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at a certain point, it became painful to look into his eyes 🤧

#the sunshine court #the foxhole court

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will never get over how DIFFERENT kevin is in tsc compared to the rest of aftg

neil put kevin on a pedestal at first. he was everything neil wanted to be, but he was terrifying because he was a symbol of the past. and then as time went on, neil saw him as cold, and bitchy, and a coward. but he was still Kevin Day™️. And kevin promised to teach him every night but he was still an asshole with a one track mind and a fear of riko.

but jeans pov, oh my GOD jeans pov of kevin. sure he’s resentful. he’s angry that he was left behind the first time kevin had felt pain at rikos hands when jean had been ENDURING for years, and “slit his throat on the way out”. but even then, kevin is so gentle with him. he holds his hands and grabs his face and tells jean to trust neil. he’s the beautiful boy who asked jean to teach him french in secret. he sends him post cards and brings him back magnets. he made jean promise to stay alive, because he couldn’t lose him.

both jean and neil are in awe of kevin’s prowess, but it’s so easy to see kevin as an exy obsessed douche through neil’s eyes, meanwhile you put him in front of jean and he turns so unbelievably soft.

#the sunshine court #the foxhole court

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first snow

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You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling..

#the locked tomb

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the saint of devotion

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Every day those skeleton lesbians are on my dash beating the shit out of each other or making out or playing mario kart. I don't even know what kind of media the locked tomb is. Is it a tv series? A collection of plushies? A webcomic? A limited edition beverage with an oddly detailed lore behind it? Perchance. All of these questions and more could be solved by a simple google search, yet I kind of like having something that I have no context for - or understanding of - cross my dash occasionally. Adds a bit of spice. McGriddle and Shark? I hope they get gay married. I hope this isn't a queerbaiting situation or whatever. I hope they have lots of skeleton babies and their coffee shop continues to thrive. I hope they finally kill the onceler.

#the locked tomb

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Here is some Gideon art from last year!

#the locked tomb

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Jean Moreau be like Neil Josten was supposed to be my best friend and I consider that loss to be one of the worst things that ever happened to me. He's one of the select few who I trust to take me and my problems seriously and make good on his promises to me. Unfortunately he is also the fucking antichrist and everything he does is calibrated to spike my blood pressure.

#the sunshine court #the foxhole court

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we're so back, aftg nation, let's gooo

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Jean & Cat & Open Roads

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People died. Innocent people died Granda. And they were someone’s mother, father, daughter, son. Nothing can ever make that ok. And the people who took those lives, they’re just gonna walk free.

#derry girls

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tsc sketches, I missed these books ahhh

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Keeping these all in one place for my own sake but if you felt like catching up on my Exy Fans On Twitter / in-universe memes series here’s them all so far:

- Neil’s New Look

- the night of the riots + Baltimore

- kevin day has never been skiing

- jean is signing with USC live reaction

- championship finals pt 1 / pt 2 / pt 3

- riko, gone but not forgotten </3

- fox tweets

- my og in-universe memes post

#in-universe memes & tweets my beloved #you’re a real one for this op #the foxhole court

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by the way dear, we're alive, and it hurts 'cause we survived

#the foxhole court

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Exy Fans on Twitter (Neil’s tattoo edition)

#absolutely dying over these #the foxhole court

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"the early 2010s were better" no they weren't. "hey soul sister" was on the radio.

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Neil Josten moodboard

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