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I know I cannot wrap my arms around a memory but I still like to try

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fantagrama

por qué por qué por qué será mi tumba nocturna, será la fuga juvenil de mis pliegues. un oráculo me lee siempre 10 espadas una por cada sentimiento incompleto. todos se afilan los miedos en mi espalda, todos me arrancan una estampa de recuerdo. ya no puedo con tu fantasma, Alejandra. ya no puedo con esta vida cruda, con estos ojos que vieron tantas muertes y arrastran tangos entre las ausencias. atravieso el velo de toda mi historia, me devuelve a este fondo invertido.

qué violenta la existencia de mi sangre.

otro cuchillo clavado en el pecho para mi colección.

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crazy how every time you go on a walk it’s like ohh that’s why i’m alive

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be the decadent, cold-hearted brunette you want to see in the world. 

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15th dec: my 22nd bday 🌞

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MOOD

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12.10.2021

“Autumn in the air; nostalgia,” -Sylvia Plath

Trips to Basel, sneaking my way into high art society and golden autumn days.

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— before and after

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Quick pharmacology notes since I don't have enough time to make fancy notes like usual

The last days before my final exams are really stressful yet I'm trying to stay calm spending time working out and stretching to relax

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Things that scream gifted kid burnout

Being on Tumblr, Wattpad. or AO3. especially AO3

Having several unused notebooks, that are empty simply out of fear of "ruining" them.

A caffeine addiction that started with you pulling all nighters that has progressed into you living off of monsters and never sleeping.

Having a praise or degradation kink, I'm sorry dear, I don't make the rules,

Saint Bernard by Lincoln If you wanna listen

Buying books and never reading them and or reading classics just to say you've read them.

Listening to Mitski , specifically Brand New city

All of Bo Burnhams Inside

Being the mom friend (you wanna give people the affection and attention you never received outside of your academic accomplishments.)

Your love language being acts of service

Having an academia playlist but also having a "lets burn the government playlist"

Hozier

Wanting to run away to the woods but also wanting to run away to a big city and cut off everyone from your past.

Having an obsession with office supplies/stationary

Notes app rants

#whole tumblr population being exposed #but yea im in this post and I dont like it

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i want to be so much better

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Showing off my thrifted german books bc I couldn’t be happier i found them 🍀📚

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reviewsium  A sudden change of feed caught me off guard and I’ll slowly shift to a something darker because I’m “forced to” do so…please bear with me ;<

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Morning light and a TBR stack.

Spent the morning tiring the pup out so I could go upstairs and enjoy the sunshine in the study. Plans today include uni work, laundry, and maybe sneaking in a few pages of personal reading. I’m intrigued by Tsumura’s There’s No Such Thing as an Easy Job so far and am really keen to continue. I’ve also been -REALLY- missing poetry, so my goal is to make it to some collections soon. There’s never enough time in a day 😆

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