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It was my birthday yesterday and I weighed in at 54.95kg which is the lowest I've been in a rly long time :D!!

#anamia #annarexic #an4rexia

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50 reasons to lose weight ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly

free piggy back rides from your friends

so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap

so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)

when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)

someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing weight makes you 10x prettier"

to fit into petite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)

so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)

to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything

you'll sweat less

to look good in tight clothes

to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute

you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking bigger

so you can wear a bikini

to feel more confident

people will treat you better

if you stick to it and work hard to lose the weight, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers

people will pay more attention to you

people will worry and care about you more

for the skinny/pretty privilege

to make people jealous of you

to prove that you can

to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit

so you won't be anxious about being weighed at the doctor's

to look prettier in pictures

so you can go clothes shopping without being insecure

no more dressing room breakdowns

so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)

for the thigh gap (duh)

to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed

so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand

so your sh scars (if you have any) look more "aesthetic" (idrk how to explain it, but scars always look prettier on thinner limbs

to be desirable

you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc

to be more attractive

you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)

people will take you more seriously

you'll be able to move through crowds easier

to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier

you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small

to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)

to look good while eating, instead of like a fat, greedy pig...

to finally be in control

so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's bodies/thinspo, because THEY'LL be envying YOU

to have your pics/bodychecks put in a thinspo compilation

to finally feel pretty

to take up less space

to be able to wear low rise bottoms

so you can talk about your weight and not feel ashamed

if you actually stick to it and restrict, your appetite/stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally eat less!!

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I love getting the highest grades in class.

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Remember your goals. Remember why you're working hard, remember why you try.

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Study until you think you are perfect and then study some more because you are never perfect.

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all i feel is stress<3

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when i found comfort in:

being cold 🥶

being weak 🤒

dry Iips 💋

dizziness 😵‍💫

irregular or no periods 🩸🙅🏻‍♀️

losing my voice ❌🗣️

looking dead ⚰️🫶🏻

🎀🩷the numbers finaly started rapidly dropping🩷🎀

#really want this to be #me atp

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Good grades affirmations

I am dedicated to my studies and will do everything I can to achieve good grades.

I am intelligent and capable of understanding challenging material.

I am focused and determined to excel in all of my classes.

I deserve to succeed academically and will put in the necessary effort to achieve good grades.

I am confident in my ability to perform well on exams and assignments.

I am disciplined and will prioritize my schoolwork to ensure I earn good grades.

I am committed to learning and growing academically, and good grades are a reflection of my hard work and dedication.

I am a high-achieving student who excels in all academic endeavors.

I am motivated and will not settle for anything less than my best effort and academic success.

I am capable of achieving straight A's and will work diligently to make it happen.

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Please reblog if you're an active €d blog in march 2024 and are at least 18 yrs old

I used to be a minor on here too but being 22 it would just feel wrong to follow teenagers and I also don't want trend on my blog either.

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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literature is my solace in the solitude

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I go back to school in two days, wish me luck

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you're getting distracted again. focus.

drink a cup of water, tie your hair up, pull on your comfiest clothes, get your desk clean and ready, print out past papers, set your notes out, turn your laptop on, turn off all distractions, take out your stationary, open your books, take a deep breath, and just start.

#my first exams in 28 days so this gonna have to be me from tomorrow

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No, you won't lose 10 lbs over night

No, you won't notice changes right away

No, you won't go down two sizes in a day

No you won't become thin in just a few days

But you will eventually

One day you'll notice your pants won't stay up anymore

One day you'll shower and look down your body and your tummy will have shrunken

One day you'll see how promintent your collarbone has become

One day you'll put on a bra and notice your ribs are slightly showing on your chest

One day people will comment how slim you've become when they see you or hug you

I promise you it will happen

Just don't lose hope, don't lose motivation, don't lose your dream

You. Can. Fucking. Do. This.

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my only goal is to look skinny enough so people see me and already know i'm anorexic