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hello pochapal! I hope you're doing well. I have a little bit of an odd request.

I'm writing a research paper for an Art History Methodologies class about how the visuals of Umineko's PS3 port support the themes of the VN-- especially the ways in which Umineko links cuteness/femininity to horror, and how that contributes to the novel's examination of girlhood/womanhood in a household like the Ushiromiyas', which blends Western and Japanese patriarchal values to create an uhhh Especially Unhealthy Environment for everyone involved.

All that to say: your Umineko liveread deeply inspired me to write this paper, and I love your insight into characters like Maria. Would you allow me to cite your blog posts as a source in the paper? Please don't feel pressured to say yes! Thanks for your time either way.

hey that sounds Really Super Cool!! citing my blog for like a legit research paper is a suuuper huge and humbling honor! also funny because a) this is just my silly liveblog and b) i am getting cited for Umineko Understanding when i'm like 5% into the story lmao. but yeah go ahead!

#kanon-kun #my umineko liveblog getting more use in academia than my own professional academic work. much to think about #[legal name]'s research on hauntology and folkloric horror is OUT. pochapal's umineko rotating is IN

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all my tumor blood tests came back positive ^_^ looking almost certain that i have this one in a million fucked up medical condition ^_^

#:) #gonna be honest i don't know how many more 'girl who is going to be okay's i have left in me

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The most embarrassing thing In my life is whenever I see people and they ask what I’ve been up to . Literally nothing ever . Im like ohh you know this and that …. The usual ..

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being a little kid was so funny bc you could literally just say somethint like “I think everybody should get along and share :-)” and all the adults in your life would go oh GODDDD STUUUPIIIIDD!!!!!!!! STUPID FUCKING KID ALERT!! Don’t uou know when you grow up you have to face the Government Mandated 100000 Wild boar Attack

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remember when you used to be able to play snake with the… hold on what’s it called

hmm. don’t think i’ll be calling it that. anyways i was gonna say remember when you could play snake with the buffering circle on youtube but. now i have other concerns

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mission: have friends that feel something other than pity or envy towards you (difficulty: impossible)

#:) #farquaad pointing The Doormat Loves To Attract Users And Losers #NOT about my oomfs. you're the only bitches in this house that i respect #just cranky because another irl friend said they basically only like me because i make them feel better about their own life lol #not gonna have a tantrum about it but why is this a recurrent Pattern in my irl friendships lmao #i just want someone to like me for being a person instead of a utility why is this so hard............................

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they should invent a being off sick for numerous months that isn't boring as hell

#:) #so understimulated i think im gonna chew walls #slowly working on projects but the downtime when i am not working on stuff is driving me insane #bearer of the curse (unable to find enrichment from introvert activities on the computer like a normal person) #very cruel that i was in the final stages of reconfiguring myself to be a person who goes places and does things. and then this happens #why couldn't this have happened in my depressive episode where months were passing by like days......................................

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im omniscient / i have a voluminous head of hair / some other unbelievably reductive answer

#beatrice

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it’s remarkable how much money you can save by not leaving the house and not eating and not moving

#i <3 never spending money it's my favorite thing in the world ever #literally the only exception is that i like to buy Nice Things for other people but i guard myself from this too #develop a guilt complex about everything and never leave the house and isolate yourself and you too can Win!!!!

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due to woke the hanged man tarot card is being replaced by the hung woman

#omelette route-core

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pokemon ultra moon sure is a game in which it takes 135 hours to beat the champion

#:) #funniest part of the experience is that even though i had hacked hidden ability pokemon and ultra space exclusives #the sole team member that cleaved through the entire league was a contrary malamar with superpower + scope lens + night slash #like the second pokemon you find on route one doing nothing but its expected thing lmao #my mantine/heliolisk purpose reared rain team core flopped. silly squid outsold

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kyaaaaa~!! you pervert! *activates a laser grid that cuts you into a dozen bloody cubes*

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Has my constant yapping made you fall in love with me yet

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i honestly think the "oc dont steal" brand of humor died as hard as it did because literally nothing will be as funny as Σario

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the heteronormative fantasy is a poison and it needs eliminating scorched earth style

#:) #the voice that says you need love a job and a house of your own is a demon put on earth to torment you with falsehoods #i have seen the greatest twentysomethings of my generation get torn to shreds by these illusions. abolish 'success' immediately