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Smoking on that jotchua pack

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Funny how a little beef between drake and kendrick and suddenly it’s all anyone is talking about and so everyone has just forgotten that young thug is currently in possession of an ancient staff of unknown power

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I.. feel like I need to go to a ren faire.

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#i need to just kill myself already i just make everyones life worse #i dont matter i really need to just die already

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let’s groove tonight, share the spice of life

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#how can you show love when you never felt that as a child #i just feel like a little kid crying alone in my room silently again #asking my mom to come here wanting to #tell her what im thinking. how im feeling #and choking up. not saying a damn thing. sitting there fighting to get a sound out for 5 minutes #just to be yelled at #waste of time. coward. it must not be bad enough if you cant spit it out #i only know to internalize all my feelings and thoughts. #i cannot ever allow myself to reveal truths about myself #i was created to be used up #my existence is to give but i will never be allowed to take #i will never deserve to feel the same love i try to give to others #and even then im not good at that either #fuck im tired of being so repressed i dont even have the words for what i feel truly

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#oh how i miss her (cigarettes)

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just heard the austin powers theme playing faintly somewhere in the house, I’m the only one here

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i love yuri