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sickassjigsaw · 3 years

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My kink? Knowing all the information ©

indie BRIAN ZELLER of NBC HANNIBAL est. 2014 rebooted 2020

#|| self promo #over here if anyone else is around here~

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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❝ Tell me…

what do you think is ULTIMATE FEAR ? I really thought that I’d reached The DARKEST of the Dark! But then… Ahead of Me… I Beheld a Darkness even GREATER Still. ❞

indie selective MULTIMUSE rp blog ft. OC and muses from NAOKI URASAWA’S MONSTER, NBC HANNIBAL, AND MEDIUM under co. previously @sickassjigsaw est. 2013 revived 2020

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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❝ Tell me…

what do you think is ULTIMATE FEAR ? I really thought that I’d reached The DARKEST of the Dark! But then… Ahead of Me… I Beheld a Darkness even GREATER Still. ❞

indie selective MULTIMUSE rp blog ft. OC and muses from NAOKI URASAWA’S MONSTER, NBC HANNIBAL, AND MEDIUM under co. previously @sickassjigsaw est. 2013 revived 2020

#|| self promo #|| queue

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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❝ Tell me…

what do you think is ULTIMATE FEAR ? I really thought that I’d reached The DARKEST of the Dark! But then… Ahead of Me… I Beheld a Darkness even GREATER Still. ❞

indie selective MULTIMUSE rp blog ft. OC and muses from NAOKI URASAWA’S MONSTER, NBC HANNIBAL, AND MEDIUM under co. previously @sickassjigsaw est. 2013 revived 2020

#|| self promo #|| queue

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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❝ Tell me…

what do you think is ULTIMATE FEAR ? I really thought that I’d reached The DARKEST of the Dark! But then… Ahead of Me… I Beheld a Darkness even GREATER Still. ❞

�� indie selective MULTIMUSE rp blog ft. OC and muses from NAOKI URASAWA’S MONSTER, NBC HANNIBAL, AND MEDIUM under co. previously @sickassjigsaw est. 2013 revived 2020

#|| self promo #moved over here y'all!#zee and others are available for rp #pls reblog so others know~

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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HEYYY if any of you still give a damn about me and wanna write with me again, i’m revamping over on @indeliblymarred. gonna take a while to get set up, but i hope to write with y’all soon again x

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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HEYYY if any of you still give a damn about me and wanna write with me again, i’m revamping over on @indeliblymarred. gonna take a while to get set up, but i hope to write with y’all soon again x

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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HEYYY if any of you still give a damn about me and wanna write with me again, i’m revamping over on @indeliblymarred. gonna take a while to get set up, but i hope to write with y’all soon again x

#|| psa #moving zee over here fyi #love this blog but i'm too lazy to switch b/w blogs all the time

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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HEYYY if any of you still give a damn about me and wanna write with me again, i’m revamping over on @indeliblymarred. gonna take a while to get set up, but i hope to write with y’all soon again x

#|| out of puns #gonna queue this every so often #not sure how many mutuals are still active after two years #but there's probably at least a few i wanna keep

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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back by unpopular demand: me.

and my zeller/freddie fic.

#boop #|| self reblog #just a head's up #might possibly maybe return #in the meantime read my trashy fic

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sickassjigsaw · 4 years

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back by unpopular demand: me.

and my zeller/freddie fic.

#|| out of puns #added two new chapters i wrote in three days eyyy #getting out of this long ass depressive ep #and taking advantage of the muse #not.... impossible that i may return #maybe with a new blog #an oc or a multimuse or smth #i have to think about it #but in the meantime i'm working on independent writing #hmu for my discord if you want #i miss y'all so much #hope y'all are surviving ok during this crisis #xo

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sickassjigsaw · 6 years

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update for those who still give a shit about me under cut~

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#|| self reblog #icymi #depression //#self harm //#|| queue

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sickassjigsaw · 6 years

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update for those who still give a shit about me under cut~

Keep reading

#|| self reblog #icymi #depression //#self harm //#|| queue

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sickassjigsaw · 6 years

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update for those who still give a shit about me under cut~

Keep reading

#|| self reblog #icymi #depression //#self harm //#|| queue

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sickassjigsaw · 6 years

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shcsallrightnow replied to your post: update for those who still give a shit about me...

//So glad that you have some answers and treatment to help! <3 And congrats on the book idea! I love your writing, so I’m sure it’ll be fab. :) We’ll definitely miss you here, but you have to do what’s best for you!

thank you so much for always being so supportive, abby <3 you’ve been there for me since the start (what it is, four years now?) and have always been such a lovely and considerate presence. i appreciate it so much. never change, you star, you.

#shcsallrightnow #also i'll never stop rbing or bugging you on our personals <3 #|| out of puns

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sickassjigsaw · 6 years

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update for those who still give a shit about me under cut~

SO.... i meant to do this way sooner, but better late than never. so my mental health has been actual trash all this year. turns out it wasn’t just my major depression. turns out i have a new disorder! oh joy. it’s premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD), which is basically PMS x5. it exacerbated my already present depression and anxiety, to the point where i could barely function for a week or more. looking back, i realized that it has been the catalyst for many of my depressive/suicidal episodes in the past year or two (including the slash on my wrist) which we think is when it developed.

now that i’ve been diagnosed, a lot of things have started making sense. including---wait for it--- THE REASON WHY I COULD NEVER BE CONSISTENTLY ACTIVE HERE! because every month i would feel like utter shit for a week, which often extended past that. i also know it’s contributed to my not graduating on time, which is just lovely. not only does my brain hate me, but my uterus does too! very fun. anyway, with different birth control and new meds and getting more therapy, i think i’m gradually getting better. fingers crossed.

as for my presence here... idk. i love y’all, but my mental health is still shaky and i know i wouldn’t be a good rp partner as long as that’s the case. plus the anxiety and negativity of this site can get to me sometimes. if i’m being honest, i haven’t felt an urge to return and i think i probably won’t. but who knows, maybe in a couple months i’ll not be miserable for once and want to come back. but don’t hold out on it. i’ve actually been working on independent writing lately. i’m working on my concept for a novel that i really believe holds promise. and i’m hoping to get back to writing my freddie/zeller fic at some point.

to those of you who wish to stay in my orbit, my discord is vyris#4779 and my personal blog is @foreverantagonist. it has really been a pleasure to write with you all and i don’t regret it one bit. thank you all for being my friends and helping me to hone my writing skills. best of wishes to all of you xo

#|| out of puns #eek sorry it's long just wanted to be thorough #depression //#suicide //#self harm //#<<only mentions of them

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sickassjigsaw · 6 years

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logging on just to say that i would fight to the death for bandit and y’all are a bunch of immature bullies

#|| out of puns #hate this blue hellsite #enjoy your black and white reasoning #the actual intellectuals will be over here w/ our rainbow reasoning tyvm #also bye bye followers xo

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