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wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry

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i hate how embarrassing and shameful desperation feels...like looking back at more recent times in my life where I was begging for love and care and then scorning myself for needing it is so so sad to me - it's so natural and human, even if it's unhealthy at times...people arent meant to be perfect well adjusted beings and it's so stupid to wish I was always in control and respectable

like i think of my most embarrassing moments of weakness in the last 5 years where i really put myself on blast and when i wipe away all the self hate and need for control i just see me there, needing a friend and trying to be genuine with myself and i cant believe i bully that person even in the privacy of my mind

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Bilal Al-Shams, Sacrifice

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As my mug whimpers in protest of your absence,

the mint becomes sluggish and stubborn.

The tea turned black while Jupiter fell to pieces.

The stars I once traced with my fingers,

are leaving me splinters.

Taking a sip makes my throat itch;

Is it you that left all these scars on my favorite cup?

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The woman that never was

Nor could be

What ghosts remain in my mind

When I think of you

A spectre that haunts me

With both fondness and pain

Wherever you are

I wish you well

And I choose to let you go

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do you ever get attached to like one line or phrase from a song and it holds so much meaning to you but no one else understands how powerful those few words are to you

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guy tries to toss a cigarette on the ground but the ground parries it and it flies back into his mouth and he solemnly continues to smoke it

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the two headed calf smoking twice as many marlboro red core packs as usual

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just one more graduate degree bro. i promise bro just one more graduate degree bro and it'll fix everything bro. bro. just one more degree bro. please just one more. one more graduate degree and we can fix this whole problem bro. bro cmon just get one more graduate degree bro i promise bro. bro bro please you jsut need one more degree

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by starparkdesigns

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“I am the hurting kind. I keep searching for proof. […] Love ends. But what if it doesn’t?”

— Ada Limon, from “The Hurting Kind,” The Hurting Kind: Poems (Milkweed Editions, 2022)

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Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry written c. March 1940 featured in The Diary of Virginia Woolf: vol. V 1936-1941

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mundane tasks like wiping down surfaces & folding the laundry can be spiritual practices and even blessings if we allow them to be

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attention beautiful women!!!!! can you put your cigarette out on my body

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being isolated from the world so long during childhood that im just now finding out i have a beautiful outgoing personality

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