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everything is shit, idk why i'm even alive n killing myself sounds so fucking peaceful

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I think one if the saddest things is when you don’t want anything anymore. You’re not in despair, you know you’re not alone, you know it can get better, but you dont want any of it. You’re just tired of living. I’m not sure if anyone can really help at that point.

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“I probably still haven’t completely adapted to the world. I don’t know, I feel like this isn’t the real world. The people, the scene: they just don’t seem real to me.”

— Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via books-n-quotes)

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I really miss those days back in 1994 when i didn’t exist.

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#lyrics

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Strugglin from the womb to the tomb

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do you ever feel lonely and unwanted even if you are with your friends

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Drown - Bring Me the Horizon

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i really hate how i always like people more than they like me……….. i just want someone to miss me more and someone to love me more …. everything is shit

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💫namswooning LY: tear giveaway 💕

I got the giveaway albums in the mail AND it’s September 12 aka Joon’s birthday AND THE DAY I FINALLY POST THIS GIVEAWAY. You guys have been so patient and supportive of me, so I hope you’re all super excited for my 3rd giveaway! Just reblog this post and follow me to enter! Giveaway ends late October.

Winner gets all four versions of Love Yourself: Tear(Y, O, U, & R), folded posters for each version, plus standees, “the notes” & PCs for each version! (photos below)

RULES:

✨Must be following me since this GA is to show appreciation to my followers

✨Must reblog this post to enter

✨Reblog as many times as you want but please don’t spam your followers!

✨You can like for reference, but likes will not count as an entry!!

✨No giveaway blogs. Giveaway blogs will be blocked and all entries will be deleted! 💕

✨18+ only or have a parent/guardian’s permission to have things shipped to your home!

✨Please have your messages open so I can contact you if you are the winner!

✨Free worldwide shipping

✨As always, winner will be selected via a random number generator!

Thank you guys so so much for continuing to follow and support me! Good luck to everyone and message me if you have any questions 💜

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Yan An Weibo update

I heard that people are missing me? ❤️

#pentagon #Yan an #jesus christ #collarbones