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I made a “hoarding” blog, I reblog terms I identify with over there!

@sillygoosecollection

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!!!!!!! YIPPIE!!!!!

theme / fandom/ aesthetic/character: goose from “untitled goose game”

colors ( preferably color codes): #99bf99, #ffffff

text: “sillygoosic”

specific font: whatever font

simple complex or somewhere in between: simple

any specific images? if we don’t get any we will pick what we see fits: whatever you see fits!

gif or still image?: still image

how many images would you like us to use?:one or two

anything else we should know?: thats it! thanks in advance!

hope one of these works:3

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for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

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#april fools #april fool's day #do you love the color of the sky

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anyone I see on my goddamn dash with booping enabled is getting booped.

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Hey nice pfp

you too :3

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REQUESTING MUTUAL AID

Black queer disabled DID system in need of assistance getting necessary medications.

Current goal: $500

Any and all assistance is appreciated. Includes sharing even if you can't donate. Thank you for your time <3

CashApp: $11kem5

PayPal: 11kem5

Venmo: kem115

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reminder to anyone using spotify that you can remove an artist’s songs from all of your playlists easily by going to the artist’s page and tapping “don’t play this artist”

i say this as someone who put lovejoy on like 20 different playlists who didn’t know that feature existed until now

#wilbur situation #I don’t usually post about stuff like this #but this is good to know #fuck wilbur soot

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Not-so-friendly reminder that you cannot be a system without trauma.

Some more proof; done by me, a person living with DID.

This is not syscourse, this is fact.

According to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Illness (DSM-5), a history of childhood abuse and neglect is prevalent in 90% of cases of dissociative identity disorder (DID). The remaining cases involve medical trauma, terrorism, and childhood prostitution. Ninety percent is overwhelming. Other research claims that rates of abuse and neglect in DID are actually much higher.

DID develops in response to severe, recurring trauma in childhood. Children are not fully equipped to cope with continued, severe instances of abuse, so they may develop dissociation as a survival skill, which can then develop into DID. It makes sense, then, that the rate of childhood abuse and neglect in people with DID is so high.

https://www.healthyplace.com/blogs/dissociativeliving/2016/04/the-undeniable-connection-between-did-and-child-abuse

The authors interviewed 102 individuals with clinical diagnoses of multiple personality disorder at four centres using the Dissociative Disorders Interview Schedule. The patients reported high rates of childhood trauma: 90.2% had been sexually abused, 82.4% physically abused, and 95.1% subjected to one or both forms of child abuse. Over 50% of subjects reported initial physical and sexual abuse before age five. The average duration of both types of abuse was ten years, and numerous different perpetrators were identified. Subjects were equally likely to be physically abused by their mothers or fathers. Sexual abusers were more often male than female, but a substantial amount of sexual abuse was perpetrated by mothers, female relatives, and other females. Multiple personality disorder appears to be a response to chronic trauma originating during a vulnerable period in childhood.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/2044042/

Causes

The main cause of DID is believed to be severe and prolonged trauma experienced during childhood, including emotional, physical or sexual abuse.

The development of dissociative identity disorder is understood to be a result of several factors:

Recurrent episodes of severe physical, emotional or sexual abuse in childhood.

Absence of safe and nurturing resources to overwhelming abuse or trauma.

Ability to dissociate easily.

Development of a coping style that helped during distress and the use of splitting as a survival skill.

While abuse is frequently present, it cannot be assumed that family members were involved in the abuse.

Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is the result of repeated or long-term childhood trauma, most frequently child abuse or neglect, that is often combined with disorganized attachment or other attachment disturbances. DID cannot form after ages 6-9 because individuals older than these ages have an integrated self identity and history. Trauma later in life can lead to posttraumatic stress disorder or complex posttraumatic stress disorder, other dissociative disorders including other specified dissociative disorder, somatic symptom disorders, or possibly borderline personality disorder, but DID requires an unintegrated mind to form.

https://did-research.org/origin/

Other helpful links!!

DSM-5 on DID and

A explanation of each DD

NAMIs fact sheet on DID

Please see this account for OP

A PDF research paper done on the link between DID and childhood abuse

My own multi-part research thread

A post about biomarkers in the brains of pw/OSDDID

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Happy System Pride!

Hey guys! Happy system pride dayyy! Systems have to go through so much and endure so much trauma that it seems kind of weird to wear it with pride or to say "happy" system pride day. Dissociative and trauma disorders suck. Being nuerodivergent sucks. But you should be proud of healing together. You should be proud of being able to be yourself. I hope every system can take a moment today to appreciate the parts of being a system and an alter that don't suck too much and can be proud of themselves for being strong badasses. Every system is different, embrace your differences no matter alter count, alter types, levels of amnesia or differences in identities. You didn't get to choose to be a system but you can choose to appreciate some aspects of the coping mechanism you were forced upon. Happy system pride :)

For me it means so much more because of my diagnosis. When I was diagnosed I was fucking devastated it made the following weeks and months a living hell. But now I think getting diagnosed is the best thing that's ever happened to me. It's so nice to know that I'm not crazy, it's nice to have access to a therapist who specializes in trauma and dissociation, it's nice we started being able to heal from trauma and work together as a system. So to recently diagnosed systems or systems who just discovered themselves it's okay. It's scary but it gets better. It's never perfect but learning to live with each other definitely gets easier.

Identity Soup Life

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CARDITIVE

[PT: Carditive]

(pronunciation: card-it-tiv)

A carditive is a factive of a deceased person. They may be a traumaholder, memory holder, or other role that could be related to grief, but they don’t have to be.

Cardi- is taken from cardinal, a bird that represents grief.

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denialist - an alter who is (always/almost always) in denial about trauma.

#anti endo #anti endo coining #coining terms #endos dni #did system #system terms #alter role #alter role coining #role coining #system coining

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presentive - an alter who reminds the system that they are in the present during a flashback

#anti endo #anti endo coining #coining terms #endos dni #did system #system terms #alter role #alter role coining #role coining #system coining

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Cardi- prefix coining post!

(the i is pronounced like the i in igloo)

Cardi- is taken from cardinal, a bird that represents grief. Alter roles with the cardi- prefix have to do with grief in some way.

Roles with the Cardi- prefix:

Carditive

Cardirage

Cardisorrow

Cardiapathet

And more to come!

#cardi- #grief roles #anti endo #anti endo coining #coining terms #endos dni #did system #system terms #alter role #alter role coining #role coining #system coining

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cardiapathet - an alter who is (always/almost always) apathetic due to grief. considered a subset of apathetian.

#anti endo #anti endo coining #coining terms #endos dni #did system #system terms #alter role #alter role coining #role coining #system coining #cardi- #grief roles

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cardisorrow - an alter who is (always/almost always) sad due to grief.

#cardi- #grief role #anti endo #anti endo coining #coining terms #endos dni #did system #system terms #alter role #alter role coining #role coining #system coining