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Everybody's been asking when we will get married. I dont really know, I dont think Ill ever get ready.

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There's indeed a life after death.

It's still painful to remember that's why I wasn't able to bring this topic up until today, but I really feel sad and happy that I gave birth to my first child exactly at 6am but at the same time and date, our beloved doggo for more than 10 years has passed away. I hope he at least found happiness and caring home during his stay with us. He's finally at home with his sister (Puppy) and son (Chooga).

Well, I cannot seem to move on from their passing... I mean, I don't want to move on. That's why I promise to myself that I am not gonna keep another pet as it is really depressing to think how they only have short lives and cannot be with us until the end.

But another life has been awakened... Well, she's 2 months old already and she's the most beautiful thing that happened to me. I guess it's the rainbow after the rain that I have gone through. I am just glad that I didn't die that night.

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One day, whether you are 14, 28 or 65, you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find - is they are not always with whom we spend our lives.

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“I learned not to trust people; I learned not to believe what they say but to watch what they do. I learned to suspect that everyone is capable of living a lie. I came to believe that other people - even when you think you know them well - are ultimately unknowable.”

— Lynn Barber

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#mr. robot

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Forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.

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#summer ghost

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Dear you,

I hope one day you find the courage to run away from everything that makes you miserable.

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I actually realised it a long time ago that there was a place I couldn't get into, and though I stand in front of that door time and time again, I get the feeling that I shouldn't disturb it. All I can do is peek in through a crack and eavesdrop... eventhough I knew I wanted to go there.

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Can i call you?

Just stop.

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This time you should spend all your care, your time, on somewhere else. Don't place your thoughts on me anymore. I already received enough.

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#arcane #jinx league of legends

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#ouran high school host club

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I guess some of us will never really forget them. I mean, we can go on with our lives normally, we can say we're fine and it won't be a lie because we really are, but some days, it just hits us, like when we hear their favorite song or when we come across some book they used to talk about a lot.

Then we remember their smile.

There's always pain when that happens, and while it's not much, it made me realize that some people just don't come and then simply go like others do. That we're not gonna forget them eventually like they all said we would. Because I learned that in this universe, we're bound to meet people who will give us memories too beautiful for our hearts to ever forget.