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Stephanie Garber, The Ballad of Never After

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i PERSONALLY would like to FALL IN LOVE please!!!!!! and have the SAME PERSON fall in love with me BACK!!!!!!! could i get some MUTUAL AFFECTION out here!!!!!!!!!

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sadness is hugging me again

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I PROMISE YOU ARE NOT ASKING FOR TOO MUCH. YOU WILL MEET SOMEONE WHO IS SO OBSESSED WITH YOU THAT THEY WILL GIVE SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU WOULD EVER ASK FOR. AND THEY WILL DO IT ALL JUST BECAUSE THEY LOVE YOU

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i need someone to tell me to "c'mere" and pull me into their lap

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— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home

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i hate how embarrassing and shameful desperation feels...like looking back at more recent times in my life where I was begging for love and care and then scorning myself for needing it is so so sad to me - it's so natural and human, even if it's unhealthy at times...people arent meant to be perfect well adjusted beings and it's so stupid to wish I was always in control and respectable

like i think of my most embarrassing moments of weakness in the last 5 years where i really put myself on blast and when i wipe away all the self hate and need for control i just see me there, needing a friend and trying to be genuine with myself and i cant believe i bully that person even in the privacy of my mind

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Sometimes you think you have something special with someone but they just need somebody and if somebody can be anybody then you're actually better off if it's not you

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the moment i feel like i need to beg for attention is the moment i mentally clock out bc hell no <3

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from love as an act of merciful conquer by silas denver melvin

click for better quality (my instagram)

[Text ID: “you want to be loved if only to prove it possible: to tell the world that someone saw you as a conquest & came back alive. that above all else, you are worthy of the risk, the effort. you want someone to serve you the evidence: (in italics) you are not as damned as you think you are. you are not as damned as you think you are (end italics)”. /End ID]

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don’t want to be a girl i want to be a single star in the night sky shining so bright all the way to lonely people who look up and hope to see a sign

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if i don’t go camping and fuck in the forest soon i fear i may wither away and die

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One of the best shot of Total Solar Eclipse from 08-04-2024.

Via @nasa-official

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i don’t grow out of my interests they simply become absorbed into me as i get older like tree rings

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im getting a phd in sitting at the sun and enjoying nature studies

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wanna be fucked so hard that i can’t talk and all i can get out is little ‘uh huh’s when he asks me anything