I know there’s like a thousand things to talk about with Blitz and Stolas but I just want to talk about Fizzarolli first
Look at Fizz’s clothes since he’s left Mammon. He’s not wearing extravagant Jester costumes anymore. Sure he’s still got his hat but that’s probably related to an insecurity about his horns, not really about Mammon. But look at him! His clothing is so relaxed! In every episode we’ve seen him prior he’s wearing a Jester’s outfit
He even wears a Jester-like outfit TO BED.
He’s in performance mode 24/7. He feels like he must always live up to the Jester persona.
UNTIL when he stands up to Mammon. He tears up his Jester costume, symbolizing being free of him
And now that he’s free of him, he no longer needs to perform
He feels comfortable and is walking around in public with casual clothing. He’s come such a long way. I love him sm <3
i love him. i love his stupid manbaby personality. i love his paranoid train of thoughts. i love his immature emotional outbursts. i love his sporadic way of thinking. i love his inflated ego. i love how he calls himself cute. i love the fact he’d canonically kill himself if he realized he was in the wrong for what he does. i love how his goal in life is unachievable. i love the fact he does things just cause. i love how he’s so unpredictable and fluid in how he reacts to things. i want to study him. i want to shrink him down and put him in a hamster cage from petsmart and feed him sunflower seeds that are as big as his head.
some stuff i shared in/inspired by the akaren server that work for @akarenweek :)
idk if it counts 'cuz these weren't made specifically for the event but still thought i'd share 'em, since some health stuff is stopping me from drawing the rest of what i had planned in a timely manner 🥲 cheers!
something something akaza and douma are such a haunting set of characters because douma feels nothing and he's so detached from not only his own but humanity in general due to his upbringing and the way he embraces his monstrosity but feels nothing in the process makes for a very dark take on the deeply unsettling nature of faking joy and gleefulness in the face of cruelty and violence instead of even making an effort to fake a more appropriate emotion like grief or disgust vs akaza who is so emotional and so incapable of not wearing his heart on his sleeve and chases the humanity he lost but craves because even though he can't remember what it is there's a strong feeling tying him to his mortal existence and the way he tries to capture that humanity by regulating his monstrosity with a pointless moral code and him searching for humans that are on par with him in terms of strength in order to subconsciously prove to himself that it's not a waste of time to hold onto humanity and that there's purpose to be found in it even if his monstrosity tells him otherwise to then regain a smidge of his humanity in the end only by succumbing to weakness makes for an equally dark take on the tragedy of doing everything right but ultimately losing to the circumstances that pushed and pushed and pushed you until you were too far gone to find any other way out than death.
something something douma faking grief about akaza's passing for a moment before coming to the conclusion that upholding this facade of humanity is not worth it makes my heart clench.
Istg I was getting bored of Gege killing everyone off BUT THEN HE JUST MESSED WITH THE ONLY CHARACTER I LIKED THE MOST WTH DID MY GUY DO WHAT WAS THAT FOR WHY