soconfusedwithmylife

[soconfusedwithmylife]

Hey! I’m obsessed with High school crush I remember way back you had put a Spotify playlist, either in the comments or in the notes but I can’t find it now ☠️ loll

Can you post the link for it please 🙏 I’m on my hands and knees 🧎‍♀️🚶🏼‍♀️

Oh my god 😭 I am so sorry for stupidly late answer. Life has gotten so busy since October and I've barely had the mental space to check my socials in the recent months. I have a few Spotify playlists for HSC if you'd still want them! I have Tomuras, Touyas, and the party playlist! I've been procrastinating on making a master playlist for the entire fic, so yeah 💀 I'll get around to it eventually. But, let me know which one you'd want and I'll send you a link! Anyways, sorry again for the late reply and I hope you've had a good week!

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are you still updating high school crush? im jw,, i love your works btw

Hi, hello! I'm currently writing the new chapter right now! I've had a lot going on these last few months but I'm super excited to start posting again! I'm so happy that you've stayed interested after all this time! Thank you so much for reaching out and reading my fic btw!

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fUCK IT WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY ARC. FRIENDSHIP ARC. ive ruined our anime before the op ended dammit

Friendship ARC???? What arc comes next??? Nemesis arc?? We have an op 😫????

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no longer anon we are continuing our slow burn friendship with a fireplace <3

Im so down. I love the fireplace <3 very cozy with the crackles I cannot hear

#anon???

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He says, while wearing a League of Legends shirt

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trend on twitter to use your two biggest comfort characters as the steven universe meme

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i love subnautica but dude is it buggy as shit lmao although! its one of its charms since its funky most of the time ESPECIALLY when its not happening to you. like i had a peeper stuck in the corner of my lifepod just rotating?? and it would close its eyes when i would come close or a shine light on it and open them back up when i go away or close the light. or like when a poor spadefish or boneshark gets yeeted across the ocean for no reason. is it funny to look back on a warper coming out of the sea to you like some fucked up little mermaid or a chelicerate busting through a ventgarden to attack you? sure. but is it fucked up in the moment? NO. the latter happened to my sister while i was there to emotionally support her on her way to get alan's whateverthefucks lmao. she loves and prefers below zero majorly over the og mostly because it was the first one she played and she grew attached to it over the beta,, she hates where they ended up with the finished product. i played like half an hour of it in the beta decided it wasnt for me. i get SUPER jealous of the seamonkeys and the mineral detector tho. ayoooo rip to you consolers but im different B) pc is superior in the way it literally lets you fuck around with however you want and you bet i Will Play God whenever applicable! what else do you play? also now that we are talking about games i have to tell you. i love you and and your writing. but the feelings ive felt when i read you put him in plat............. my boy should have been at least diamond from the start im still in tears from that chapter i still havent recovered to this day how could you do my boy like this. how could you doubt his epic gamer skills and gaming time management issues like this. please explain yourself before my entire life falls apart at your feet. also me, an adc main, reading "accidentally kill the large-"

my boy was holding it in by shEEr power of love. especially after they nerfed the fuck out of adc to the point mfs will be rolling up the lane with double ap or a fucking yasuo. why is there always a fucking yasuo on enemy bot lane. and why do they all share the same zombie braincell. yone did not die for this bullshit. and to answer your question it depends on where im sending the question from lol. like on mobile there is like a 300? i think? character limit while on mobile and something similar on pc if i go to your blog site and choose ask from your theme. but here is the thing. if i go to your blog from tumblr/user instead of user.tumblr, then click ask, it literally gives me the same box as if im making a post. so no text limit whatsoever and i can freely send pics and stuff, pretty neat B)

nah i think at the end of the day doing whatever makes you the most comfortable and happy regarding the uploads is the most important! i just liked having multiple days of something nice to me ya know? not necessarily the fact that it was split. and i love them both!! the reason i call it texas touya fic is because one, when i started reading tomura was still more like on the sidelines and it kinda stuck two, it rolls of the tongue easier than texas tomura i guess? but i love them both T-T both as texans and in general! oh and dont worry ill probably bore you till you tell me to go away or something and and and! have a nice day!

I almost wish my game was as buggy as yours sounds. It sounds hilarious and game enriching. Mine doesn't like to glitch up but that probably because I played on PS4 and 5. Right after original launch of plain Subnautica, I got to the lava castle but the containment area wouldn't load so I had to start a new save. Hours down the drain.

^legit me after going through the entirety of the game again. Reapers, warpers, ghosts, and sea dragons biting chunks out of my ass all over again. But it was soooooo fun. It's one of my fave games.

OMG the backseat support gamer!!! I had one of those too for my second play through of oh Subnautica! Good on you to emotionally and psychologically hype your sister for the spookiness. I really liked below zero the first time I played it since I was just super hyped to have more Subnautica period but playing them again, you can definitely feel a substantial difference in atmosphere and replayability. Below zero just felt cramped and not as scary while Subnautica was open to terror from any direction. I totally understand your first experience being your favorite though. Whoa! You played it in the beta??? That's awesome! I'm but a lowly console peasant (until I get my PC fixed 😈) so I had to wait for console release.

OMFG DUDE. I was literally going to make him diamond II or even master BUT I didn't want a mega mind gamer in the comments to be like "erm, tomura wouldn't be diamond. It's hard to get to diamond!!11!" So I lowered his stats and you know what's CRAZY?! Me and a friend were talking about this exact issue and she brought up how he should have been at least diamond and I said the exact same story lmao. So I will go back and edit him into diamond 💀 he deserves it. The CS steal is so real 😔 so uncalled for. So unsophisticated. Okay but playing yasuo is fun, going against a yasuo is cancer. The wind shield is op. (When I'm playing against a yasuo) but sucks balls and blocks nada when I play him. (It's a zombie braincell hivemind that we all take turns with)

You're a Tumblr pro dude. 💀 I hadn't used it since 2015 so I'm still getting the hang of it (it doesn't tell me when I get notifs btw so I'm sorry for leaving you hanging for TWO WEEKS)

It legit means so much to me that you find so much joy in my writing and have stuck with it even with the long periods between updates. I appreciate you and the time you put into talking to me. It means a lot to me and you're the coolest anon I know.

Oh! And other games I play are pretty much anything 💀 I try to not get into competitive games like overwatch, Apex, or CSGO because I get EXTREMELY competitive and start screeching like a wounded animal. I used to play league religiously until my PC broke and my laptops can't run it (it can but it's like I'm either crashing or playing on PowerPoint) so I'm saving to get a new processor so I can play again! I mained ADC (jinx and Ashe, sometimes Tristana) or Annie on mid (LOL) BUT other than those, I prettyuch like anything. My fave games are Horizon Zero Dawn, Fable 2, Binding of Isaac, Assassin's Creed 2, and Minecraft! I play lots of survival games like ark, the forest, 7 days to die, and so on. I like simulation games Sims (obviously), house flipper, power wash simulator or even farming simulator 💀. You name a game, I've either played it or know about it.

They are my loves. They are my special boys and I care deeply for their fictional existence. As Texans, futuristic jerkwads, and in general.

No way will you ever bore me. If anything, I'll bore you

ANYWAY I will literally talk forever if given a chance 😬 thank you for talking to me! I'm always so excited to hear from you! I consider you a good friend at this point. How long has it been? Like 3 months? Maybe more???

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also since you asked on ao3 hnnng i liked update week better itd be my texas touya week and id wake up everyday looking forward to today's shenanigans :( sure id get impatient sometimes but itd be like a little pick me up treat for everyday that whole update cycle for me :( sadge

Nooo, no sadge, only poggers, anon. I'm absolutely positive there will be more update weeks. My writing is so long winded that I'll be forced to split it up so don't worry too much! I have a feeling a chapter that will be split will be coming up soon. I wish I wrote as fast as I want to. I liked uploading daily as well but now since the first party is over, and it's a week day, there's not much to split. But juicy things are coming up so I'm sure there will be lots of content 😈

Also, a question for you! Do you prefer Texas Touya or Texas Tomura more?? And if you ever have any questions, feel free to ask (😉) or message me! Whatever you're comfortable with 😎👍

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nahh my guy not the sickness. ive also had fever Twice in just the last week like how in the fuck. the weather is flip flopping here so much even during the day so my body's pretty much like

omg i love subnautica!! ive been playing that shit since early access its one of my favorite games! but!! you foole! you baffone! i just build my base in the safe shallows and farm pretty plants and collect eggs to hatch and live out my best aquatic farmer life. my life philosophy is that any game can be a domestic simulator if you try hard enough. also im even scared of the fucking gasopods and everytime i have to retrieve something from the aurora (its stupid decorative shit and they take multiple runs cause they take so much space even with two storage upgrades on my seamoth and i have to have All Of Them) i am SHITTING myself and trying stay on the surface which makes me seamoth look like a dolphin the way it keeps jumping in and out of water. like mfs out there speedrunning this shit meanwhile it takes me 10 hours just to leave grassy plateaus like please T-T one time i was on the laser island and saw a time capsule near shore and as i was trying to get to it a fucking warper stARTED TO WALK ON SAND TO GET TO ME. so anyways i deleted that save and downloaded a mod to make them extinct. anytime the game tries to spawn a warper the mod nopes it out of existence it feels me with a sick joy. omg i talked too much again hnnng sorry i hope these are not boring oh well you can always delete them

also that tomura and dabi bit is so out of the place did i send the ant message?? i remember writing it but i dont remember if i sent it or not, although if you just wanted to randomly declare tomura god mid sentence thats valid too and i also have an unhealthy habit of randomly declaring tomura god like old ladies with their religions

Dang 💀 we both got it rough rn. I hope you're feeling better though! And the weather where I am has been so cold, it's so nice after the heat of the summer. I wish it was winter all the time.

And SAME. I remember watching Markiplier play it during early release and getting it day 1 on my PS4. It's also one of my faves but God, does it give me bad anxiety 💀 anytime I'm not in the safe shallows, grassy plains, or the kelp forest, I'm jumping at every noise. I like to act like I'm a total beast going to the inactive lava zone and standing on top of the lava castle in my prawn suit but the moment I see a warper, I'm out of there. No thanks, nope, not for me 🪦 I also prefer the aquatic farming simulator. It brings me joy to build the alien containment and fill it with eggs. Especially cuddle fish. I also, prefer to have my base totally decked out to the 9's but I DESPISE reapers. If I had enough courage to kill them all, I would but I'm on console so no commands and I'm too scared to shank them to death. WARPERS. no cause explain why I had the EXACT same thing happen to me?!? I almost had a heart attack when I turned around and saw it eye to eye staring at me 💀 then one of those jumping crab things bit me and I turned off my PS4 in a panic and lost an hour worth of gameplay.

You are NEVER boring. I apologize for taking so long to reply. I've been very busy and bey sick but I really do love hearing from you. I could literally talk about Subnautica and below zero for hours. I love those games so much. And I'm so glad you love Subnautica too cause 😫😫 (I wonder if theres a text limit? Cause you said yours was long but mine is longEST)

Yeah that was about the ant message 💀 I didn't want to blow you up so I tried to answer in one. But yes, I have a small alter for both. I am but a pious follower of shigadabi-ism. Praise them 😩 (I'm not crazy, I swear 💀 I just like them an unhealthy amount)

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BOLD of you to assume i wont take anything fantastic??? also refusing to choose is my toxic trait <3 except maybe zombies cause like they scare the shit out of me in a irl setting yikes, but the media of it is like almost always so so bleak it gives me my fix of angst super quick! ughh i love mermaids T-T there is just something so good about the sea and underwater and shit and mermaids are just so good whether its a fairytale kind of story or like sirens kinda ambiguous shit or even like straight up horror. whats not to like abt like a human torso with a fish fin tbh? possibilities are endless

We share that toxic trait <3 it's very difficult to chose just one. I feel you on the zombies front. Dawn of the dead (early 00's) and world war Z had me paranoid for like a week. 💀 The grim settings and bleak plotlines always get me though. Like who will die next???

I was talking to a friend of mine and we were talking about mermaid fics and what not. Have you ever played or seen the game Subnautica? Absolute horror. Constant anxiety. Now imagine that with mermaids?? ✨ Romantic horror ✨ 😈

Also, Tomura is my god and I will revere him and Dabi until my final day.

Another thing, sorry for not replying! I've been very sick for about 2 weeks. I've also been sitting on a hsc chapter for those 2 weeks because I've been too sick to edit. Hopefully, I get better very soon and am able to post it. Hearing from you has brightened the rest of my week <3

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So this was inspired by @moodyvoid‘s post I reblogged earlier. Unfortunately I just didn’t have the patience to shade and color this properly, let alone draw the gang properly, so it’s just a quick-ish doodle. 

Well “quick” as in, couple of hours, when normally, doing a piece with this many characters can take over 6 if I bother shading it properly. 

Here’s the post that inspired this thing

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ive been summoned by supernatural creature discourse again

Hello again 😈 what mystical creature did you pick??? And how do you feel about mermaids? 🤨

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REBLOG FOR BIGGER SAMPLE SIZE BC IK YALL MOSTLY GOING FOR VAMPIRE AROUND HERE

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noooooooo not fun!! not fun!!! goddammit am i the only person on this poor POOR girl's side??????

No but also yes 💀 the anticipation of angst is fun, yes 😈 She'll suffer but she'll be fully happy eventually hehehe

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since no one is talking about it ill do it myself. its so fucking cute that touya is indulging tomura with his silly games after they've decided to be more honest and soft with each other!!!!!!!!!!! also a pay cut from the work?? subtle inclusion into the business?? girl red flag run but i agree red looks good on tomura, big sad

I knowwww. I love that they're finally developing and exploring their relationship past the 'just friends' phase.

💀 She really should get out while she can but she really likes red colored flags when it's Tomura. Also, shes already included into the business, no matter how hard she fights it at this point.

Why sad? It's fun 😈

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