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seahoonieh · 3 years
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no guts, no glory (m)
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pairings: jb x reader
genre: big smut, there’s a plot underneath it all i promise, biker!au
warnings: MATURE CONTENT 18+, alcohol use, strong language, cigarettes, illegal activities (mild lol), unprotected sex, semi-public sex, fingering, wall sex, a bit of a creampie there at the end 
word count: almost 9k whew 
“I’m sorry, but these things are dangerous. What are you trying to prove?”
This had his smile falter a bit, but it reset itself almost immediately as he leaned back. “Currently, I’m trying to prove that I’m willing to give you what you need.”
Something about the way he lowered his voice left you wondering what exactly he was implying. It made you shift your weight towards him slightly, as if you were being coaxed gently forward. He did take notice of this and added, that damn smirk ever prevalent on his face, “A ride, I mean.” And from the way he let his eyes wander down and up your body, you knew that’s exactly what he meant.
AN: finally, she is complete. this one is a little Adventurous. it is a oneshot with opportunities for growth. let me know if you like it! 💕
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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let’s get physical ❃ jackson wang
word count: 8064
genre: hospital!au, fluff
pairing: physical therapist!jackson x fighter!reader
description: things are not all that great; how do you tell that to the person that’s only seen you smiling? or the one in which you are a professional MMA fighter and Jackson happens to be your escape from everything. 
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“One more, let’s go!” Coach shouts and holds the punching bag more firmly. “Don’t stop now, Y/N, just one more minute!”
You gather all the energy left in your body, punching and kicking to your heart’s content. You’ve been training for the past three hours, as you usually do; you’ve been at this routine for years now, since your debut as an MMA fighter. Wake up, train, go home, train some more, sleep, and do it all over again. You had nothing to complain, really– still undefeated, you were the most feared opponent in the octagon. 
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 time!” You finish with a roundhouse kick and allow your body to fall on the mat, breathing harsh and fast. “Come on, go take a shower and ice your muscles. You know better than to wait too long.”
“Yes, Coach!” You shout animatedly, excited to go home and get some sleep. 
“And don’t forget that instead of training, you have physical therapy tomorrow!” He says while packing things up. “We need to get that knee back to perfection before the match in the end of the month.”
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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bitter brews (i) | syh
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“Johnny laughed again, eyes crinkling at the sides. Your mind wandered briefly to a half formed thought about how endearing that was. “Maybe so, but despite your efforts to make me an enemy, I think you’re actually a really good person. You even guessed my favorite coffee drink, so that has to count for something.””
genre | not quite a coffeeshop!au, (mild)slow burn, this thought about being an adversaries to lovers fic for six minutes
rating/warnings | a stupid amount of exposition about coffee plants, catch me throwing in the random recipes that have been my go-to for cooking during quarantine, is this angsty?, discussions of mental health issues {see tags for details}, overall mature content/themes {foul language, alcohol consumption, references & discussion of masturbation, awkward boners, future smut}, some soft moments, and some good ol’ tooth rotting waxing poetic nonsense fluff. Don’t expect too much out of this I just got tired of editing this part so I’m finally posting it.
word count | 19.6k (I meant for this to be a super long one-shot but it’s turning into a story in parts for the sake of ratings w h o o p s)
pairing | Johnny Seo x fem reader
writing playlist | Egotistic - Mamamoo, Black Swan - BTS, Sober - HYO, I Blame On You - Taeyeon, Heartbeat - BTS, Close to Me (Red Velvet Remix) - Ellie Goulding feat. Red Velvet
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“So, what you mean to say is
 you’re not coming? Like, at all?”
The bright yellow plastic of the rotary phone was slightly cool against your overheating skin, which was constantly veiled in a thin layer of sweat whenever you stayed on the farm property instead of the main house on the opposite side of the island. It was the first week of May, which meant it was already humid again. If it wasn’t the time for the daily afternoon rain showers, it might as well have felt like it was raining with how saturated the air was.
“I’m sorry, Bean, I just can’t get on a plane right now. I thought it would be fine it we stretched out the time between flights, but all my doctors are saying I need to just stay here between now and the birth, so
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Your sister’s voice trailed off and you had to wait for a moment to be sure it wasn’t the poor reception for the phone call running across the four thousand miles that separated you— the four thousand miles that would continue to separate you for the rest of the summer.
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Blossoms in the Wind
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Genre: Goblin Au
Pairing: Junmyeon x Reader
Summary: Junmyeon has been alive for over seven hundred years and immortality suits him very well. But when he meets you - a strange flowershop worker with the ability to see ghosts - he is suddenly faced with the possibility of the end. With an unknown threat lurking in the shadows, is he willing to leave this world - and you - behind for good?
Part: 1 I 2 I 3 I 4 I 5 I 6 I 7 I 8 I 9 I 10 I 11 I 12 I 13 I 14 I 15 I 16 I 17 I 18 I 19 I Final
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Born to Die| OSH | 03
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Pairing: Oh Sehun x Reader Genre: Mafia!Sehun rating: 18+ Warnings: violence, gun use, mature language, smut (in future chapters), slow burn(?) Words: 9.14k  Summary: a collusions of worlds is supposed to kill, but what if it can do something else?
A/N:  I hope you all enjoy, and if you have any feedback or wanna chat about the story just drop into my inbox! happy reading~
TW// Warning this part contains some material that might be sensitive to readers as it depicts scenes of intense violence and gun use, readers discretion is advised.
Masterlist| Next
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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'I Have Questions,’ a Study in Latte Art
gifcreds to @sichengaf​
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Pairing: Minseok x You
Themes: Fluff / canon-adjacent / slow burn (really) / new beginnings / meet cute / coffeeshop au if you squint / yes minseok is in the military / military musical business / changmin is an accidental wingman / minseok has guns now but is still a squishie marshmallow who loves coffee
Description: It starts with coffee and ends with something sweeter. 
Word Count: unedited v rough ~3k because I have no self-control
A/N: Sorry to people who don’t like coffee – if you’re a Minseok stan as well please suspend your belief and pretend I’m writing about your favorite type of beverage instead! :x Also hi I forgot how to write but hope y’all still like this anyway. Gonna capitalize on Military!Min being a chatty texter as much as I can, eh? Thank you to @jenmyeons​ for co-scheming this plot and @kyungseokie​ for notes on minmin, but also sorry for what it became
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Han // Power Grab
WORD COUNT: 7.3k
WARNINGS: Strong language, enemies and themes of rivalry, explicit sexual content, hate sex, feelings of jealousy, degradation, ownership, spanking, choking, over-stimulation, use of toys and restraints, safewording and aftercare, fluffy tones
DESCRIPTION: Requested by a lovely anon
PAIRINGS: Self-insert, female reader x Han
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Han Jisung, Assistant Production Manager.
And you, also an Assistant Production Manager. You worked at the same entertainment company, with the same hours and the same paycheck, and had started your jobs within only days of each other, giving both of you an even ground to build off.
Yet your personalities were anything but similar.
Jisung was known for being the raucous poster boy, never too far away from the centre of the latest office gossip, or the reason for the latest new girls’ heartache. His reputation preceded him, both in name and ability. There wasn’t a thing Jisung couldn’t, or indeed, wouldn’t do for the sake of the job, regardless of any ethical boundaries. If he wasn’t the first one to arrive at a shoot for whatever it was your department was working on, you could guarantee he’d be the second, and with a carrier full of coffees to boot. He’d hand them out to every member of staff, slavering apologies for being late and flashing that ornery smirk that seemed to weaken the inhibitions of every person that was subjected to it. Even you had to admit that he had an uncanny way about him, able to bring the most uptight of people on side, using nothing but his charm alone. And it consistently rubbed you the wrong way.
Because you’d tried to do things properly. Tried to follow the rules, the policies and procedures that the company laid out all in the hopes that the upper brass would eventually notice your efforts. You’d convinced yourself that doing things this way, the right way, would yield better benefits. That, and you refused to stoop to the brown nosing tactics that Jisung utilised. You knew better than to offer to fuck the nearest thing that moved on the promise of a golden handshake.
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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The Ghost and His Card | Park Jinyoung
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⟶ He’s untouchable, winning every game he plays. You have a good shot, and never go in without a plan.
PAIRING: park jinyoung x reader
CHARACTERS: ina, seon, kyunghwa (OCs)
GENRE&AU(S): angst, fluff, enemies to lovers, gambler!au, (slight) mafia!au
WARNINGS: light stalker themes, stranger danger
LENGTH: 7.3k words
MASTERLIST: ⟶ navi — main
AUTHOR’S NOTE: ⟶ this is my first longshot, and i’m very content with how it came out. it jumps around a bit and takes place over a period of time, but it should be easy to follow. also, i know very little about gambling, so please forgive me!
TAG LIST: ⟶ @bearseokie​ @ghoul-tsuki​ @massivew33n669​
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Nothing can stop the stench of cigarette smoke that stifles the air, threatening to render you senseless. Intently, your eyes scan the players, faces ranging from pleased to pissed. Leaning back, your gaze flits over the figure sitting across from you; features composed in a mask of total control, hands resting on the green velvet, eyes closed, breaths even. He isn’t even scared. 
Lazily, he opens his eyes, holding the red polymeric plastic between his thumb and index finger, still not showing a hint of what is running through his mind. His dark brown orbs don’t leave his hand, tapping on the green velvet when your attention falls on him. 
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Tug My Heart | Kim Yugyeom
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⟶ One seemingly harmless prank has you questioning your heart and the boy who likes to play with it.
PAIRING: kim yugyeom x reader
CHARACTERS: soohwan, rory, (OCs) bambam, jinyoung, mentions of got7
GENRE&AU(S): mature, angst, fluff, ewb to lovers, college!au
WARNINGS: explicit smut, language
LENGTH: 11.7k words
MASTERLIST: ⟶ navi — main
AUTHOR’S NOTE: ⟶ this used to be a series (and my first fic), but i put it all together to make this oneshot. it’s still kind of a mess, but i hope you enjoy it.
TAG LIST: ⟶ @bearseokie​ 
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Your blood boiled as you stare at the open empty drawer and the neon green sticky note on your dresser. It read: ‘Missing something?’ Right off the bat, you knew whose handwriting it was, and all you could do was scoff and roll your eyes in humiliation. Your hair was soaking wet and you had nothing but a towel clinging to your figure. Kim Yugyeom had really taken it too far. 
You grabbed your phone off your nightstand and called your roommate, Soohwan. She picked up with a cheerful, “(Y/N)! What’s up?”
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Fortune Favors the Brave (1)
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photocreds to @greentaolatte​, the PacRim wiki, and sciencing.com
Chapters: One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six (Final)
Themes: sci-fi, Pacific Rim AU (military/fighter/pilot AU), romance/love (of course), giant robots, giant kaiju, tropey goodness, sort-of-enemies to lovers, Sehun being loyal, survival, trust, ex/late-boyfriend Johnny (i’m sorry!) 
TW: character death (not gory)
Pairing: Sehun x fem!Reader 
Description: At the frontlines of the battle to save humanity from extraterrestrial threats, trust is the most important currency when baring every inch of your soul in a neural link to a military mech co-pilot. The last person that Sehun, an experienced Jaeger pilot, expects to have for a partner candidate is you – especially when he knows a secret from your past that must be kept hidden. From you. 
Word Count: 6200
*Don’t bypass the pre-reading notes if you’ve never watched the film!*
@baek-byunies​ @byunmblebee​ (lmk if you want a tag!)
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Wands, Wings, and Wizengamot
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part of the Spellbound Collab with @hkynm​ @fullsuninbloom​ @blackberrykai​ and @soos-goddess​​
Themes: fluff, romance, slow burn is slow, growing up together/growing pains, finding your place in the world/figuring out where you fit in, friends to lovers, partners in crime to lovers, innocence of youth
Characters: Ravenclaw!Sehun x Gryffindor!OC/Reader (ft. Gryffindor bff Jongin)
Word Count: 17.2k, loosely edited
Description: Some distractions are absolutely necessary.
Series tags: @eggsodose​ @christiandosworld​ @imgonweast​ @is-that-baekhyuns-shirt​ @changshapatrol​ @thatanonymousgirl-as14​ @his-mochi-cheeks​ @charmedbaek​ @xiusoomygod​ @crescent-iak​ @gdaystays​ @mangobaek​ @keonaforever21​ @got7yugy12​ @neotowns​ @yixing-jaebeom​ @halfbloodkjm​ @thepoeticfirefly​ 
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Just Give In
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Photo discovered via Google Images and Pinterest
Themes: fluff, falling in love, oneshot, slow-ish burn, friends/colleagues-to-lovers, canon-based, loosely based on a dream i had that i can’t get out of my head
Pairing: Chanyeol/FemReader
Word Count: ~8.7k!!
Description: Years of working in SM’s production strategy department made you immune to handsome faces – but not to beautiful souls. A weeklong company offsite tells all.
A/N: @mayrubyy​ @yeoldotcom​  i did not need your mans popping into my dreams with his muscles and his legs and his passion for music and life and D E S T R O Y I N G my thots for the day (thoughts purposely misspelled, although there are no thot hours in the fic itself). WARNING: not edited AT ALL and essentially word-vomited because The Dream Was Distracting And I Needed To Get This Man Out Of My System (also tagging @baek-byunies​ and @stolenjendeukie​ JUST in case you’re interested in some slow burn fluff)
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Heart of Thorns
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Genre: Beauty and the Beast!AU, Romace, Angst
Paring: Tao x Reader
Inspired by: These moodboards created by @xui-n-soowillbethedeathofme (x) (x) and my absolute obsession with Beauty and the Beast
Summary: Lost in a forest during a storm, you find shelter in a crumbling castle that had been hidden away for years. The master of the house shut himself away, refusing to engage with the world. Too intrigued and running away from your own fears, you refuse to leave no matter how much he tells you to, wanting to try and find the heart within the beast.
Part One I Part Two I Part Three
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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Heeeeeeyy!!!
Welcome to my kpop fics recommendation blog!!!
-EXO ( including Tao, Kris and Luhan )
-GOT7
-STRAY KIDS
-BTS
-NCT/ WayV
-JAE of DAY6
- MONSTA X ( including wonho ofc )
-TAEMIN of SHINee
And more!
Enjoyyy!!!!
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seahoonieh · 3 years
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duty to the kingdom || choi youngjae
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→ summary: one of the things you hated the most was being looked down upon. unfortunately, as a princess, there were plenty of times where one of the royals would treat you as if you hadn’t a thought in that pretty head of yours. you absolutely despised it. imagine your outrage then, when the king picks your betrothed for you one fateful day. even if you rarely defy the king’s orders, this felt like a personal challenge to your independence and free choice. as you fight against your arranged marriage to prince youngjae, you eventually begin to wonder if your hardheadedness and anger are misplaced.  
→ pairing: prince!youngjae x princess!reader
→ genre: arranged marriage au, lots of self-reflection and fluff
→ word count: 5.4k
→ warnings: n/a
→ a/n: proud to make my 100th post about youngjae. slightly late birthday fic, but i hope y’all will continue to give him the love he deserves!
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The royal court is nothing if not prone to gossip. Every day, you’re forced to be in attendance despite every fiber of your being aching to be in bed instead with a good book. Not only would it be far more interesting, but you also wouldn’t have to worry so much about sitting prim and proper in front of the kingdom’s gaggle of royals.
Appearances were everything here.
Sitting beside the king, you chance a glance at him as you give up on following the topic of the current conversation. It feels like it is only yesterday that your father had laughed and played with you in the castle’s rose garden, your mother smiling through the windows as she watched the two of you. But now, his hair is streaked with grey and his face aged with wrinkles. You couldn’t remember the last time you heard his booming laugh; a rarity ever since the queen passed.
“Y/N, there is an important matter I must speak to you about.”
Not expecting him to address you like this, you hurriedly bow your head in acceptance. A soft ‘yes father’ escapes your parted lips, hoping that it does not catch the attention of any court ladies in the vicinity. They were like a fish to water with rumors, so you learned your lesson at an early age not to ever trust them with important issues.
The remainder of the discussion ends on a rather promising note, as the king gathers a lot of promising intel on his supporters’ current situations and his neighboring kingdom’s allegiances. Enduring the mindless chatter of the royal court was most definitely a chore, but it is also essential in maintaining power. The one with the most knowledge will always be one step ahead.
You rise alongside your father, watching as the owners of estates across your kingdom bow in reverence. Even if they were doing this out of fear for your father, and not you, the action motivates you to wield the same authority someday. When you are this kingdom’s ruler, you will not tolerate anything less that what your father achieves.
Following the king out of the throne room, you dismiss a servant as she rushes to follow after you. As she leaves after giving you a deep bow, you begin to feel the tingle of anticipation against your spine. You rarely held private conversations with your father, given how busy he has been managing his duties. The crops did not grow as well as anticipated this year and there have been plenty of potential threats against the kingdom, so to say he had his plate full would be an understatement.
He leads you into his study, and you take some time to briefly examine the bookshelves surrounding the room. Each row is neatly organized based on subject matter, from battle tactics to formal letter writing. There used to be an entire bookcase dedicated to children’s stories when you were young, since you loved hearing your father read to you before bed. You wonder momentarily where those books are now.
Breaking out of your stupor, you notice the king standing with his back facing to you as he observes the palace grounds from the large windows behind his desk. Closing the door behind you with a soft locking sound, you walk forward to stand beside him. The soldiers are making their rounds, following neatly divided paths leading to various areas of the palace. Their march is methodical and focused, and the rhythm is hypnotizing.
“How have you been faring?” the king finally asks, regarding you with his usual gaze.
“Well enough. The tutor has been doing great. He says I am improving very fast,” you note, pulling your eyes away from the window to meet your father’s.
“That is good to hear,” he says before adding, “You will make a great queen.”
The king’s praise is hard to come by, especially as he has grown more demanding of you as time passes. With each year, he expects you to become more informed about your role as a member of the royal family and more mature about your decision-making for the kingdom’s future. You do your best to hide your satisfaction, but it is difficult.
“Thank you, father.”
He makes a noise of affirmation before looking out the window again. You cannot pinpoint exactly what he is observing, so perhaps he is simply seeing something in his mind’s eye. The sigh that follows worries you, wondering if the news he wanted to speak to you about was actually a bad one.
“With every great ruler, is a great partner,” he states simply, and from his melancholy tone you sensed his continued sadness regarding your mother’s early death.
Your heart sinking to the pit of your stomach, you fold your hands and nod.
“I’m sure you are aware of our talks with the closest kingdom to our North. Alongside our treaty agreements to share grain stores and defend each other in the case of invasion, we have also discussed formally uniting outside of a contract.”
The puzzle pieces were slowly snapping together in your head, and the dismay traps itself within your vocal cords. You are afraid to speak, afraid that if you voiced your concerns, it meant that your father had truly used you as a bargaining chip.
“Prince Youngjae will make a good king. I’m sure the two of you will bring about a second Golden Age for our people.”
When you finally say something, the deathly monotonous sound of your words sounds like that of a stranger’s. Amid your disappointment in your father, you have become a stranger to yourself.
“No. I object to this union,” you grit, nails biting into your palm as you struggle to maintain the little power you thought you had. Yelling and crying would just expose your weakness and lose what credibility you had.
“It is not a suggestion, Y/N,” if it were possible for the king to look even more weary than he did earlier, than it surely accurately describes his current state.
“Father you cannot seriously hand me over to a complete stranger. A man I do not know, do not love.”
His silence just angers you further, as you begin to feel increasingly alone. Not only will you never be able to confide in your mother again, but now you have lost your worth to your remaining parent. If he truly wanted what’s best for you, he would not have added you to a bargain like a prized cattle for sale.
“I have done nothing but obey you, your majesty. Do not confine me to a future of unhappiness,” you warn, hoping that your anger masks the fear and hurt you feel at this development.
Instead, the man you once affectionately called father simply barks, “It is a command. The marriage will be held a month from now. I suggest you correct your attitude before then.”
You allow yourself to let the first tear fall when he finally leaves the room, leaving nothing but a swish of his robes and the loud slam of large oak doors.
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“You’ll sooner see me die than marry that man.”
To your servant’s credit, she does not acknowledge your angry words. Instead, she continues to help you get dressed for the day. While you continue to criticize the king for doing this to you, yourself for being too weak to defend your autonomy, and eventually your betrothed for even daring to be involved, she finally speaks.
“Your highness, you do not know if Prince Youngjae deserves the way you speak of him.”
You hesitate, acknowledging that she did bring up a good point. Arranged marriages in and of themselves are horrendous affairs in your mind, the lack of free will causing you to complete turn your nose up on the idea. The prince could be a decent individual, but he could also be a gruff man with zero awareness of your feelings. If he is anything like the dukes your father entertains daily, you would sooner escape for a life of exile than stay as a sitting duck.
“Perhaps not. But Luce, I’m being commanded to marry a man I’ve never met. Is that not, in and of itself, an injustice?” you inquire, watching as she gets on her knees to smooth out the remaining wrinkles at the hem of your dress.
When she finally stands, dusting off her apron as she does so, she gives you a small curtsy before replying, “Pardon me for my honesty, but there are far worse things in life. Perhaps for a royal, the loss of the ability to choose and make decisions for oneself is a terrible punishment. However, I advise you give the boy a chance. It is in your best interest to make this work.”
“Luce, we’ve grown up together. You’ve been my personal servant since we were both 13. You know that I cannot allow decisions affecting my future to be made for me. I have spent hours studying, confined to books when others play outside on sunny days. Am I not allowed to think for myself for a change, instead of the kingdom?” you want your closest friend to agree with you, if only to reassure you that you had a right to be outraged.
“Born to two of the king’s servants, my purpose is to serve the royal family until I die. Born to Utopia’s king and queen, your purpose is to serve Utopia’s people until your last breath,” Luce finally gives you a small smile as she pins the last gold leaf into your hair, “You will do the right thing. I know it.”
Brushing the wetness appearing in your eyes, she chastises you softly for ruining the makeup she used to try and get rid of the puffiness from yesterday’s bout of crying. You swallow thickly, thanking her for preparing you for the morning before getting ready to meet the king’s entourage for breakfast. When the door to your room opens, Luce returns to her demure position a few feet away from you, looking everything like the perfectly submissive servant castle etiquette instructs her to be.
Breakfast is a sordid ordeal. Stirring your porridge with distaste, you nibble on the freshly baked bread from the kitchens and think about your meeting with Prince Youngjae in a few hours. You originally considered openly refusing to go or disappearing conveniently as soon as you spot his carriage entering the castle walls, but after Luce’s words this morning, you’re forced to reconsider.
Picking apart the remainder of your honey bun, you realize that, regardless of whether this man assigned to you turns out to be decent person or not, you harbored no romantic feelings for him. Marrying him would then become nothing but an obligation, and you would be nothing but a task he completes for the sake of his kingdom. You did not want to share your bed with a stranger for the rest of your years, nor bear his children for the sake of duty. When would your royal duty end and your free will begin? It all seemed terrible.
When breakfast is finally removed and you have no choice but to meet the royals of the neighboring kingdom your father discussed yesterday, you regret eating that pastry. Even though you’d only had a few bites, the anxiety was causing you to grow nauseous.
Maybe if you threw up on the prince’s shoes, he’d cancel the engagement.
Hiding your smile behind a gloved hand, you do your best to keep up with the strong amble of the king before you. Servants bow at the two of you as you pass through the corridor, only continuing their work when they are out of your sight. These people depended on you completely for shelter, safety, and purpose. Luce’s earlier warning rings through your ears, and the heaviness of the responsibility of your birthright feels more stifling today than any other day.
When you enter the throne room, you notice that it looks shinier than it had yesterday. Perhaps for the sake of good first impressions, it was subjected to a thorough cleaning the night before. Your father returns to his seat on the throne, and you allow yourself to imagine yourself on that seat in a few years’ time. Would the throne feel heady with limitless power or cold with loneliness?
The seat you typically had next to the throne has been removed today, so you simply stand next to your father with your hands crossed over your abdomen. As soon as you’ve adjusted your skirts, the guards open the doors and you do your best to maintain the neutral expression on your features—regardless of who steps in through the entrance.
As the trio approaches the throne, they incline their heads in greeting to the king. Acknowledging Elysia’s king and queen, you return their gaze with a deep bow of your own. Pausing for a few long seconds, you finally straighten to immediately regard their son who was standing only a few paces away.
The first thing you notice, albeit with some shame, is that he is very good-looking. His locks are slightly tousled in a stylish way, and are as dark as his eyes that are openly observing you as well. A small smile graces his lips, a lightly pink contrast to the fairness of his skin. Briefly wondering how a man could look so calmly attractive, you only break your unabashed stare when your king speaks.
“Welcome to Utopia. The princess and I hope the travel was without issue,” your father says, giving your future in-laws their due respect.
“Elysia and Utopia have always been close neighbors. Visiting is no trouble to us,” Elysia’s king replies, and even through your first impressions, he seemed to be a kind yet commanding individual.
“We are honored to finally meet Princess Y/N, she is as lovely as they say,” the queen adds, and the way she openly beams reminds you too much of your own mother.
Heart stinging, you whisper, “You are too kind, your highness.”
The remainder of the discussion revolves mainly around the adults in the room, as you begin to feel like a toddler waiting for your parents to stop talking to the other adults. Doing everything you could to avoid looking at Prince Youngjae again, you could feel him taking short peeks at you, and it makes you oddly nervous. You wonder what his first impression of you could be.
As if that mattered. Your ultimate goal was to prevent yourself from being saddled to him.
When the conversation finally ends, you only let the sigh of relief escape when the royal family exits to have a tour of the palace grounds. Your father chuckles at your response, standing to rest a hand on your shoulder before asking, “Was that really so frightening?”
“My duty is cementing our treaty with Elysia. I still do not consent to marriage,” you reply, looking your father in his eyes in direct challenge.
Instead of striking fear into the old man, he simply gives you an amused smile before exiting. You are left standing alone, left behind to consider your next step.
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Turns out, Prince Youngjae would be staying for the next month within the castle. You wondered whether Elysia was foolishly trusting or rightfully confident in simply leaving their heir in the hands of another kingdom’s rulers. As you head to your room to retire for the night, you hesitate in front of one of the best guestrooms you had to offer. The man you were to wed was inside, miles away from the home he grew up in. You wonder if he is afraid.
Settling in your favorite chair by the fire, the pages of your newest novel feeling crisp against your fingertips, you fail to notice how quickly the night moves. You reckon it is fairly late when you finally finish, setting the book on your table. You used to play chess with your mother on this table. It is well worn with age, but you couldn’t throw anything away that held essences of your time with her.
If she were here, she’d never let this happen.
Stretching out your limbs, you rub your weary eyes and wonder if the kitchen would have leftover slices of the pumpkin pie from dinner earlier. It was extremely well-made tonight, perhaps due to the need to impress, but you only confined yourself to a single slice.
Slipping on a warm shawl, you open your bedroom door slightly to examine the hallway. Empty except for the pale moonlight slipping in from the giant windows, you tiptoe against the marble floors. Even in the middle of the night, you need not see clearly to find your way. You grew up within these walls, each nook and cranny familiar in a way that you knew them like the back of your hand.
You are only a few steps from your heavenly dessert, the creaminess of this year’s pumpkin crop on the tip of your tongue, when someone’s voice stops you in your tracks. Ducking your head around the corner, you notice an unfamiliar figure sitting within a small alcove, looking up at the stars outside the vaulted glass windows.
Draped in shadows and moonlight, he sings a bittersweet song. Even though you didn’t recognize the words, you are transfixed on the intricate melodies that are holding you in place. The singer is talented for sure, given the ease of each delivered note and the sugar hanging on his clear tone. It is like nothing you have ever experienced.
When the tune ends, you’re left with a sense of unexplainable emptiness. You have half the mind to demand an encore when the figure turns his head to acknowledge you for the first time.
“Princess, what are you doing up so late?” Youngjae asks, surprise shining in his eyes as he scrambles to his feet and gives you a bow. His slightly clumsy movements are a bit endearing, as you press your shawl to your mouth to cover the smile underneath.
“Ah, you know
just having a walk,” you grimace, wondering if he’ll judge you if you were telling him you were trying to have a second helping of dessert.
“Interesting choice,” he grins.
You wave him off, hoping he understood that he didn’t need to be so formal with you. He seems to understand your insinuation immediately, because he returns to his spot in the alcove before waving you over. You hesitate, wondering if you wanted to be caught in such a compromising way.
Screw it, you needed to figure out where he learned to sing so damned well.
Tucking your skirts underneath you, you take a look at the beautifully round full moon hanging in the sky before regarding Elysia’s prince for the second time today. If it were possible for someone to look better up close, this man would be the prime candidate. His eyes are shining with stars and kindness, and in his casually neat shirt, he is the epitome of a princely figure.
“What were you singing earlier?” you ask, fiddling with a stray thread on your shawl.
He pauses for a moment, as if wondering whether he should tell you, before he answers, “An Elysian lullaby. My mother used to sing to me as a child. This one was my favorite.”
“It’s beautiful. I don’t speak Elysian but, you sing really well—better than any performer I’ve ever heard,” you admit, hoping you weren’t putting a dent in your plans by complimenting the prince.
His singing ability had to be acknowledged, so you’ll give yourself a pass for now.
He blushes, and the way he shyly laughs is adorable. Your next breath lodges in your lungs as you try your best to stop the sudden increase in heart rate you experience. Maybe you should’ve just gotten your pie and returned to your room.
“Thank you, princess. That’ll be a source of great encouragement for me,” he says, giving you another interesting look before he returns his gaze to the night outside. You wonder if he’s homesick, and you figure that he probably is. As much as you hated having to spend the next month surrounded by the reminder of your impending marriage to a stranger, he probably had his own share of trouble. He was trapped within a foreign land, with no allies to his name. Completely and utterly alone, perhaps the least you could do was make him comfortable. Even if you didn’t love him, that didn’t mean you couldn’t at least treat him respectfully.
“Have you ever performed?” you inquire suddenly, and the suggestion seems to catch him off guard.
“No, it’s unheard of for a royal to perform. That is usually reserved for the court jesters.”
You laugh, imaging the prince in a jester’s costume and telling jokes in front of the royal crowd. It was certainly a funny thought, but you were also slightly disappointed that Prince Youngjae’s singing might never be shared beyond his intimate family. It truly is a tragedy for the world, not to hear such talent.
“Do you want anything from the kitchen? In case you haven’t had enough at dinner, I’m sure there’s plenty of leftovers,” you hint, hoping that he agrees so you can have your planned pastry.
“I’m quite alright princess, thank you.”
You try not to let the disappointment appear on your face, and even though you’re typically very good at hiding your emotions, Youngjae seems to catch on immediately. When he hums in acknowledgement, you hide your face when he asks, “Did you want something princess?”
You shake your head adamantly, “I’m quite alright as well, prince.”
A grin quickly appears on his face, as he teases you further, “Are you sure? I do remember someone finishing their slice of pumpkin pie in less than 10 seconds. Perhaps we should call one of the scribes to commemorate such a prestigious record.”
“Maybe we should call the scribe to commemorate the nosiest royal to be alive this century!” you quip, quickly clapping a hand over your mouth when you realize how disrespectfully you’ve spoken to Prince Youngjae. As you wonder how quickly the man would squeal to his parents, and realizing you could’ve completely ruined Utopia-Elysia relations, the sound of loud hearty laughter saves you from your thoughts.
You had thought someone had caught the two of you, but you quickly realize that the laughter is coming from the prince himself. He holds his stomach in laughter, mouth wide open as his eyes momentarily disappear with each laugh. You watch, completely mesmerized, as pure amusement pours from the boy. He suddenly seemed so much younger, laughing like this.
Beginning to giggle yourself, you quickly pressed your hands to his mouth when you see candlelight flickering in the hallway. Pulling him upright, you dash off to the bedrooms as quickly as you could without making too much noise. You hated to find what rumors would develop if the two of you were found together this late in the evening. To his credit, the prince mirrors your speed and silence all the way to the guest bedroom.
Checking to ensure you weren’t followed, you whip your head back towards him. He’s still hiding his grin behind his hand, and doing a poor job at it, when you glare at him.
“Did you really need to laugh that loudly?” you hiss, but the boy simply looks like he’s about to start laughing again.
You sigh, unable to hide how funny the situation is to you, so you just giggle and dart off with a wave. Pumpkin pie forgotten, when you finally return to the safety of your room, you stay up to stare at your ceiling. Turning over in your sheets, you wonder– when was the last time you felt that much excitement?
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The next time you see him, Prince Youngjae is taking a stroll through the palace gardens. Even though the blooms aren’t as spectacular as they are in spring, your mother had chosen equally beautiful flowers that blossomed during the winter. You catch him admiring the cheerful winter jasmines lining each row, framed by snowdrop flowers. Considering whether approaching him would be the right move, you once again throw caution to the wind when Youngjae catches you staring and gives you a small wave.
“Do you have a favorite?” you ask once you’ve walked close enough for him to hear you.
“Not really,” he replies, letting go of the fallen petal in his hand, “It’s enough for me to admire the beauty each one offers.”
“Well said,” you say with a grin.
“We didn’t get your dessert that night. My apologies, princess,” he jokes, and it strikes you then that the prince is a cute but mischievous sort. He appeared to love riling you up, but only as far as you would allow him.
“Not a great first impression,” you admit, letting yourself fully appreciate his laughter now that the two of you were in a more proper environment.
Finding a place to sit and talk further, you allow yourself to acknowledge the truth that you really did enjoy this man’s presence. Even though you were holding onto the notion that you needed to prove that you weren’t just an airheaded princess waiting to be married off, perhaps under different circumstances, Youngjae could’ve been your friend. After all, it wasn’t everyday that you met a royal who wasn’t stuck-up or entitled. It seemed that this prince genuinely appreciates everything life has to offer, and he isn’t afraid of having fun with what he finds.
“Call me Y/N. I think after the trouble we went through, it seems fitting enough,” you say, once the conversation takes a short lull.
“You’ll have to call me Youngjae then,” he adds, and you show your agreement by repeating the new title he offers you. He seems to like the way it sounds on your tongue, because his eyes are aglow with delight.
“Do you miss home?” you ask afterwards, curious to see how your new friend is faring.
“Definitely. No matter how many times I’ve left Elysia, I always miss it with the same fervor,” he admits, and you appreciate the way he opens up to you. It was almost as if he were unafraid of appearances in front of you, and his abrupt honesty was completely foreign to you.
“You leave often then?”
“A few instances. I’ve had to be involved in some skirmishes at our borders recently,” he sighs, and it appears that Youngjae is also not a big fan of warfare. You note that as well, realizing how much you were growing to admire each of the characteristics of this new prince.
“I suppose that’s why all of this is happening
making alliances to appear strong,” you briefly relent, acknowledging that as much as this union would hurt your pride, it had its use. It was not a frivolous decision for either part, which only made your choice that much more difficult to execute.
“If it’s to protect my people, it’s a sacrifice to make,” he agrees, “I apologize that you will not be marrying for love, Y/N, but I promise I’ll do my best to not make it torturous.”
He tacks on a joke at the end to ease the tension, but it doesn’t hide the fact that his words make your heart waver. Youngjae recognizes what you were giving up and he sympathizes with you. Unlike you, however, he was accepting his fate. Even though he doesn’t mention it, you know that he is giving up his free will as well by agreeing to marry you. He would also be closing the door of “what if?” because he cared for the citizens under his protection.
You think back to the servants who never fail to curtsy in your presence, the cooks who always let you have a taste of whatever’s cooking because they didn’t stand a chance to your puppy-dog eyes, and your closest friend Luce who always takes care of you without a complaint. You remember how her worn hands glide across your skin with the finest skincare in the land, just to ensure that your skin stays youthful at the expense of hers. Your heart pounds with pain.
“I’m sorry,” you breathe, as you struggle not to cry in front of Youngjae.
He grasps your wrist in confusion, worried eyes seeking yours when he says, “Did I say something wrong?”
You pat the back of his hand and try to smile amidst your guilt. Nodding slowly, you say, “I thought that I deserved to fight against this marriage because without my autonomy, I’d be nothing. But your words, you made me realize that perhaps there are greater things.”
He looks at you with the utmost care and sympathy when he replies, “Agreeing to this doesn’t make you weak, Y/N. You will be the strongest queen Utopia has known because you sacrifice for your people.”
When he hugs you in a much-needed, warm embrace, you don’t stop him.
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The month passes by in the blink of an eye, and before long, you’ve let Youngjae into your life more than you’d like to admit. The boy made you much more playful, as you began skipping some of your studying to join him in playing outside. He seemed like an energetic individual, always wearing a smile and excited to see you. You did your best to keep your distance, but ever since he opened up to you it almost felt natural to do the same.
The day of the wedding rolls around, and even as Luce and a few other servants help you get dressed for the special occasion; you can’t help but doubt whether you were making the right decision. Of course, there would be worse men to be in an arranged marriage with, but ultimately this was a choice that would stick by your side for the rest of your reign. You shouldn’t tread lightly.
“Luce
” you mumble as soon as the other girls leave to let her braid your hair in an elegant bun in peace.
“Today is a special day in your life your highness
your life and Prince Youngjae’s,” Luce begins, giving you her reassuring smile as she braids silver flowers into your braid.
“I know that, I know this is important for our kingdoms, and yet I feel afraid.”
“Fear is understandable. It’s important to fear because it will push you to act. You are not just making a decision for yourself, but for thousands of people,” she finishes with your locks before finally giving your shaking hands a squeeze, “You have never let us down.”
You give Luce a grateful hug, thankful for her comforting words. When you stand, admiring the long train behind you, the reality of everything begins hitting you all at once. You were marrying Youngjae, the man that recently makes your stomach burst with butterflies and your palms sweaty just from looking at him. You were crazy enough to think that you could eventually love him, and you hoped to the heavens that he considered you in the same way.
“I’ve seen the way he looks at you. I wouldn’t worry,” Luce muses before opening the door as your entourage stands at the ready outside. You would fire back at her to say that you weren’t worried at all, but the sight of the dozen knights standing in full armor to escort you to the grand ballroom is enough to dry your mouth completely.
You knew that the ballroom would be transformed for the wedding, but you didn’t expect the beauty dazzling from the high ceilings. Each corner had a fresh bouquet, the beautiful pastel roses making your eyes widen with wonder. The guests consisted of the royals whom previously paid you no heed, but now are openly observing you with interest. You knew that they now respect your new position, and you would soon have to play palace politics. The dread paled in comparison to the surprise that catches in your throat when you see the groom standing at the altar.
Youngjae is dressed in a standard princely attire, but the sparkling crown atop his head and the big grin on his face make all the difference. Seeing him standing ahead of you, waiting for you to be by his side, force you to reconcile with your feelings once again. You were falling for him, from the moment he sang you his favorite song and laughed without a care in the world, you were smitten. He not only acknowledged your fears but reassured you through them, and for that, he was more than deserving to rule alongside you.
“Ready?” he whispers after receiving your hand from your father.
With one look at his deep brown eyes swirling with affection, you announce proudly, “I’m ready.”
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pair: shownu x reader 
summary: When your alpha - sort-of - found his true mate, you’re stuck dealing with the aftermath and the coming of your next heat. So when your friend suggested a “dating service” to aid you, signing up seemed like a no-brainer. So, you’ve prepared yourself for the dominance, the adrenaline-fueled by fear and arousal and the constant out-of-this-world sex but when you meet Shownu, everything you know about Alphas is challenged. He’s soft - for the lack of better word. He cooks you meals, he takes you out on dates
 all of which are not really necessary for an Alpha - Omega relationship
 right? Whatever. You’d just really, really, wish he’d touch you now warning: this story may be slow-paced at the start, no other warnings for now - also, boo seungkwan’s appearance! a/b/o dynamics! 
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title: mad sus
→Pairing: Mark Tuan x Reader (Mark Tuan x Gender-Neutral!Reader )
→Summary: “And where even is Mark, if you’re playing.” Mark leaned forwards, a grin on his handsome features. “Under your bed, Jae.”
→Warnings: this is pure, tooth rotting fluff for our Markie. All I have to warn is probably Jae being Jae, and Mark being in boyfriend-mode which could probably kill on itself.
→Wordcount: 1.1k
a/n: Written for my sister in law and ally in the universal simpcomititty for all kinds of groups @bbymrk​ Also I dont know if that is what you wanted or if you
like it?  Have some cuddles from me and my brother lmao I mean Mark.
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“Who would do such a thing?” a female voice whined, just as you entered the room.
“Is this a self-report? Mark asked sarcastically, leaned back on his chair with his hood up. The room was darkened and all light came from the flickering light of his desktop.
“No. I swear I didn’t do it.” That was Tina, you recognized that.
You stood in the door for a few seconds, listening to the familiar voices of your boyfriend and his friends banter about something, occasional laughs breaking up several little arguments. The room smelled like him and freshly brewed green tea, something Mark had started to drink after - what you concluded - spending too much time with Jackson and a tiny bit like that one perfume he always stole from you, bergamot and sandalwood.
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