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remember this blog?.. time for a relapse >:)

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I really should just die. a pathetic end to a pathetic life ha. I'm practically there anyway

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I can't do this anymore

#i cant do anything #im giving up

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I'm tired of caring and lying and pretending to be happy. I have no motivation or energy or passion. nothing fucking matters, I don't matter. I'm tired of waking up, and living. I care so much and yet I can't find it in me to care now. what's the point of anything anymore? I'm so so tired

#i honestly don't care #i want to just wither away and die peacefully #no one will try and find me and i can finally get some rest

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Quotes I say to myself

🌸 I am a flower. Flowers don’t need food- just water and sunlight

🌺 I can have food - but I don’t want it

🌸 you are what you eat

🌺 500 calories a day keeps the fat away

🌸 If your legs are not slim - go to the gym.

They keep me on my path to being skinny.

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Every single second you don’t eat, your stomach flattens a little more. Your weight will drop every day you eat less and less. Your metabolism goes up the more green tea you drink and your weight continues to drop. With every little step, you’re making your way to your ultimate goal weight.🍃🌼

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拒食症。

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🌙 ig | some1ove

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I can't even count how many times I've purged in the last 10 days lol

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There’s a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness

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Active thinspo accounts in August 2018, please reblog 💕🌙🍃🌼

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haven't slept or eaten in a while.. around 4am I got up to work out about but ended up laying on the floor instead, and just about started crying. I'm never anything short of pathetic.

#personal #and we have to go out to eat dinner! i never eat dinner #or past 7 #pm #ew #8aug18 #4.47am

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when u look into ana tags and tumblr is like u need help?

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my talents include being fat and pretending im okay 

#oof big mood #im also rlly good at being annoying and a burden lol

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something about not eating enough, and drinking too often, and getting high instead of thinking