โ Well, should you have a change of heart, I shall be in the front row of every performance at every theatre across Europe. โ
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๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐; a little childish, perhaps, to entertain such notions ( she knows her place, and it is here โ isn't it? ). She doesn't fancy herself much of a revolutionary. Corinne has seldom entertained the idea of true mischief โ the kind that comes with genuine, lasting consequence โ let alone crime. Yet, here in her sitting room, listening to the way Henry speaks โ with colour, with life lived โ she can't help but wonder what lies beyond the horizon line. Is it as beautiful and fantastical as all of Henry's stories make it out to be?
For all the finery and wealth she possesses, it doesn't change the fact her life is very much a gilded cage. She hadn't initially seen it that way. But as her friendship with Henry grew, so did her desire for more out of life. She thought she was happy most days; content to play the role of dutiful wife and upstanding member of society. But sometimes, sometimes, she wanted to stand calf-deep in seawater and scream until her lungs burned, until someone listened.
โ Brigands and black hearts, you say? Goodness. To think I've been entertaining a scoundrel this whole time. โ She makes a show of clutching the pearls at her neck, lips parted in open-mouthed, exaggerated surprise. Her own subtle mockery of the elite women of society. Then it passes and she's smiling over the rim of her tea cup. Harmless mischief, as it turns out, has its place.
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ย Strange, the way a laugh could seem so out of place in a home. That thought crossed his mind, though. As Corinne loosed such a pretty chime of giggles that managed, despite their grace, to seem almost as out of place as he did among all the carefully arranged end tables and pastel upholstery. She was the only thing alive in there. The only thing bright, and the rest was painted and pinned, finished and fine, but still and lifeless. Butterflies under glass. Engulfed in empty space.
ย Maybe that was why the well to do ladies had their luncheons and tea socials. To put voices and laughter in all that empty space for a little while, at least.
ย โThe stage?โ An affront! As if he'd not managed an impressive array of put-on airs and even more fabricated voices over the course of their talking. โI should think not! Useless drifters, stage folk, always traveling from one place to another with no sensible place in society, and no promise of income 'less they take to robbery. Who could live such a way?!โ He grinned his way through the last of it, a laugh breaking through the charade the closer and closer he drew to describing the truth of himself. He reclined against a rigidly stuffed pillow. โNo,โ he answered in earnest, now, โno stages or traveling troupes for me, but there are only so many ways to entertain oneself on a ship. I promise you cannot overvalue the fine art of of mockery among brigands and black hearts.โ
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The following prompts are taken from Ethel Cain's 2022 album Preacher's Daughter. All tracks are included except for "August Underground" and "Televangelism" which are instrumental. Feel free to change pronouns and wording as you see fit. Trigger warning: profanity, sexual themes, religious themes, violence, abuse, etc. UPDATED: 04/18/24.
FAMILY TREE - INTRO
forgive these bones i'm hiding from no one successfully.
jesus can always reject his father, but he cannot escape his mother's blood.
the fates already fucked me sideways.
you know i raised you better than this.
AMERICAN TEENAGER
maybe it was his fault.
another red heart taken by the american dream.
and i feel it there, in the middle of the night, when i'm all alone again.
say what you want, but say it like you mean it.
say it like you mean it, with your fists for once.
just give it one more day, then you're done.
i don't need anything from anyone.
it's just not my year.
i'm sorry if i sound off, but i was probably wasted.
jesus, if you're listening, let me handle my liquor.
why do i feel alone in this room with you?
i do it for my daddy.
i do what i want and damn, i'm doing it well.
A HOUSE IN NEBRASKA
sing it to me all day long.
you and me against the world.
we had nothing except each other.
you were my whole world.
you told me even if we died tonight, that i'd die yours.
your mama calls me sometimes to see if i'm doing well.
i'd kill myself to hold you one more time.
it hurts to miss you.
i'm the reason you won't come home.
i cry every day and the bottles make it worse.
you were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt.
i thought you were so beautiful.
it was love, i guess.
i hope you're doing fine out there.
i pray that you're all right.
i feel so alone.
i feel so alone out here.
i feel so alone out here without you, baby.
WESTERN NIGHTS
i watched him show his love through shades of black and blue.
show me how much i mean to you while i'm lying in these sheets undressed.
i'd hold the gun if you asked me to.
trouble's always gonna find you, baby.
hold me across every state line.
i'm never gonna leave you, baby.
i haven't spoken to my daddy in a long, long time.
i should have known that there's no getting in.
i'll be screaming your name.
please don't love how i need you.
FAMILY TREE
i'm not above violence.
my mama raised me better than that.
daddy said shoot first then run and don't look back.
take me down to the river and bathe me clean.
i've killed before and i'll kill again.
they say heaven hath no fury like a woman scorned.
hell don't scare me, i've been times before.
let christ forgive these bones i've been hiding.
let christ forgive these bones i've been hiding, and these bones i'm about to leave.
HARD TIMES
tell me a story.
i'll make pretend.
happiness ends and dies with you.
i thought good guys get to be happy.
i'm not happy.
i am poison in the water and unhappy.
i was too young to notice that some types of love could be bad.
i'm tired of you.
it's just the way that you are.
i just wanna sleep.
please, can i sleep?
THOROUGHFARE
baby, don't run. i'll take you anywhere.
hey, do you wanna see the west with me?
love's out there and i can't leave it be.
love's never meant much to me.
no one left to leave and no one left to love.
now that i met you, i finally know just where i'm headin'.
we found heaven in time where your western sunshine met my deep southern wet.
we finally reached the edge after all this time.
in your pickup truck with all of your dumb luck is the only place i think i'd ever wanna be.
GIBSON GIRL
you wanna love me right now. you wanna get alone with me.
you wanna take my clothes off.
obsession with the money, addicted to the drugs.
says he's in love with my body, that's why he's fucking it up.
if it feels good, then it can't be bad.
you wanna fuck me right now. you wanna see me on my knees.
you wanna rip these clothes off and hurt me.
if you hate me, please don't tell me.
just let the lights bleed all over me.
PTOLEMAEA
i followed you in.
i was with you there.
i invited you in.
you love blood too much.
you'd do well to say yes to me.
suffer does the wolf.
i'm on fire, i'm on fire, i'm on fire.
suffering is nigh.
i'm the white light. beautiful. finite.
you poor thing.
there's nothing you can do.
there's nothing you can do, it's already been done.
what fear a man like you brings upon a woman like me.
please don't look at me.
i can see it in your eyes.
stop, stop, stop. make it stop. stop.
i've had enough.
i am the face of love's rage.
i am no good nor evil, simply i am.
i have come to take what is mine.
you can't hide from me forever.
SUN BLEACHED FLIES
god loves you, but not enough to save you.
good luck taking care of yourself.
that's how my daddy raised me.
if they strike once, you just hit 'em twice as hard.
the more it hurts, the less it shows.
i think it's about time i put up a fight.
i always knew that in the end no one was coming to save me.
i keep praying, and praying, and praying.
if it's meant to be, then it will be.
i can't let go when something's broken.
STRANGERS
don't talk to strangers, or you might fall in love.
i never considered myself tough.
you're so handsome walking over to me now.
i tried to be good. am i no good?
am i no good?
i just wanted to be yours.
can i be yours?
you're so handsome when i'm all over your mouth.
am i making you feel sick?
am i making you feel?
i never blamed you for loving me the way that you did.
don't think about it too hard.
just know that i love you.
i'll see you when you get here.
mama, just know that i love you. and i'll see you when you get here.
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