patientsays

[patientsays]

if you do another askblog do you mind. saying the @ emil is also one of my blorbos so!! I like seeing your account!!!!

-- ill try!! on one hand id kinda like to disconnect from this blog 100% besides like. acquaintances like in the muns corner server hearing abt it bc ill probably promo it there. on the OTHER hand yall who enjoyed the blog deserve to know where im movin to <33

so yeah!! hoping i remember ill definitely @ it here or rb the promo <33

#admin chatter

[patientsays]

I want to ramble to you about PMD emil so much * rotates AU in my brain * but what you think of emil,luca,norton + someone else on the same team if yes who is the someone else, or just the three? (luxio? unsure about dedenne,luxio or just pikachu for luca,lucario and excadrill team :3)

-- THE LITTLE CREATURES... i havent played a pmd game in ages (my last one was like. explorers of sky when i was a kid........) but i adore this omg

ANY OF THOSE POKEMON W LUCA R SO GOOD... i also considered emolga for 2 seconds bc they r such little specimens . i adore all of these like DEDENNE.... ITS SUCH A LITTLE GUY and luxio n pikachu fit so well too.... lucachu moment . but also imagining a luxio w luca's black eye is so silly

also consider: helena whismur/noivern for the extra slot....

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[patientsays]

-- ALSOALSO idc that im spamming.     im probably gonna restart this blog entirely, like make a new one and MAYBE delete/archive anything on here. mainly bc

1. im a lot better w handling adamil now!! i will 100% admit that i was verrrrry gross in how i saw and handled ada as a character and i had a very heavy personal dislike for her (smth smth similarities its personal) but as a result pretty heavily mischaracterised her and emil in my own writing. i cringe so hard thinking abt some old posts please god

2. im a lot better w handling adamil part TWO .     it used to make me very panicky and anxious but now its just a lil squick. also the idea of them being girlfailure guyfailure besties is just so silly to me. emil “here is my psychologist whom i see on wednesdays and also i bring a brick to our appointments to break our neighbors window and commit petty theft” undisclosed surname

3. hes my blorbo and i want to do him a little better justice

4. im silly

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[patientsays]

-- ANYWAY im still a silly little n0rtem1l man (censoring so it doesnt go into any tags even tho im the only one who posts abt it in the first place LMAO) and galateas bday letter adds one very silly similarity between the two of them . its so silly

#help. #admin chatter

[patientsays]

get over yourself

babe i havent logged into this acc since like, july

#HI???? #this is 19 days old. i logged in today to talk abt the gala letter (leaked) and . iykyk #tbd

[patientsays]

-- #WINNING

#admin chatter #MY BOY. MY BOY

[patientsays]

-- OK im done after this but what im saying tldr.  they match so well OK

#+ wander norton i cant forget the n0rt3mil . hes not an s tier though hes not rich /J #dont talk to them theyre headed to hot topic . naib wants the rick and morty shirt #admin chatter

[patientsays]

– man in red and luminary are getting married . their wedding is in two weeks and the only ppl invited are ppl with goth skins

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[patientsays]

-- man in red and luminary are getting married . their wedding is in two weeks and the only ppl invited are ppl with goth skins

#shoutout for flavorful spirits demi and wanderer norton for being on the priority invites /J #okay but im currently unable to get to my pc but i NEEDED to draw these two together so i had to scribble on my chromebook help #luminary emil forwarding my 3miln4ib agenda by matching with mir god bless #AND wanderer n0rton #i just dont have the willpower to draw a gay vampire today or ever / J #admin chatter

[patientsays]

Question for the mod, I'm trying to make an idv pokemon AU thingy and idk what emil would be...I thought Lucario bc of the chest and pulse spikes reminding me of the hooks and the overall vibe but I'm unsure..

-- pokemon has been a spin of mine for YEARS so im so hyped to think abt this

lucario is SO good tbh i can absolutely see that resemblance!!

ive also associated him pretty heavily with type null with those ideas of captivity, being held back nd eventually growing with someone it trusts but thats also RLY influenced by my own personal writing of emil so honestly go with what ur feeling <3 lucario is a very good shout i can absolutely see it ^-^

#i adore pokemon aus of any variety so eyes emoji #admin chatter #i feel like physical resemblance is closer to lucario ngl ^-^ also im just so heavily biased towards type null LMAo #so i think youve already got a good idea w/ lucario <3

[patientsays]

-- we celebrating emils new s tier <3333 my boy deserves some drip (also this will be my first ever s tier so god bless. i was saving for monstrous bird but emil comes first)

also im getting a patient c badge when monday badge handouts roll out so ive earned my emil blog authority /j

#admin chatter #woooo how yall doing . i came on and did an impulse change of my rules (check the pinned post <3) and remembered my boys getting a new fit #its what he deserves #oh and adas there too /J /J /J i neeeed to admit hers is so beautiful i love women (im gay but shes rly pretty)

[patientsays]

(indefinite) hiatus note

-- as much as i love this blog, i might not be coming back to it ^-^ i reopened the inbox hoping the targeted harassment i was experiencing would chill a little only for it to return full force a few days later.

additionally, i’ve had the same types of messages on my personal tumblr, my grace askblog (grace im so sorry for neglecting u my sweet angel) and even my INSTAGRAM (??!??!?) over the past bit which has kind of resulted in me losing the passion i had towards emil. i still like him, i just. am a lot less willing to share how i feel about him in a public space <3 which is a shame bc i am nothing if not a bitch that loves to talk her ass off

but being deliberately triggered, followed across platforms and made to feel unsafe and unwelcome in this community for an opinion is rather exhausting :) i am already a tired bitch im this close to turning into a lump of sludge please

i’d love to come back to this blog especially now that i don’t have school to worry about, but please understand that i just might not - at least not for a good while.

thank u for reading :)

#admin chatter

[patientsays]

-- ask box is back open ^-^ but keep in mind my final exam is on monday (and its three hours long HELP) so i’ll probably need a bit to wind down from that before i pick up activity. but!!! ive almost escaped exam seasons clutches

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[patientsays]

luca did you know emil has a crush on norton

oh no! looks like this ask has been intercepted.

maybe next time.

#emil idv #patient idv #idv askblog #patient answers #not counting towards the ask limit lol

[patientsays]

-- if i opened an idv oc askblog while i waited out opening the inbox again would u be mad /j

#i had an oc idea and i love her a lot and i think shed have some silly interactions FKJSNKFJ #tbd

[patientsays]

-- closing the inbox for a bit because some of you cant be normal

#admin chatter #99% of u are ok . i love u guys . #but three days of ada m3smer in my inbox is exhausting ^-^ thank you for your time #its in my pinned that she makes me uncomfortable. i do not want to be subject to three straight days #of her trying to be pitched to me. #nor am i changing my stance on 4dam1le ^-^

[patientsays]

Hey hey! Sparky man! What's shaking Lulu?

(`⊗﹁◓´) : "sparky man? lulu..? huh.

well, it's certainly shaking. i have no clue who any of you are."

(⊗⌴ ખɩ : “don't ask."

(`⊗﹁◓´) : "asking is all i ever do, thank you. hypotheses don't just- spring out of thin air."

#m!a: circuit control #patient answers #watch as i struggle to write luca bc i got too used to emils disjointed speech /j