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I do not know Fenn but I would like to! Handing you a free gush pass for whenever you want so I can learn more about your Guy

!!!!! Thank you for the gush pass :3c Sticking to canon, Fenn doesn't have much screentime. He's from one episode of an 80s drama- He's the best friend of the episode's one-off antagonist.

For canon background on this lovely man...

His best friend Eddie just got out of prison, and Fenn is there to pick him up. He tells him that he's throwing him a welcome home party, and got him a cake and everything! He also fixed up Eddie's apartment, got him some curtains and everything! He also saved up money for Eddie so that he could be comfortable while trying to find a straight job (That bit is me reading into it, but he does hand Eddie a wad of cash, and given Fenn's stance on things currently, I think he came by it honestly.) When they get back to the apartment, Fenn is so excited to party and celebrate Eddie's freedom! Eddie wants drugs, which Fenn denies him because "You just got out and you want stuff? That's a one-way ticket right back, man!" It's clear that he genuinely cares about Eddie and wants to see his best friend do good.

It's revealed later on that Eddie is terminally sick, and Fenn knows this. He watches his best friend grow weaker every day, and tries his best to help him. When it comes down to it though, that means hauling Eddie's anger-issues having ass out of trouble any chance he can. When Eddie decides he wants to get revenge on the guy who put him in jail, Fenn doesn't argue or try to talk him out of it; It's his dying wish. How could he say no? He helps by hooking Eddie up with a criminal connection from his past, but he doesn't stick around to be caught. It's revealed that Fenn spent two years in prison for an unknown offense, and has been trying really hard to go straight, himself. His only friend left from those days is Eddie, and even Eddie treats him like he's not fun anymore because he doesn't want to end up back in prison.

The guy Eddie is trying to get revenge on wants to meet with him and apologize, so they contact Fenn to set something civil up. Fenn does his best, but Eddie's anger gets pushed to the limit. He steals a gun from Fenn's van and goes to kill the guy- Instead, he ends up shooting Fenn who jumped up to try and stop him from doing something stupid. The last shot we see of Fenn, he's being cradled by the waitress of his favorite bar, who's calling his name in a panic.

So his canon story doesn't have a very happy ending. That's where I come in, though!

Fenn and I met back when I got a job at his favorite bar as a sort of lounge singer. I'd play piano and sing, and he would sit at the bar, mesmerized. Some creep had tried to hit on me and wouldn't take no for an answer, and Fenn managed to scare him off for me. We got to talking late that night when it was just us at the bar, he spilled to me about his best friend in prison, how he himself had a troubled past, and how hard he was trying to go straight. He and I bonded really hard over feeling like we were never doing good enough, but we found solace in one another. He credits me with giving him the push he needed that night to finally give up the bad life for good.

Eddie and I don't really get along, but we tolerate each other for Fenn's sake, because he's special to both of us. In this canon, after Fenn gets shot, he lives. I'm the one holding him, calling his name, getting him taken care of. The first thing he sees when he comes to is me, tearfully by his side the entire time.

After the hospital, I stayed to take care of him until he was back to feeling strong enough to care for himself. One of those long nights, we stayed up until sunrise, just talking. Holding each other's hands. Crying for Eddie, who was killed in the altercation. He promised to take me on a proper date once he's healed.

A few months down the line we were still living together, though he was more than capable of being on his own again. He simply didn't want to, and neither did I. He did take me on a date- several, in fact. We were almost inseparable for the few months after Eddie's death.

Fenn took me to a tree lighting in mid-November, where he proposed to me under the lights of the freshly decorated Christmas tree. We got to make ornaments to decorate the tree, and he wrote "Will you marry me?" on his. I wrote a big ol' "YES" on mine, and we hung them next to each other 🥰

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A little kiss for my Sweetface 🥰🥰

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Annnnd a board for me n Fenn too 🥰

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Just some silly comfort writing, don't mind me dkdbsksh

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The sounds of coughing echoed through the halls, and Fenn cringed. He had gotten really used to the sounds of coughing over the last few weeks, what with Eddie being sick, and now Rain's illness. There was something different about these coughs, though, and it made ice flow through his veins.

"You okay? Here," Fenn nudged the cold bottled water towards his partner, "Take a drink when you can." He rubbed Rain's back as they continued to cough.

"Damn, think you can cough any louder? Sounds like you're hacking up a hairball." Chucky laughed, gaining a glare from Fenn.

"If you're not gonna help me take care of them, could you at least leave them alone?" The ex-con snapped at the killer, "They're feeling bad enough without your mouth."

"I am helping!" Chucky defended, pointing with the remote to the TV, "We just watched all 10 Saw movies!"

Fenn rolled his eyes, his voice dripping with sarcasm, "Yeah, the guts and gore really cured them." Frustrated, he continued, "They're sick! Would it kill you to show a little concern for their wellbeing?" Maybe he was overstepping into their relationship, but Rain was the light of his life- he couldn't imagine a world where he didn't show his concern and love for them every single moment he could. "Y'know, one of these days Rain is gonna need to know that you actually care about them."

This seemed to strike a nerve with the killer. "Hey, the kid knows that I care!"

"You sure have a damn funny way of showing it," Fenn responded, looking down to Rain when their coughs subsided and they drank their water.

"Guys, please," Rain said softly, hating the sound of their two loves fighting, "My head hurts..."

"Sorry, babe," Fenn said softly, pressing his lips to their forehead briefly, "We're all done now. How are you feeling?"

"Like I've been hit by a truck," Rain answered, the energy they had felt earlier quickly being replaced with a lethargy common of their illness. "I think my fever is coming back."

Fenn reached out, placing a hand on their forehead with a frown, "Yeah, you are pretty hot..."

"No comment," Came Chucky's retort, a smug smirk on his face.

Fenn rolled his eyes, keeping quiet on this remark for Rain's sake. "Come on, babe. Let's get you back into bed."

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It had to be close to midnight when Rain awoke, the gentle whimpers of their misery able to be heard throughout the room. Fenn was fast asleep in the chair next to the bed, arms folded over his chest. He had been up all day taking care of his beloved partner, and he was pretty damn tired.

Rain knew this, so they didn't call out for him when the feverish chills began to wrack their body yet again. They stayed quiet, ready to suffer in silence... Until they felt a presence settle in beside them.

"Alright, alright, hey, knock that whimpering off. Come here." They turned to see Chucky climbing into the bed, arms opened. "Come on," He muttered, "Get over here."

Rain did as they were instructed, resting their aching head against his chest. The room spun slightly, but they clung to Chucky as if he alone could keep them anchored.

This made the killer's chest ache in a way that he hated. Rolling his eyes a little, he stroked their hair. "Look, I'm not good at this caretaker crap, that's what you're around for."

He thought silently for a moment about how true that really was; It was always Rain taking care of him, or Fenn, or one of the others. They always seemed to want to take care of someone, and he never could figure out why. The clinging, the cuddling, the sappy words, it was all too touchy for him. And yet, there he was, holding them.

"Just look at what you're doing to me," Chucky grumbled for a moment, then watched as their face went from pained to a soothed smile as he threaded dexterous fingers through their hair. He never had that affect on anyone- But Rain never had been normal. They were a bit of a fool. An overly trusting fool who liked to hang around - and at this moment find comfort in - a killer like him. He had to admit, though, it felt kind of nice, being depended upon.

Rain's breathing started to ease and even out, and they had fallen asleep before he could tell them to do so.

"Crazy kid," Chucky muttered to himself, rubbing their back and feeling their warmth, "That dumb ass taste in men is gonna get ya killed..." His tired eyes flicked quickly over to Fenn, who was still sound asleep, "Eh, maybe not all of 'em... You got a few good ones." His eyes grew heavier, and he stifled a yawn. It was getting harder and harder for the killer to stay awake between the late hour and the warmth of his love in his arms.

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The sun rose high, light pouring into the room where the three lay. Fenn, always the early bird, was the first to rise. He had just stretched his stiff muscles and decided that he definitely wasn't going to be using that chair as a permanent bed anytime soon, when he noticed that Rain's bed was occupied by more than one person.

The ex-con stood up slowly, not wanting to disturb the scene in front of him; Chucky and Rain with their limbs entangled, fast asleep together. It didn't take a genius to figure out what had happened in the night, and Fenn couldn't repress the smile that built on his face. He leaned in cautiously to feel Rain's forehead and found it sweaty and cool; Their fever had broken.

"Look at you go," He smiled, brushing their hair back before straightening up and placing his hands on his hips, "That's two stubborn things you've broken in one night."

#agh...... #I love thinking abt my f/os interacting like this dkdbdh

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I love him (':

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Surprise Fenn kisses are the best way to make myself feel better 🥰

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I think this is one of my best drawings of Fenn and it makes me so happy to look at uhghtgythhh

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Going to the karaoke bar be like *sits here and doodles Fenn*

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Can I spam you guys w some Fenn art

#this is rhetorical question bc I'm going to do it anyways #<3 #rain rambles

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Cries at almost midnight bc I love Fenn So Fucking Much

#rain rambles #Fenn #gushing #I just....... he's..... so caring and so sweet..... #so heart-achingly handsome. always makes me smile...... #my sunshine all wrapped up in one man.

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Angel eyes,,,,, Sweetface,,,,, My Fennbow,,,, 🥰🥰

#rain rambles #Fenn #gushing

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PLEASE let me snuggle that man (obscure character from obscure media that only I care about)

#Fenn #gushing

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You're valid if you're jealous of other people who can have normal friendships and relationships when you feel like your trauma stops you from being able to connect like that.

#oh. #i.... really needed to see this. thank you.

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Good morning! I am once again an absolute fool in love with Fenn 💕💕

#rain rambles #I had a weird semi-nightmare and im just thinking abt him holding me while i talk about it.... rubbing my back..... #sighhhh. i miss my sweetface 🥺🥺💕

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im a blorbo apologist but also they did every bad thing they did and i will get mad if u ignore that. complexities

#me @ Grima and Chucky djsjskssh

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Anyways. Sorry Abt the spam. I just rlly love him djdndn

#rain rambles

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“Too long have I sought the darkness. Too long have I felt cold. You are a step into the sunlight… Something I fear I do not deserve…”

“You are always deserving of warmth, dear one… Always.”