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Project ArkQuel
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Ngunit sa huli, palagi
Babalik pa rin sa yakap mo
Hanggang sa huli, palagi
Pipiliin kong maging sa 'yo
Ulit-ulitin man
Nais kong malaman mong iyo ako palagi
Palagi
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Micro cheating
Like ka ng like sa mga post ng iisang babae
Deadma kung ka facebook ang “jowang di nag eexist”
Hmmmm..
Why its like something familiar?
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If you know you know! Written sometime in 2017
Best-serye: Reality Hits
.. kahit alam mong malulugi ka, nag iinvest ka pa rin. Tawag dyan KATANGAHAN
After a while, when you have all the time to talk about eveything under the sun, landian and harutan. Reality will struck you, at ma rerealize mo na 90% lang ang chance nyong maging kayo for forever (husband and wife). Tapos matitigilan ka sa kawalan, ang daming thoughts na papasok sa isip mo, tapos mawawalan ka ng gana ichat sya tapos mag ba blog ka bigla kasi kailangan mong i release yung emotion mo.
Yan na nga ba sinasabi ko sayo alam mo na anong ending nyan eh. Okay na rin yun na naging honest sya atleast alam mong no chance talaga kayo, lagi mong idikit sa noo mo ang label na COMPLICATED para alam mo kung hanggang san ka lang.
(Alam ko naman kung hanggang san lang ako pero shit masakit pa rin hampasin ng realidad na yung pag haharutan nyo araw-araw eh hanggang ganon na lang.)
Mahal mo ba? Kasi kung oo hayaan mo sya maging masaya kahit na di ikaw ang rason nun, hayaan mo syang mag grow ng di ka kasama, mag karon ka ng mantra tulad nito "di na ko maiinlove sayo.. di na ko maiinlove sayo.." hanggang sa matauhan ka at mapagod ka. (Ginawa ko na yan di ba, umiwas na nga ko nag hiatus na nga ako tapos taena isang message nya lang, mahal ko na naman)
Ayun nga yung sinasabi na discipline yourself specially your heart kasi at the end ikaw ang masasaktan emotional ka pa naman. Hahaha.. Ilang beses ka na rin nalaglag sa bangin na yan di ba? Sabi naman sayo don't fall too hard dahil walang sasalo sayo kung hinde floor.. (Okay lang, kailangan maging okay ako, kahit na masakit sa puso, kailangan maging okay ako. Kailangan kong ipakita na di ako apektado, kailangan jolly pa rin ako, kailangan tumatawa pa rin ako paring masabing okay ako)
Wag ka ng iiyak. Magdamdam ka pero wag ka ng iiyak kasi sayang ang luha, nakailang iyak ka na rin..
Wag ka na rin uulit ulit.. Please lang.. Pakiusap!
Present: Tanga pa rin hanggang ngayon 😅😅
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“Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad, but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes”
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My BrightWin 💙
They are the one’s who help me get through the rough times.
Thank you for making me happy, inspired and loved.
2gether 💙💙
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From an old blog post
Same side of the Moon
September 16, 2009
I’m looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There’s a chill within the air that makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
That we’ll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can’t come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you’ll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can’t be that far from you we’re both looking on the same side of the moon
I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons may change
It’s still the same side of the moon
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For my Tumbler Tuesday
Some things I learned from all the mistakes and bad decisions I made in my life.
1. You can’t change what you tolerate. If you let people disrespect you then they don’t have any reason to respect you at all and it applies to ALL.
2. Love yourself always. Unahin lagi ang sarili even if you tend to give 100% to everyone, always make sure to leave something for yourself so if ever the time comes that no one is willing to stay on your side you still have yourself.
3. Even superheroes has their own weaknesses. Hindi laging strong tayo. Its okay to be weak at times. Its not every time you can bear the pain, rejection and disappointment. If you can no longer carry the cross rest for a while, cry if you must-life must go on.
4. Let go of toxic people. Unfriend, block ang delete. It will bring you peace of mind.
5. Move forward and never look back. One of hardest lesson actually that even today I am having a hard time to do. Often times, its one step forward and two steps backward. Whenever I fail, I start all over again.
6. Do things that make you happy. No one can buy you happiness. Take the risk so you wont regret the things that you didn’t do. Ang hirap nung laging may “kasi ikaw eh!”, “sana talaga”, “dapat kasi” etc. Masakit to sa heart kapag laging may ganitong eksena.
7. Cherish every moment. Treat each moment as if this is your last. Do not be afraid to let your emotions be felt. Be honest with your feelings.
8. Avoid “okay lang ako” moment. Nope! Hindi ka okay and its okay to tell that. Be open about it and discuss it. Mental health is important. Don’t let sadness rule your emotions. Don’t let someone invalidate your feelings. We have our own capacity to carry our own cross, no one should ever question that.
9. Its not about the length of relationship. If someone doesn’t see you as someone they will spend their life with, they will drop you anytime- without explanation, without any guilt on their part. Yung mga gagong paasa naman utang na loob have some decency to let the other person know. Don’t keep them wondering what went wrong. They deserve to know, they deserve to sleep peacefully at night without questioning God’s intention. The pain is unbearable (maniwala kayo putang ina sa sakit ‘to).
10. Silent Time/Reflection Time. Hindi laging masaya guys! May mga pag kakataon na you will question your worth (based on personal experience ‘to), you will doubt your capacity as a person, praning moments, over thinking and having doubts. I would always tell these words “whenever I am in doubt, I just need to trust you a lil bit more”. Always remember that things may not go as what we have planned but God will never give us what we can’t bear. Iyak mo lang tapos inom ka ng vodka. Pray and ask guidance. I have survived so many heartaches sana wala na ngayon.
11. Kahit na gaano ka unfair ang mundo sayo, don’t make that as an excuse to be a bad person. Continue to live a good life, let’s believe that God will reward all our pain and sacrifices.
12. Do not assume, do not conclude. I am still on the process of mastering this. I know I will get through with this with flying colors.
13. Viu and Netflix were created for person like me. Laking tulong nito during my dark times. Binge watch if you must. One way or another it will teach you that no matter how hard life can be, there still a reason to enjoy movie and tv shows. Okay na yung ma fall in love ka sa mga characters wag lang sa maling tao.
14. Forgive yourself always. Because you are not perfect. You make bad decision, you choose the wrong people and that’s okay. Sabi nga nila charge to experience na lang. Forgive and move forward because time will come that everything will fall into place.
15. Live the life is you always wanted. During my dark times, when everything seems so wrong with myself, I realized how important my decisions are. So, after being betrayed for a couple of times, got disappointed with a lot of people, hurt by a lot of friends- I decided to cut out those people in life. Just recently, I took the courage to delete all the remaining photos and messages which bring me back to those hurtful moments. Signed up for a new social media account and added those people who just really matters. Those i miss you’s and i love you’s s does not matter anymore , those “tara labas tayo”, “tawag ako”, “punta ko dyan”, “wait mo ko” will be a just a part of the person who no longer exist. It was a good fight. With all that has been said and done, I am taking the risk to give myself the freedom to live the life I always wanted, to focus on myself and to someone I know who will bring peace and sanity to my life. ILYSB.
16. Things happen for a reason. A lot of us experience failures in life. Madalas, I always ask God bakit ako? Ang dami namang masamang tao dyan pero bakit ako. Why do I have to go through a lot of hard times na feeling ko I don’t want to live na sana isang araw matapos na kasi sobrang painful na. And then, maiisip ko na lang if those things didn’t happen, ano na kaya ako, ano na kaya tayo. Ganito pa rin ba ko ka strong, ganito pa rin ba ang personlaity. So, I have accepted that it was all in God’s plan. Those heartaches kept me from being humble and strong despite struggling emotionally, mentally and physically. I choose to live on the present. Kung may mga pag kakataon man na maiisip ko na sana ganito, sana ganyan- yun yung regrets na sana noon pa lang nag risk na ko.
17. Be careful with the people you trust because chances are they will hurt you more than anyone else.
That being said, I would still keep on praying for the things I wanted to happen and one day I will be able to say “this is what I prayed for”
xx
Project Arkquel
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“Oo lagi sya nasa point ng cluelessnes at false innocence”
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Twenty three
Road to 3
There’s so many unanswered questions
Keeping the faith until its gone
We have nowhere to be found
In this solitary
Nothing is clear
Just pure darkness
And out of nowhere
I found myself empty
The promised you once made
“You deserve a good life”
And that life is not happening
And will never happen
Because
Right now
We are broken pieces
Of a once a happy life
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I never want to be in a relationship with someone that just tolerates me.. we need to be equally obsessed with each other
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Going through the honest route is always right.
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Some words are needed to be said,di pede yung laging implied,walang responsibility dun.
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