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cas fall flat

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imo the reason the racism doesn't get talked about as much is because it's not easy to "fix" with tumblr posts about "what if it was like this." most of spn's racism is like. one-off characters who are written in a racist manner or the general LACK of poc. outside of getting invested in rewriting henriksen/kevin/billie's storylines (which i've seen), there's not a lot of ways to engage with the racism in supernatural beyond being like "this is bad." (which is IS)

this is just plainly not true like idk if ur new here or what but supernatural is racist in a way that u cant fix just by rewriting a couple side characters lol like the show is quite literally 1. built around protecting white suburbia from a monstrous Other which is an Inherently Eugenicist Concept 1a. especially considering that this monstrous Other is almost always condemned to death because they’re written as inherently evil and unable to escape that evil 2. entirely based in white christian mythology positing the christian god and the christian heaven/hell and the christian ideas of sin and morality as the absolute guiding forces of the universe and i HOPE i dont have to explain how thats racist 2a. especially considering that all mentions of NON christian spirituality are bastardized when they are, by chance, mentioned. there is just about infinite ways to engage with racism in supernatural youre just white

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helloooooooo

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but it is what makes supernatural so special. because coming up with a convoluted fantasy problem and verbally presenting only two options to handle that problem despite how self-evidently ridiculous the invented binary is, like that is bread and butter scifi tv fare. but where else am I going to get a truly inane make-believe binary that solemnly tells me well this character's only use on god's green earth is as a companion to his brother. sam's with dean or he can just get tortured.

#so true op #you get it

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They tortured Castiel in here

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you walk into your date's house and all they have on their bookshelf are these wdyd

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“i'm an ally" and "i mean sure, i’ll check out a hot guys ass but that’s normal” are things that dean winchester should have said to sam on the cw’s supernatural

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Every episode of supernatural I watch one of them is saying “we should Go and Hunt Monsters on The Road” and the other is saying “are you sure? What about that Recent Traumatic Event?” And then the first one goes “what would make me feel better is to Hunt, and Kill Monsters, on The Road”

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click to see it at a better quality! progress + commentary under the cut

Yesterday remember I mentioned here that when I tackled on this prompt I had first tried to do a smiling Sammy and then gave up because it was too OOC for season 1 Sam? Welllll this is him. This should probably be...idk, a date with Jess or something? I considered discarding him altogether but in the end I felt he deserved to smile. the bouquet he's holding has water violets, purple hydrangeas, sunflowers and lavander.

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#!! ur painting skills are !! #and ur absolutely right sammy does deserve to smile

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INTRO TO FREE WILL 101

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Return of the Boop

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To me Sam is like. On his phone at a party knee-deep in a reddit thread about selkies. Memorizing facts off wikipedia. Having his gay little psychic visions. Eating quinoa and chewing very slowly. Oh what a quiet polite relatively well adjusted young man! Good kid in a bad situation <3 Meanwhile his internal monologue: "no one can know I'm secretly a twisted fucking cycle path ahhhh blood rage blood evil sex death ritual". That kid. Got straight As all through high school. While living in a car with two guys who think it's gay to know math. Do you know how fucking crazy you have to be to keep your GPA up in that situation . All so he could be normal and not live in a car. And guess what. He did anyway.

#it's the ocd

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2x13 // 4x04

I wanted to believe ... so badly, ah ... It's so damn hard to do this, what we do. You're all alone, you know? And ... there's so much evil out there in the world, Dean, I feel like I could drown in it. And when I think about my destiny, when I think about how I could end up...I needed to think that there was something else, watching too, you know? Some higher power. Some greater good. I've got demon blood in me, Dean! This disease pumping through my veins, and I can't ever rip it out or scrub it clean! I'm a whole new level of freak! And I'm just trying to take this - this curse... and make something good out of it. Because I have to.

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I need to [remembers that I am not joking about suicide anymore] rewatch Supernatural

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jo harvelle likes boobs

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they just don’t do any classic homophobic children moments like this anymore