā  Ā upĀ  Ā  Ā againstĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā torsoĀ  Ā  Ā &Ā  Ā  Ā encirclingĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā neck.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ššœššžšššššš˜ššŒššŠšššš’šš—šš Ā  Ā šš‘šš’šš–.Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā andĀ  Ā  Ā perhaps,Ā  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  mostĀ  Ā  peculiarĀ  Ā  partĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  allĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā thatĀ  Ā  Ā michaelĀ  Ā  Ā ratherĀ  Ā Ā Ā invitedĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  sensation,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā likeĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā feelingĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā herĀ  Ā  Ā ownĀ  Ā  fingersĀ  Ā  Ā againstĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā skin.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  (Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ššœšš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā šš™ššžšš•šš•ššœ Ā  Ā šššš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā ššŠšš’šš› Ā  Ā šššš›šš˜šš– Ā  Ā šš‘šš’ššœ Ā  Ā šš•ššžšš—ššššœ,Ā  Ā  Ā  šš•ššŽššŠššŸššŽššœ Ā  Ā šš‘šš’šš– Ā  Ā šš’šš—ššŽššœššŒššŠšš™ššŠšš‹šš•šš¢Ā  Ā  šš‹šš›ššŽššŠšššš‘šš•ššŽššœššœ.Ā  Ā  Ā )Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā andĀ  Ā  yet,Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā Ā  cravesĀ  Ā  Ā  it.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā cheeksĀ  Ā  Ā  flushĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā  roseĀ  Ā  Ā asĀ  Ā  Ā  michaelĀ  Ā  Ā realisesĀ  Ā  Ā thatĀ  Ā  Ā sheĀ  Ā  Ā nowĀ  Ā  Ā knowsĀ  Ā  Ā him,Ā  Ā  Ā Ā withoutĀ Ā  Ā  keenĀ  Ā  Ā  reserveĀ  Ā  Ā  ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  yet,Ā  Ā  Ā sheĀ  Ā  Ā stillĀ  Ā  Ā desiresĀ  Ā  Ā him,Ā  Ā  Ā nonetheless.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā šš”šš—šš˜šš ššœ Ā  Ā šš‘šš’ššœ Ā  Ā šššššžšš’šš›šš”ššœ,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ššŽšššššžššŠšš•šš•šš¢Ā  Ā  Ā šš‘šš’ššœ Ā  Ā ššššŠššžšš•ššššœ,Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  andĀ  Ā  Ā remainsĀ  Ā  Ā peculiarlyĀ  Ā  Ā undeterred.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā no,Ā  Ā  Ā rebekahĀ  Ā  appearsĀ  Ā  Ā fond.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā sheĀ  Ā  Ā speaksĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā regard,Ā  Ā  Ā asĀ  Ā  Ā opposedĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā expectedĀ  Ā  Ā criticismĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  Ā suchĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā phraseĀ  Ā  Ā mightĀ  Ā  entail.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā shynessĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā smileĀ  Ā  Ā inscribesĀ  Ā  Ā featuresĀ  Ā  Ā withĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā gentleĀ  Ā  gaietyĀ  Ā  Ā (Ā  Ā  Ā blink!Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  &Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā youĀ  Ā  Ā mayĀ  Ā Ā  missĀ  Ā  Ā itĀ  Ā  ),Ā  Ā  Ā  aĀ  Ā  Ā quiverĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā apple-smoothĀ  Ā  Ā cheeks.
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā nothingĀ  Ā  tooĀ  Ā  embarrassinā€™,Ā  Ā  Ā iĀ  Ā hope.Ā  Ā  Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā  michaelĀ  Ā  attemptsĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā confidenceĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  Ā isĀ  Ā  Ā oftenĀ  Ā  Ā lostĀ  Ā  Ā  onĀ  Ā  Ā him:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā apparentĀ  Ā  Ā inĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā šš›šš˜ššœššŽ Ā  šš™ššŽššššŠšš•ššœ Ā  šš‹šš•šš˜šš˜šš–šš’šš—ššĀ  Ā  Ā beneathĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  cheek-bones.Ā  Ā  Ā Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  actually,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  ifĀ  Ā  itĀ  Ā  is,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā donā€™tĀ Ā  Ā  tellĀ  Ā  Ā me.Ā Ā Ā  Ā  āœ
( Ā  Ā āœ‰ļø Ā  Ā )Ā  Ā Ā  : Ā  Ā Ā šš¢šš˜ššž Ā  šš–ššžšš–šš‹šš•ššŽ Ā  šš’šš— Ā  šš¢šš˜ššžšš› Ā  ššœšš•ššŽššŽšš™. @rebkahsā€‹.
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Ā oftenĀ  Ā  creditedĀ  Ā  amidstĀ  Ā  someĀ  Ā  Ā  šš•šš˜ššŒššŠšš•Ā  Ā šššš˜šš˜šš•ššŽšš›šš¢,Ā  Ā  Ā spencerĀ  Ā  epitomisesĀ  Ā  theĀ  Ā essenceĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā gentleĀ  Ā  giant:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā colossallyĀ  Ā  tall,Ā  Ā  Ā  butĀ  Ā  Ā spitefullyĀ  Ā  softĀ  Ā  Ā atĀ  Ā  everyĀ  Ā  Ā naturalĀ  Ā  curveĀ  Ā  Ā ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  putĀ  Ā  Ā evenĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā bestĀ  Ā  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā menĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā shame.Ā  Ā  Ā  theyĀ  Ā  Ā bothĀ  Ā  did.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā someoneĀ  Ā  Ā  onceĀ  Ā  Ā toldĀ  Ā  Ā spencerĀ  Ā  Ā thatĀ  Ā  Ā Ā šššš‘ššŽ Ā  šššš˜šš˜šš Ā  šš—šš˜ Ā  šš•šš˜šš—ššššŽšš› Ā  ššœššžšš›ššŸšš’ššŸššŽ,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā butĀ  Ā  Ā inĀ  Ā  Ā spiteĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā frequentingĀ  Ā  Ā adversity,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā theirĀ  Ā  Ā heartsā€™Ā  Ā  Ā wereĀ  Ā  stillĀ  Ā  Ā beatingĀ  Ā  Ā lastĀ  Ā  Ā timeĀ  Ā  Ā spencerĀ  Ā  Ā checked.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā and,Ā  Ā  Ā  aboveĀ  Ā  Ā all,Ā  Ā  Ā  theyĀ  Ā  Ā wereĀ  Ā  Ā stillĀ  Ā  Ā laughing,Ā Ā Ā  Ā  Ā spreadingĀ  Ā  Ā  someĀ  Ā  Ā much-desiredĀ  Ā  Ā Ā colourĀ  Ā  Ā throughĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  streetsĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā alexandria,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā whichĀ  Ā  Ā seemedĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā blossomĀ  Ā  Ā beneathĀ  Ā  Ā theirĀ  Ā  Ā cheeryĀ  Ā  dispositionsĀ  Ā  Ā Ā ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā because,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā withoutĀ  Ā  Ā elation,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā whatĀ  Ā  Ā elseĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  Ā thereĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  striveĀ  Ā  for?Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā šššš‘ššŽšš¢ Ā  Ā šš ššŽšš›ššŽ Ā  Ā šš–ššŽšš— Ā  Ā ššžšš—šššš›šš˜ššžšš‹šš•ššŽšš,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  satisfiedĀ  Ā  Ā byĀ  Ā  Ā basicĀ  Ā  necessities.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā itĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā perhapsĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā  ratherĀ  Ā  exemplaryĀ  Ā  stateĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā being,Ā  Ā  Ā ifĀ  Ā  peopleĀ  Ā  wereĀ  Ā  honestĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  Ā themselvesĀ  Ā  Ā ā€”ā€”Ā  Ā  Ā  however,Ā  Ā  Ā combattingĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  malcontentĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  oneā€™sĀ  Ā  ownĀ  Ā  Ā sentienceĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  beĀ  Ā  human,Ā  Ā  Ā  afterĀ  Ā  Ā all.Ā  Ā  Ā  presently,Ā  Ā  Ā theyā€™dĀ  Ā  Ā recentlyĀ  Ā  Ā discoveredĀ  Ā  Ā moreĀ  Ā  Ā wastedĀ  Ā  Ā clothes,Ā  Ā  Ā  baggedĀ  Ā  Ā upĀ  Ā  Ā inĀ  Ā  Ā anĀ  Ā  Ā abandonedĀ  Ā  civic.Ā  Ā  Ā  notĀ  Ā  oftenĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  Ā spencerĀ  Ā  Ā enlivenedĀ  Ā  byĀ  Ā  theseĀ  Ā  Ā kindĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā supplyĀ  Ā  hauls,Ā  Ā  Ā immediatelyĀ  Ā  recognisingĀ  Ā  thatĀ  Ā  ownĀ  Ā  statureĀ  Ā  wasĀ  Ā  Ā hardĀ  Ā  toĀ  Ā  frameĀ  Ā  withĀ  Ā  regular-sizedĀ  Ā  Ā clothing.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā Ā newĀ  Ā  Ā pairĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  jeansĀ  Ā  Ā currentlyĀ  Ā  Ā satĀ  Ā  Ā wellĀ  Ā  aboveĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā anklesĀ  Ā  Ā wasĀ  Ā  Ā Ā ššŒšš˜šš—šššš’šš›šš–ššŠšššš’šš˜šš—Ā  Ā  Ā  enough.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā theyĀ  Ā  lookedĀ  Ā  ridiculous.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  that...Ā  Ā  Ā Ā soundsĀ  Ā  Ā likeĀ  Ā  Ā somethingĀ  Ā  Ā someoneĀ  Ā  Ā whoā€™dĀ  Ā  Ā laughĀ  Ā  Ā wouldĀ  Ā  Ā say.Ā Ā Ā  Ā  āœ
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( Ā  Ā āœ‰ļø Ā  Ā ) Ā  Ā  : Ā  Ā Ā ššŒšš˜šš–ššŽ Ā  šš˜šš—,Ā  Ā  šš’ Ā  šš šš˜šš—ā€™šš Ā  šš•ššŠššžšššš‘. @altrueathā€‹.
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ššŠšš•šš–šš˜ššœšš Ā  Ā  ššššŽššŽšš•ššœ Ā  Ā  šššš‘ššŽ Ā  Ā šš’šš—ššŒšš•šš’šš—ššŠšššš’šš˜šš— Ā  Ā  šššš˜ Ā  Ā šššš’šš Ā  Ā šš‘šš’ššœ Ā  Ā šš‘ššŽššŽšš•ššœ Ā  Ā šš’šš— Ā  Ā ššššžšš›šššš‘ššŽšš›,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā billyā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā fingersĀ  Ā  Ā sievingĀ  Ā  Ā throughĀ  Ā  Ā earth-sampledĀ  Ā  Ā locks,Ā  Ā  Ā asĀ  Ā  Ā thoughĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā retainĀ  Ā  Ā anchorageĀ  Ā  Ā uponĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā perpetuityĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā selfā€™sĀ  Ā  Ā waningĀ  Ā  Ā temperament.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  billyĀ  Ā  Ā supposesĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā lotĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā  formerĀ  Ā  Ā failuresĀ  Ā  Ā hadĀ  Ā  Ā beenĀ  Ā  Ā primarilyĀ  Ā  Ā impugnedĀ  Ā  Ā byĀ  Ā  Ā compulsion,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā thoughĀ  Ā  Ā moreĀ  Ā  Ā soĀ  Ā  Ā hadĀ  Ā  Ā theyĀ  Ā  Ā beenĀ  Ā  Ā byĀ  Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā dangersĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā hisĀ  Ā  Ā deplorableĀ  Ā  Ā moods.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā billyĀ  Ā  Ā attemptsĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā differentĀ  Ā  Ā approach,Ā  Ā  Ā  theĀ  Ā  Ā kindĀ  Ā  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  Ā grandioseĀ  Ā  Ā leisureĀ  Ā  Ā thatĀ  Ā  Ā seemedĀ  Ā  Ā toĀ  Ā  Ā naturallyĀ  Ā  Ā befallĀ  Ā  Ā localĀ  Ā  Ā villainy.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ  Ā  neverĀ  Ā  consideredĀ  Ā  Ā himselfĀ  Ā  Ā muchĀ  Ā  ofĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  heroĀ  Ā  anyway.Ā  Ā  Ā 
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Ā ā›Ā  Ā Ā  Ā Ā oh...Ā  Ā  Ā Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  billyĀ  Ā  Ā feignsĀ  Ā  Ā aĀ  Ā  Ā cursoryĀ  Ā  shock,Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā expressionĀ  Ā  Ā  overlyĀ  Ā  Ā  enthusedĀ  Ā  Ā  givenĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  Ā  Ā latentĀ  Ā  Ā mediocrityĀ  Ā  Ā ofĀ  Ā  Ā herĀ  Ā  Ā threat.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ššŸšš’šš™ššŽšš›Ā  Ā  Ā šš™šš›ššŽššššŽšš›ššœĀ  Ā  Ā šššš˜Ā  Ā  Ā šššš˜šš¢Ā  Ā  Ā šš šš’šššš‘Ā  Ā  Ā šš‘šš’ššœĀ  Ā  Ā  šššš˜šš˜šš,Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  nonetheless.Ā Ā Ā  Ā  Ā fangsĀ  Ā  Ā  skimmingĀ  Ā  Ā  overĀ  Ā  Ā  serpentineĀ  Ā  Ā lower-lipĀ  Ā  Ā  asĀ  Ā  Ā  billyĀ  Ā  readiesĀ  Ā  Ā himselfĀ  Ā  Ā anotherĀ  Ā  Ā jibe.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā didĀ  Ā  iĀ  Ā  touchĀ  Ā  aĀ  Ā  nerve?Ā  Ā  Ā Ā  āœ
(Ā  Ā  āœ‰ļøĀ  Ā  )Ā  Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā  Ā šš¢šš˜ššž Ā  ššŠšš›ššŽ Ā  šššš›ššŽššŠšššš’šš—ā€™ Ā  šš˜šš— Ā  ššœšš˜šš–ššŽ Ā  šš–šš’šššš‘šššš¢ Ā  šššš‘šš’šš— Ā  šš’ššŒššŽ Ā  šš‘ššŽšš›ššŽ. @bllakcatā€‹
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Ā  feel free to change pronouns / wording !
ā€œ fun day at work, huh ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i do not have the energy for this. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ has anyone come in here ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ holy shit. you got blood all over you. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ did they say how many are dead ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you ainā€™t seen what i seen. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ theyā€™re gettinā€™ through the fence ! ā€ Ā 
ā€œ there were hundreds and hundreds of bodies lining the streets. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you wanted to be left alone, remember ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ hands on your fucking head. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ itā€™s like weā€™re on a date. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ fuckinā€™ hate the smell of the city. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ donā€™t even think about cuttinā€™ in line. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ itā€™s been a while. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ put your gun down. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ that is a stupid idea. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ we can sneak by them, even though i know thatā€™s not your style. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ justice waits for no one. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ whatā€™re you, like twelve ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ your watch is broken. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you mumble in your sleep. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i hate bad dreams. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ beggars canā€™t be choosers. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ this rain ainā€™t gonna do us any good. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ donā€™t do anything stupid. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ hey fuck you man i didnā€™t ask for this. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ do i need to remind you what is out there ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you hear one clicking ? you gotta hide. thatā€™s how they spot you. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ oh ā€¦ you got something on your shoe. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you canā€™t deny that view. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ guess what, weā€™re shitty people. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ our luck had to run out sooner or later. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i can buy you some time but you have to run. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i will not turn into one of those things. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ what you say goes. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ youā€™ve never been here, have you ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ doesnā€™t seem right. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ iā€™m a pretty good shot with that thing. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ get off your ass and on your feet. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ thanks for the heroics and all. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i need you to shut up. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ okay ā€¦ donā€™t be a dick. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ itā€™s the normal people that scare me. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i can handle myself. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i suggest we move quietly. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ weā€™re sittinā€™ ducks here. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ youā€™re doinā€™ a good job. i figure you should know that. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ this make you all nostalgic ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ why are these all stuck together ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ iā€™m just fucking with you. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ iā€™m not even tired. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ that is a lot of people that didnā€™t make it. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i donā€™t think these guys were infected. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ keep your voice down. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ oh good, somethinā€™ else you can drive me crazy with. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ where did you learn to shoot ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ endure and survive. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you get people desperate enough theyā€™ll do just about anything. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i really miss coffee. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you scared the shit outta me ! ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i shot the hell outta that guy, huh ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ why didnā€™t you just hang back like i told you to ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i shouldā€™a let your ass die back there. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ survival of the fittest. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ sarcasm ā€¦ makinā€™ progress. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ so ā€¦ this is awkward. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ whatā€™re you scared of ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ iā€™m gonna get that gun from you, okay ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ thanks for not blowing my head off. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ thatā€™s pretty impressive. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you survived because of me. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ theyā€™re all dead. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i guess weā€™re both disappointed with each other then. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ what are you so afraid of ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you are treadinā€™ on some mighty thin ice here. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ come on, i wonā€™t laugh. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ should we have seen someone by now ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ stay here. iā€™m gonna flank this asshole. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ can you walk ? ā€ Ā 
ā€œ then fucking walk ! ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you gotta tell me what to do ! ā€ Ā 
ā€œ everythingā€™s cool. this place is not creepy at all. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ any sudden moves and i put one right between your eyes. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you really shouldnā€™t be out here all on your own. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i donā€™t like company. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you hear that ? theyā€™re on the roof. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ iā€™d say we make a pretty good team. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ you kill to survive. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ for a second you shook my faith. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i knew you had heart. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ donā€™t fucking touch me ! ā€ Ā 
ā€œ this everything you were hoping for ? ā€Ā  Ā 
ā€œ i ainā€™t leavinā€™ without ya. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i canā€™t imagine losing someone you love like that. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ get up. i said get up. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ donā€™t come any closer. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ take it easy, drugs are still wearing off. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ feelinā€™ my age now. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ letā€™s just wait it out. yā€™ know, we can be all poetic and just lose our minds together. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ i struggled for a long time with survivinā€™. ā€ Ā 
ā€œ no matter what, you keep findinā€™ somethinā€™ tā€™ fight for. ā€
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