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does anyone want to donate to my plastic surgery fund???? i fucking hate my ugly ass face. i need so much work done.

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I wish I was pretty and skinny.

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I hate myself so goddamn much

I'm so fucking fat and ugly

My stomach looks like I'm fucking pregnant

My arms are fucking huge

My thighs are fucking disgusting when I sit down

My back is gross and looks so fucking disgusting

I'm wasting his time

He needs to be with someone who is actually beautiful

Skinny and a pretty face

I'm fucking ugly and will never be skinny and will never be pretty because I have no fucking self control

I'm too fucking stupid to have a real job that'll pay me enough to actually help with anything

I'm a waste of fucking air and space

People shouldn't have to see my fucking fat ass walking down the street

I'm nothing but an inconvenience to everyone

I fucking hate myself so much

#personal

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yes, he loves me, but he would love me even more if i was thinner

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So close but so far.

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Sometimes I just feel empty

No warning signs to caution me for the sudden wave

just an overwhelming feeling,

a pressure dragging me down

to the sweet warmth of the abyss

where I curl myself up

and wonder why I even woke up in the first place.

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i’m starting to get worse again,

and i don’t know when it’s gonna get better.

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Sometimes being myself feels like the worst choice

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I sat there with the pill bottle in my hand feeling everything and nothing all at once

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“ you gotta live your own life”

I don’t really have a life to live

I don’t even know what “ living your own life” is supposed to feel like..

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Don’t you hate the overwhelming exhausting pains that come with just fucking existing.

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I wish everything would stop

I just

Want everything to fucking stop

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Me: I should really shower I haven’t moved in hours

My brain: or you could lay in bed and rot

Me: or I could lay in bed and rot

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Have you ever just reached the point where you stop collecting personalities and shut yourself off. Like I stopped being somebody I'm just being nobody, tired and exhausted.